Chater 25

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Reige landed the pitcher of water he was holding beside my glass.

He crossed his arms right in front of me.

"Really woman? Because i caught you staring at me a million times today."

I bit my lower lip and averted my gaze from his body.

Shit.

What a view.

It distructed me.

I thought he would stop staring at me, but when i felt his masculine arms wrapped around my waist, i felt a sudden goosebump inside of me.

" Reige..."

"Let me do this."

He said and tightened his grip.

Jesus! I can't almost hold my breath.

He caught my hand while hugging me from behind.

I really felt the warmth of his body from behind.

I started myself from losing of control.

He moved his hands and inserted it inside of my tight spaggetti top.

He unclasped the lock of my brassery and crawled his finger through my breast, and he found my peak immediately.

Shit!

A sighed heavily and closed my eyes when i felt his warmth hand caressing my breast gently.

So gentle like he wants me to feel him.

I felt dizzy from his touch.

So, I lifted my head and moaned his name.

He pinched my nipple the reason why bit my lip firmly.

"I really love watching you like this.like how you lost your control everytime you feel my touch."

I turned my head to him.

I stared his lips next to mine when i found it's near at me.

It's just an inch, so i lifted a little so i can kiss him.

" Reige... "

I sounded like a drunk while calling his name.

" I want to kiss you."

I said when i felt his aggressive hands massage my peak even more.

Shit!

This is embarassing, but who i care for?

We're just inside his condo anyway.

He laughed, so loud the reason why i punch him and moved a bit.

"No kissing. Answer me first." he said while continued his hand massaging my breast and pinch my nipple again.

I snorted.

"Fine, no kissing then."

I answered.

He laughed even more and kissed in my neck.

"Say it please."

He rested my chin in my shoulder.

"I won't leave promise."

I closed my eyes and gently said it.

I really wanted to kiss him.

Shit.

He massaged my breast again,gently.

I lifted my body and guided his hand that continued giving me pleasure.

Shit!

This is so freaking heaven.

I felt a familiar feeling like music to my ears.

"What is it Cath?" he teasingly asked again.

"I said i won't leave!"

I said and turned to him again for a kiss that he didn't gave me.

Damn him.

"Promise?"

He asked and i felt my body slowly lifted up from the chair where i was seated.

I almost yelled when he carried me in his arms.

"Say it cath. Say it. I want to hear it."

"I love you Reige. Promise, i won't leave."

I said and wrapped his arms around my neck to reach his lips and kissed it.

I notice his steps walking through his room.

Even if i wanted him to stop, i can't.

I want this too, so there's no reason to ask him just to stop it.

He almost fell down from the carpet of his sala when i kissed him even more.

He muttered a cursed and held the table near from it.

"Stop kissing me back, woman. You made me tremble.!"

He closed his left eye when he felt the pain from where he stumbled.

I laughed and kissed him even more.

It felt heaven for me everytime he kissed me..

Everytime i tasted his soft lips.

I'm already out of control.

" Reige, please kiss me more." he clenched his jaw. And closed his eyes intently.

He moved and start kissing me.

He opened the doorknob of his room, and a white color of his bedroom greeted me.

It's big.

Bigger than the room i used to sleep.

He put me down at the edge of the bed.

The terrace was open.

The hanging curtain was blown by the wind which covered it.

I looked at his bed that covered with a white bed sheet.

I watched him closed the glass sliding door of his terrace and suddenly felt the cold temperature of his room.

I roamed my eyes around of his room.

And saw an abstract painting at the top of a flat screen tv.

Fridge, huge closet, sofa, lamp, coffee table, bookshelf, and bathroom.

I turned to Reige and saw his eyes was drifted on my shoulder.

I glance where he remained his gaze, and saw the loosen strap of my spaggetti top fallen down in my arms.

I was about to pull it back when he immediately walked toward me and stopped my hands.

"No."

He said.

I bit my lips when i noticed his fast movement.

"I've already seen that, touch that, and kissed that. You don't have to cover your skin mostly when you're with me."

He said and kissed me in my ears and down.

Shit.

I want more.

His kiss brought some tickling sensation all over my body.

Shit.

I closed my eyes and trying hard to fight myself.

His kisses became more agressive.

He kissed me down to my neck,and i'm losing of my control.

I savored the taste of his lips in mine.

Reige is a womanizer, rich, has a bad boy image but his kisses are too good to savored.

So heavenly.

"Cath.."

He moaned and continued caressing my breast.

I moamed in pleasure too.

I want to feel him more.

Shit!

"Reige.. Uh.." he pulled off my dressed and squeezed my breast even more.

This is what i want from him.

He pinched my nipple sensually.

I want him to pleasure me beyond from all these.

"I've been always dreaming about doing you like this Cath, i want to see you in pleasure. I want to hear you moaned my name. Fuck!"

His touch became more agressive.

He touched every part of my body which made me dizzy.

"Reige... Uh... Reige..."

I don't know what i want to say, but i want to moaned his name in pleasure.

I want to do more.

"You want this Cathy? You want me? Hmm?"

"Jesus, Reige! You keep on asking. Why can't you just continue what you're doing?!?"

I pushed him away because of frustration.

What the hell is he trying to do.

I want him and yet... Shit...

I'm turned on already and he kept on asking instead of doing what i want!

What the hell!

I was about to stand when and leave him when he grabbed my waist and put me down again in the bed.

He chuckled and gave me a feathered kiss.

I looked at him intently.

"My Cath is very frustrated now."

I pressed my body against him.

When i felt his hand caressing my thighs, i immediately knew what he wanted to do.

I hugged him tightly and felt the heavenly sensation from his touch.

"Fuck."

He cursed firmly and crawled his hands until it reached the private part between my thighs.

He slowly inserted his finger inside,and slowly moved up and down while he bit his lower lip.

I can feel he's turned on to, so i moved and followed what he did.

His mouth opened.

He stared at me.

Like he can't believe what's happening.

My face heated because of his reaction.

"You came and wet, baby."

He smirked.

I sighed heavily and stopped moving.

He caressed me again and made me feel like a drunk of his touch.

Shit.

He pulled off his fingers inside my feminity and licked it.

My eyed widened.

What the hell?

My face heated more and i almost lifted my body from bed.

I don't know what i'm going to feel.

Shit.

All i felt was embarassment.

I saw how he sensually licked the fluid from his finger after he pulled it off from my....

Damn this man.

He held my arms and moved closer.

"I'm falling hard, Cath. Big time."

I closed my eyes from his whisper.

He massaged my breast tenderly and gently, while kissing me torridly.

I didn't noticed how he took off my spaggetti shirt.

All i know was i'm already naked in front of him but only my panty remained in my body.

The more he sucked me, the more i gone crazy.

Shit.

I opened my eyes and watched how he took of his shirt.

Every muscles from his body flexed when he moved.

I caressed his muscles.

He's on top of me already, and i can't take off my eyes from him.

My hand became more agressive and my touch crawled down to reach the belt of his jeans.

I started to pull it off,and i heard him cursed.

"Fuck! You made me so turned on."

He whispered and helped me unbuckling his belt.

My eyes widened when he took it off including his boxers and threw it beside the bed.

There's something crawled all over from me when he did it.

He lifted my chin just to meet my eyes.

He kissed me again and crawled his finger in my thighs gently and in between.

He caressed my center like he's looking something without cutting his kisses.

He inserted his fingers.

This time more agressive.

He pulled it up and down and moaned.

I can't help myself moving together with his fingers which done something inside of my center.

Shit.

This is so heaven.

Shit.

"Reige.. Please... Uh..."

I pleaded.

My nails almost burried in his back because of pleasure.

He slid up his finger inside even more, like he mocked at me.

"Shit. Reige.. Uh.. Please-uh.."

"Please what, baby? Hmm?" he asked sensually while his finger continued giving me pleasure.

Shit.

He pushed it up and down.

And i don't know where i turn my head.

Damn it.

He pulled down my panty and i swear, i was almost fainted when he did it slowly and gently.

"Reige, i'm a virgin."

I suddenly said in the middle of him pulling out my panty.

He stopped and scanned my face.

Like he can't believe what he heard from me.

Later, he smirked.

"Fuck!"

He muttered a curse as he continued pulling down my panty and started kissed me down.

I watched him.

He closed his eyes and feel my skin while his kisses went down into my flat belly.

Down to my abdomen, and down to my center.

Shit.

I reached his hair and crampled it.

I muttered a soft cursed when he started giving pleasure at my center.

Shit.

He moved his tongue and licked inside of my center.

Uh. Shit.

He gave me so much damn pleasure more than what i expected.

Shit. This is so freaking heaven.

"Reige.. Uh.. Uh.."

I gritted my teeth and moaned for his name.

I pressed his head against my center to give more pleasure in there.

My head moved sideways.

Side by side didn't know where to turned literally.

Shit.

"Reige.. Uh... Take me.. Uh.. Please.."

I pleaded.

I felt how wet i was.

Shit.

I can't take it anymore.

One more kissed from him and i'm ready to explode again.

I'm so pleasured from what he did.

Shit..

Uhh...

He stopped licking and giving pleasure at my center.

So opened my eyes.

I saw his grinned.

He moved up and started kissing at my lips hungrily.

Down to my neck and stopped at the center of my breast without cutting his gaze from my face.

He watched how crazy i was. And how pleasure i was because of what he did.

"I kept on dreaming this almost every night Cath. Like how it feels to taste this. And fuck! I'm going to savor it now."

He said while pinching my nipple.

He started moving his tongue and slowly kissed it until it reached the tip of my breast.

Shit.

God what is he doing to me.?

He's a freaking good in this thing.

He started kissed my nipple and not even a minute he licked it.

Shit.

While the other hand massage my breast and pinched the tip.

"Hmmm..."

He moaned in pleasure.

Shit.

His voice was like a music to my ears when he moaned.

He sucked my nipple like a hungry baby wanting for more milk.

After he sucked, he stopped and sucked my other breast.

Shit.

" Reige.. Uh.. Reige-uh.. Shit."

He stopped and kissed me back at my lips and down to my neck.

I felt his manhood at the entrance of my center, and slowly push it inside.

I waited for the pain.

My tears rolled down when his whole manhood fully entered inside of me.

" Fuck you're so tight. Shit!"

I didn't answer him.

My whole body was drained. My brain too.

I looked at him and saw how gentle of his expression.

I closed my eyes intently and burried my nails in his back because of pain.

He didn't move.

The pleasure i felt earlier was gone and replaced it with the pain.

"I'm sorry."

He gently said and kissed my forehead.

He didn't move but his lips remained in my forehead.

"Reige..."

I called him and my eyes remained close.

My voice was almost a whispere because of the pain i endured.

"Shh."

I nodded but i moved a little.

"Shit.Don't move."

He said.

I shook my head and reach him for a kiss.

I want him to move.

He got my point when i started kissing him

"Are you sure?"

I nodded. And let him moved slowly.

When will be the right time to give our virginity to someone?

Is it enough that you love that someone before you give your virginity?

Or do you need that someone to love you back before you give?

What if he can't love you back?

What if, everthing for him was just a game?

Would it last longer?

I don't know either.

And i don't have the right to asked for it.

Reige muttered a cursed when he pushed his manhood fully inside of me. I can feel all his fluid filled up inside.

I moaned and slowly got tired.

"Fuck, this is the first time i got too satisfied."

No matter how strong the aircon was, we're both sweating because of what we did.

After, i closed my legs together immediately because of embarassment.

He notice it when he took a white clean towel.

"Don't move yet."

He said.

I nodded and waited for him.

He wiped the sweats in my forehead using white clean towel when he came back.

He gently wiped it like some kind of expensive thing. And after he kissed it.

His caressed brought shivered sensations all over my body.

Shit.

He went to the bathroom and after in the fridge.

He took a box and came back in the bed.

Then, he put it at the side table of the bed.

I already covered my body with comforter.

And i felt my center still sore.

He kissed my forehead when he reached the bed and lie down beside me.

"Are you still sore?"

He reached my hands and entertwined our fingers and kissed it.

"I owned you, Cath. Fully. So, i will not let you go and leave me. Never. Remember that." he firmly said.

I nodded.

He reached the box beside the bed and opened it.

I looked for what's inside the box and saw the different shapes of chocolates.

He took a one piece of aheart shape chocolate and handed it in my mouth.

" I'm sorry."

I held his wrist and bit a little of the chocolate from him and he ate the remaining.

"I'm sorry. I didn't use condom. There's no condom here inside my room either. I told you, i dont bring girls in my room."

I nodded.

What if i can get pregnant?

Some said that on your first time it won't, but what if?

He reached me and hugged.

"Cath, please say something. Did i hurt you that much?"

He said and kissed my head.

My tears started to rolled down in my eyes.

I tried to smile and i succeeded.

"No, Reige. I'm just happy."

He snorted and lifted our entertwined finger, after he kissed it again.

"Take a rest. We'll talk tomorrow."

I nodded but i didn't sleep.

I have no plan to sleep either.

I fought back the sleepiness and the tireness a felt just to keep my eyes open.

I need to keep awake.

My head placed in his arms.

I felt nervous thinking about my plan.

When i heard him breathing normally,i closed my eyes intently and prayed.

I hope i wont regret the decision i'm going to do.

I was hoping for my tears won't fall but it did.

I slowly raised my head from his arms and lifted my body from the bed.

I picked all my clothes that were scattered in the floor,and wore it immediately without cutting my eyes from him who peacefully slept.

My tear fell down in my cheeks and i tried not to sob.

I tried not to cry but.... Shit.

My tears continued fallen as i watched him peacefully slept in his bed.

This man, is the man i love.

The man who took out my innocence.

The man who took my virginity.

And i willingly gave it to him without hesitation because of love for him.

I really don't know about if what he told me was true, or he just told me that so i will continue our agreement.

The only thing is sure for me is that, i can never be fit in his world, no matter what.

I love him. Big time.

But there's something's part of me says, that no matter how much i wanted to be part of him, i know i can't.

All my principles got lost when i agreed to him in this agreement.

Especially when i started to fall for him.

I'm afraid of thinking that he will leave for me one day and i can't do anything.

So, i will do it first.

"What!?"

Trexie almost shouted on the line.

I was inside of my room, and started on packing all my things.

I put it all inside my laggages without folding the clothes properly.

"I need your help. I need a taxi now, Trex. Please grab me a taxi. I won't use my car."

I said while my tears kept on fallen.

"W-wait-.. w-what..? Cath, what happened? Why so sudden? Shit! I'll go there and pick you up."

If there is someone i can ask for a help this time, i know it would be trexie.

I have no one to leaned on aside from jenny.

And jenny's not here, but Trexie's here.

I know i can trust her.

I heard the panicked in her voice.

" Trex, no! Just grab me a taxi and ask the driver to come over. Just the give the driver the exact location."

"Goodness, Cathy Gomez! What the hell were you thinking? Where the hell are you going? Where are you going then? Did Reige knows about this?"

I felt her frustration towards me.

I shook my head even if she didn't see it.

"Please Trex. I promise to tell you everything once i settled this. Once i fixed everything." i pleaded.

I don't know if she can wait any longer just to know what really happened everything from me.

Knowing her, she's very persistent.

"Shit! Reige would really kill me once he know about this! And i need to think some excuse if vince will ask me.!"

I packed already my things.

I went out from my room and started to walk through the main door so i can go out.

Carrying my laggages in both side of my hand, and ready to go.

But before i continued, i stopped at the door of Reige's room and stared it for a minute before decided to continue walking towards outside of his unit.

I opened the door and turned back to looked at of his unit for the last time and go.

I closed the door of his unit and walked through the elevator and got in,and pressed the button of the groundfloor.

When i was at the right floor, i went out from the elevator and walked through outside.

I looked at my phone to check the time.

And it's still three o'clock in the morning.

So the people who lived and stayed at the building might probably still asleep.

The hallway of the lobby was so quite as i continued to walk.

I feel relieved and at the same time thankful, seeing that no one was around.

Nobody saw me.

I looked at the bodyguards of the building and saw them fell asleep too.

If Reige will try to check the cctv photage from where i'm going through, i'm sure i'm probably out ot the country by that time already.

My phone rang noisily.

The text message from Trexie was seen on the screen of my phone when i checked it.

She's waiting outside.

She said she wasn't hesitant to come and drive alone after we talked from the phone.

She said she's worried so he didn't grab any taxi.

Instead, he brought her own car with her.

I know that she wants to ensure my safety and to know also why i suddenly left Reige.

"What happened? Tell me."

He looked worried and tense.

"Did you two, fought? "

I shook my head.

"I'm going."

Her eyes widened and she furrowed.

She looked confused all of a sudden.

"W-what?.. W-why? Where?"

She stuttered.

"Goodness, Cath! Do you think you can easily go? Shit! Aren't you aware of what Reige can do?"

"I want to stay away from him, trex. And i can only do that if i won't tell him."

I said,and started to sob.

I don't care if she saw my face in this mess.

"Where do you think you're going? Knowing Reige, he will surely sue you."

"I planned this already and fixed everything already about my leave."

I said and handed her my resignation letter. Shr frowned but she opened it.

She sighed and closed her eyes intently.

"I'll call aunte sally right after i arrive in U.S."

"You will leave everything, especially your passion all because of him? There's so many way-"

"I don't think there's another way aside from this Trex."

I calmly said.

And wiped my tears while she kept on asking.

No matter what, i will continue this.

"Didn't you really tell him that you're going to leave or about your plan?"

"He was sleeping when i left her condo."

Her jaw dropped half opened.

Seemed like she can't exactly know what she's going to say.

She shook her head.

I know, and i can't take back my decision.

"I book a flight early at six Trex, so he can't notice easily. And if he noticed, i'm probably at the U. S by that."

Trexie just looked at me.

Like she process everything i said,and shook her head again.

"God Cath. I can't believe you. Where will you stay there?"

"My friend Jenny will help me."

Everything i have experienced here will always be part in my life.

"Don't Trex. Eventually Vince will know. And if you do that, he will surely conclude that you're with me."

I said when he insisted to come with me.

No. This is my problem and i don't want anyone interfere for a help.

She helped me a lot.

So this time, i will decline it.

" I want you to be safe. You're like a sister to me, God! "

I shook my head and smiled bitterly.

"Please tell Daisy and Grace that i will call them as soon as possible."

SHe sighed and nodded.

I know she's not convinced but she just let me because of my determination to leave.

"I call you as soon as possible."

"You should. Call me as soon as you can,so i can contact you anytime.and to inform you if Reige will ask me or even Vince. I'll be there after a month or two to visit you, okay? Wait me there and don't forget to send me your address right away."

I nodded.

We're heading to the airport. And any minute we'll arrived there.

" Why you didn't tell him, anyway? Why you didn't inform him? "

" He won't let me go,Trex."

" You already fall, right? "

I turned down my head and nodded.

" So you left him because you're scared that he'll hurt you? Am i right?"

She asked with irritation in her expression.

" I left him because i'm not meant for him. And i'm not sure about his feelings for me. For sure he's not that bitter to chase me. I know he won't bother himself to chase me after i gave him my..."

"After you gave your what, Cath? Tell me."

My tears fell again.

Few minutes later and we're at the airport.

I sobbed.

I made a big mistake by letting him took my innocense but i didn't regret that i gave in.

"After you gave what, Cath?"

Trexie asked again.

She's desperate to hear it from my mouth.

Shit.

I felt irritated by her desperate question.

I know what i meant but she just want to hear eat from me.

Goodness!

This brat.

" My virginity, okay? He took it already, okay? So, for sure it's not a big deal if i leave, right? I know he'll leave me eventually, so i leave him first."

"What? What if not? What if he really do love you too? What if you're just jumping into a wrong conclusion? Jesus, Cath! You're not even sure! You just concluded!"

She's right but... Shit.

I won't give my self a benefit of a doubt.

"Even he does Trex, i'm not fit into his word. He's an owner of a big company worlwide. While i'm just a model. An employee.His friends and probably his family cannot accept me."

She shook her head in disbelief.

But i don't mind.

We're already at the airport and we're just waiting for my boarding time.

" Goodness, Cath. Reige is a womanizer, yes. But, didn't you notice the way he cared for you? I'm sure he has changed from being like that."

"It doesn't matter trex. I decided already. And mt decision won't change.Nobody can change it."

She murmured.

I am very determined and she knew me already.

She knew that she can't stop me about this.

She sighed and frustratedly brushed her hair using her fingers.

Trying hard to convince my change of mind, but my decision is final.

"I hope you won't regret this." she said finally,and hugged me.

I hugged her back.

I sobbed and roamed my eyes around the airport.

I loosen my grip and smiled at her a little.

"What i'm gonna say if they'll ask me? Especially Reige?"

"Cover me up Trex, or tell him everything after i left the country. He maybe ask you-"

"Shit! He will surely ask me Cath or probably he'll go to station. Knowing the capability of your boyfriend..You left him while sleeping? Really? Seriously? And he woke up thinking your still in the country? Good idea."

I snorted. I know.

I'm sorry Reige.

Untill we meet again.