Hate

Hailey's POV

I lied.

I lied to him about everything. About everything… About me, liking-- loving him or about me not wanna be there.

I have to push him away from me. I can't let myself grow any feelings for him.

I don't wanna get hurt because I know that he will never love me back.

Moreover, I don't even know why I love him. Maybe it's just infatuation and I don't wanna act on it.

He doesn't have feelings for me; so he will not get hurt if I leave him. But by the look on his face when he threw his gun and told me that now he can't hurt me and that I should trust him, I was really sad.

Am I hurting him?

If yes, then why? Why is he getting hurt when he doesn't even care about what I do?

When he doesn't have feelings for me?

I left the house and contacted Alex. He picked me up from Paris to go back to my home in America.