what are they whispering

after the awkward weekend with my family. It was Monday again and time for school.

Today I have English test and I need to get to school on time, I skip a ride with my family, and decided to walk to school, so that I can get there on time.

When I got to school it was awkward, people were starring at me and I felt scared.

I rushed to class then decided to revise what I have read before the test start. The last time I saw taj and Eva was last Friday, which was surprising, no call or visit from them.

When the test started I was totally lost, the questions were easy but I could not find an answer to them, after the test I walked sluggishly to my locker to get my test book for my next class but was shocked when I found what was posted on my locker

'Teenage drunkard 'Written in bold writing with a photo of me pass out in the bathroom. My jaw was practically on the floor by now, students were whispering and giving me judgmental looks, I was too shy to look up and I just quietly walked to my next class after taking out the poster on my locker.

Class today we will be talking about personal hygiene ' my health teacher Mrs Kate said, I decided to sit at the extreme end of the class, close to the window.

Hey drunk do you got any whiskey in your bag? " Toby said while giving high five to Scott, another loser in the group.

I endured their mockery till lunch time, I skip lunch to the rest room, I couldn't go to the cafeteria, it would be so embarrassing, after the lunch break I went direct to my next class,

Keffe the principal want you in his office now, my teacher said looking at me in a weird way. You are so dead " Magdalene said..

Before I got to the principal office I saw Eva coming from the rest room she seems disgusted when she saw me, she just walk off to her class ignoring me. When I got to the principal office, the principal was with someone but I was asked in and was shocked to see my mother in his office.

Mrs Douglas am sorry but your daughter is exhibiting bad behavior and her grades her nothing to write about, we called you here to tell you about it and she needs to up her grade or else she would not be able to graduate. I can't believe what I am hearing, I am in real trouble big time.

After the meeting I was send back to my class in total disappointment,

Why is it that when I try to rise, I get knocked back to the ground am I stock with disappointment " I said with tears in my eyes

No you are not kef, This is just some trials, you will get pass this." taj said.

I was so happy to know she was not ashamed of me, I ran to give her a hug.

I thought you hate me " why would I, you are best friend, taj said with a smile

Don't worry, after class we will go to your house together, I am quite sure your mother has grounded you because when I greeted her when she was leaving the school, she answered me in a weird tune but funny tune, she said while laughing, I couldn't help but laugh too.

After school taj took me home and we both hangout together in my room, she told me to stay away from Chris, that he might be reason I am like this, he is a bad influence. I wanted to be noticed by everyone but now I am being noticed in a negative way.

At about 4:00pm taj left for house and I was left alone with my brothers, I went to the back yard to receive fresh air but was hit by a ball from the smith's house.. Unfortunate me I blurt out.