can't wait

my mother has been angry with me ever since that night and I have been grounded.

  Chris has been nice ever since, he has been a source of support to me, he always hang around me a lot lately which his given me lots of attention from students because Chris is very popular, with his good looks and voice.

  Today I have algebra second period with Chris, we decided to walk hand in hand to class, and we sat in the front of Patrick and Toby which was very good.

  Pat I heard mag is having a party this weekend and am sure you are going to be invited " I heard Toby say

  The chick like you a lot why not just ask her out" Stephen one of Patrick friends chip in.

  Keffe will you go to the party with me "Chris asked smiling at me

Hmm am grounded remember? I told Chris.

Common you can always sneak out," Chris said looking so dem breath taking

OK fine, come pick me up by 8:30pm on Friday, remember wait two block away"i said before the teacher came in.

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It was Friday evening, my brothers are in their friends house for sleep over and my mom had gone to work cause there was some kind of emergency, and when she came back she was too tired and went off to bed, it was like stealing candy from a child

I put a my black Jean trouser and a cute black t-shirt( that has the word "can't wait to be wasted" at the front).

  Taj won't be coming to the party because she and her aunt are going to the movies while Eva is off to spend the weekend with her brother in college. I climbed down from my window and landed at the back of the Smith house, all I have to do is cross over to the other side then jump the fence to were Chris is waiting. It was all going well until someone grab me by the hands as I was about to climb the fence to were Chris was.

  What the heck are you doing miss"i heard the person say.

I turned to see that it was Patrick, I couldn't help but stare with my mouth kinda open, he looks so gorgeous even in his pj and messed up hair.

  Hey can't you hear me? He said bringing me back from my little moment of dreaming.

  Sorry I__i__hmm I ju__St wan___t to jump "I said still looking kinda speechless

Can't believe you can't speak proper English" he said looking so irritated

I felt so embarrassed

Sorry I will j__ust go, please just pretend I was never here"i said feeling so defeated and embarrassed, I didn't know there was tears on my eyes till I felt something cold in my hand. I immediately made my way to Chris as fast as I can and we headed to the party.

  I decided to consume more alcohol and even did body shot just to forget what happened couple of minutes.

I did not know what happened next but I heard that the party was crashed by the cops and my mom came to get me at the party, that's all my brother told me.

  I feel so guilty right now and scared, my mother wants to talk, it never nice when she says she want to talk.

  I went downstairs and meet my brothers and my mom at the sitting room,  I walked in with my head low. I slowly went to the sit at the other side opposite my mom and brothers and sit.

  Keffe I don't know what is happening to you recently, you are not like this before even when things are worst,  maybe is because of the company you are keeping in school or you are in your rebellion stage I don't know "I mother said looking at me angrily

Sorry ma I promise it won't happen again" I still looking deflated

  Well your brothers are looking up to you, I don't want them to start behaving like you right now and I definitely don't trust you no more, so I have decided you will be going to my cousins place in Florida this fall instead of new York" my mom said

  Please mom I don't want to spend my holiday with uncle Kennedy, please don't do this to me "

Well you should have thought about that, and you still grounded, after school you are to pick your brothers from school then head home immediately and go straight to your room, I will call to make sure you are home, no friends over, no calls or TV and your allowance is cut off for the main time, "my mom said

  Mom this is torture, please mom" I said now crying

  Some came in immediately and when I raised my head to see who, it was Mr Smith and his family, I forgot we are supposed to hang out together this Saturday.

  I couldn't face them, I immediately left for my room.

   Keffe open up"i head my brother Jim said some minutes later

  What?  The door is open"i said

  Someone wants to see you "

Mom said no visitors remember" I told them

The last time I remember I Am not a visitor , "my aunt said

   I ran to give her a heart felt hug

Aunt Mia, I really missed you" I snuff

Tell me all about it, from the beginning, what happened to my little bunny? "she said while gently leading me to my bed.

I told her every thing that happened while she was gone and how sorry I was that I couldn't control my self.

Oh you were really bad but at least you realize your mistakes but don't you think it is time you tell Patrick about your crush for him and let him decide if he likes you or not or better still start with being friends.

You shouldn't scoop so low just because you want to be cool or noticed, just be your self" she said

Thanks aunt I will do just that when am off my punishment and mom has forgiven me"i said feeling relief

Go on and freshen up then come down and hangout with us, I got just a day to spend with you guy's before I head back to new York " she quickly said before locking the door.

I went over to the bath room to wash my face and then I changed to a straight knee high blue jeans skirt and my hoodie then I packed my hair into bum, I have finally decided to be me,no matter how weird it will be and Patrick will have to notice me or not but I will be who I am and not some drunk teenager.

  I came down and had fun for the first time with my family.