Bad News

There is something I want to do. To be rich? To be famous? To be happy? I don't really know either. All I know there is something my heart tells me to do. Even if I can't figure it out yet, I tried so many things. Well not really try it but I experience everything through writing. I'm not athletic, nor good at anything related to arts, music, etc. All I know is I always think. Think, think, until I find myself putting every bit of my thoughts to paper then to writing. 

I know these thoughts might be useless right now or can't be used by anyone. But this is the only way to help myself to calm down. I could still feel my body trembling terribly. Every footstep I made, I could hear them clearly even my heavy breathing and the cold sweat trickling down my head and back.