The real one is more powerful

Why can't I push him away? Why am I still frozen on the spot and not doing anything? Shouldn't I avoid it?

It's like as if there is something on his soft lips that stopping me from doing anything against his kiss. Should I accept it?

Should I accept the realization? That my whole system is giving in to him, giving it to this manipulative jerk? Yes he did kiss me before at my lips but with different position but this time, it's damn different. My feelings are overflowing this time, I'm afraid I can't hide it anymore.

The fast beating of my heart, the intense heat all over my face and the warm happiness all over my soul. This feeling is so overwhelming, that I can't even describe it.

He's kiss is so gentle. Every move that his lips makes it feels like it's seducing me, but it also soothing. Not too intense, not rough and not even harsh unlike the movies I watched. He is kissing me lightly. So light that it makes my heart melt.