ALEXANDRIA
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" Don't you think your parents will be worried about you Child?"
I questioned, turning around to have a view of the child.
"I don't have parents"
She replied looking down. Her reply took me by surprise. How can a young child of her age be out on the streets? She should be in an orphanage.
" Did you escape from an orphanage child?"
I quirked a brow quite inquisitive on the ongoing topic.
She shook her head no and I pursed my lips in confusion. I was suddenly clueless on what to do with the child as my residence and lifestyle would not be suitable for another person..how much more a child?
"How about I take you to an orphanage, yeah?"
Immediately, something flashed in her eyes - fear and I tilted my head observing her as she shook her head in disagreement repeatedly.
" I don't want to go there "
She pleaded at the verge of tears. I pinched the bridged of my nose with my eyes closed whilst I racked my brain for any solution to the problem at hand.
I could only make out one....I had to keep her.
That meant that I would have to get an apartment for the both of us.
I surprised myself as to why I was already sacrificing a lot for a child I just met.
I opened my eyes and looked at her. She looked so anxious and vulnerable. Come to think of it, the child's beauty was truly astonishing.
"How old are you child?"
I sighed cocking my head again.
"Four"
She choked out bowing her head in fear. What's the harm in keeping the child?...right?
" Last question. Why did you follow me?"
She looked up at me and gulped.
" You seemed nice and I didn't have anywhere to go"
I hummed in understanding and rolled up the cuffs of my sleeves.
"Now how about a bath. .yeah?"
I quirked a brow and watched as her eyes lit up in amusement. I chuckled and jerked my head, signalling her to follow me.
This is gonna be a long night.
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CAOLAN HAYDEN
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" Why did you say all those things to uncle Aiden? "
I questioned my child whilst stroking her hair so she could sleep.
" I know he isn't a bad person but I don't like him"
She replied scrunching her nose in distaste.
" And why is that?"
I pressed on, the corners of my lips twitching upwards in amusement.
"He has this unexplainable aura that I can't just pinpoint"
That made me burst into a laughing fit. It's funny how she feels the same way I felt when I and Aiden were just teenagers.
" Téigh a chodladh anois vixen. Oíche mhaith"
I said looking at her with love and adoration.
" Pápa oíche mhaith"
With that, she fell into a deep slumber . I sighed and got up heading towards my room.
Several days ago, I created an account for Alex with a whooping amount of money in it. I know what is going to happen soon, and I know I can't stop it, but I know that I will use the remaining time I have left to spend quality time with my child.
I couldn't help but recall her words to Aiden.
' Do not watch the petals fall from the rose with sadness, know that, like life, things sometimes must fade, before they can
bloom again'
I opened my drawer and pulled out the familiar bottle of pills. These migranes will surely be the death of me.
I flicked two pills into my mouth enjoying the bitter taste as it slowly melted. I gripped my hair tightly.
" I can't be strong anymore Andrea. I need you 'mo grá'. I'm dying slowly without you here and it's only a matter of time before I join you. Teastaíonn uaim tú anseo mo ghrá.
Ní raibh mé in ann mise a choinneáil agus mo chompord a thabhairt duit mar a bhíodh. Ní féidir liom maireachtáil gan mo ghrá. Táim ag iarraidh fanacht láidir d'A Ale ach táim ag fáil bháis de réir a chéile gan tusa anseo baby.Please come back to me..please"
●I want you here my love. I couldn't keep myself and comfort you in the past. I cannot live without my love. I'm trying to stay strong for Alex but I'm gradually dying without you here●
I slid down the wall and cried my heart out. I regret being a scientist, I regret amalgamating those powers, I regret sharing my thoughts with the institute, I regret agreeing with her to stay at home, I regret everything.
But I don't regret meeting her, I don't regret getting drunk at the hospital those years ago, I don't regret marrying her, I don't regret how we teased each other and most of all..I don't regret having Alex with her.
" Andrea?"
I wiped my tears and looked up at Andrea..she was standing right there with a beautiful silk white gown.
" Andrea!!"
I yelled with a joyous smile..my beloved was standing right in front of me.
"A Little bird told me that my male was crying his heart out...hmm..what should I do about that?"
She tapped her chin and narrowed her eyes at me.
"I wish I was on yonder hill
'tis there I'd sit and cry my fill,
And every tear would turn a mill,
Iss guh day thoo avorneen slawn.
Shule, shule, shule aroon,
Shule go succir agus, shule go kewn,
Shule go dheen durrus oggus aylig lume,
Iss guh day thoo avorneen slawn.
I'll sell my rock, I'll sell my reel,
I'll sell my only spinning wheel,
To buy my love a sword of steel
Iss guh day thoo avorneen slawn.
I'll dye my petticoats, I'll dye them red,
And 'round the world I'll beg my bread,
Until my parents shall wish me dead,
Iss guh day thoo avorneen slawn.
I wish, I wish, I wish in vain,
I wish I had my heart again,
And vainly think I'd not complain,
Iss guh day thoo avorneen slawn.
But now my love has gone to france,
To try his fortune to advance;
If he e'er come back, 'tis but a chance,
Iss guh day thoo avorneen slawn.
Shule, shule, shule aroon,
Shule go succir agus, shule go kewn,
Shule go dheen durrus oggus aylig lume,
Iss guh day thoo avorneen slawn..."
She sang..
I remember that song. She loved that song so much. My mother taught her the Irish song before she passed away. She promised her she'll sing it to me whenever I was feeling down as the song was my childhood favourite.
' Shule, shule, shule aroon,
Shule go succir agus, shule go kewn,
Shule go dheen durrus oggus aylig lume,
Iss guh day thoo avorneen slawn' meant 'Come, come, come, o love,
Quickly come to me, softly move;
Come to the door, and away we'll flee,
And safe for aye may my darling be!'
I didn't realise i was approaching her till she was no longer there. It was just a figment of my imagination?
No..no..no..She was standing right there.
"Andrea?"
I whispered looking around my room for her. I fell on my knees and yelled out.
"Andrea!!"
#6arbie#
"A hero can be anyone even a man doing something as simple and reassuring as putting a coat around a little boy's shoulder to let him know that the world hadn't ended."
- Ben Affleck
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