wait my train won't leave in a minute

The awakening of a new dawn

A week past and I have not been doing my  frequent rounds at my psychologist can't believe her pa was that foolish and my dad was on my head its not my fault   I don't like it there and I wasn't the one who hired stupid people to work and she gave me three months off thats so a blast.

feeling more burdened then when I came there but funny things is  I've been trying to settle and become more calm but its hard on your own while having a family or brother like mine but luke seems to be there for me quite strange though the feeling we've talked so much I began to like the person not his looks. He leaves no stone unturned to show me my worth and thats just strange casual meet ups ....

it was the sports weekend now

I gave up on sports a long time ago but now I am trying again after a week load of pleading I got from my dear friend.Francine my psychologist yes I know her name did a background check and found out loads about her she called my father and told him I need to branch out and I missed a ton of sessions but when my father  told her my next appointment was in april  she couldn't believe it how was that possible her face filled with shock I propose.

Yes I know her name I repeat I was doing a background check on her in my off time  trying to get as much dirt I could to make her back off and all the stuff I found would lead me into a jackpot of freedom.

I should've been more stronger and held on to my decision but I've always been a sucker for begging and plus tom told me this would do me good I was after all a pro when it came to sports . Even though I quit when I felt like it

Last year I tired space between I and tried its,the thought that counts the most . I failed  thats what I told my father  but I didn't even go there (I was at the graveyard )so as it says if you fail, try and  try again.......

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The frigid morning breeze hits my face. "I cant believe I am really wearing shorts and a sleeveless top " I mumble

"What was I thinking I will die from the cold but hey you die once better make it worth it"

Beep..

Beep...

Beep.....

>becca babes I cant make it ...sorrry I'll make it up to you promise (what in the toliet is happening like really wow I better get going time waits for no man)

So I was going alone wow what a twist of events. I wish the world could just open up and swallow me full but when do your wishes come true. Hopeless I walk on....

I reach the local bus stop and await for the other kids to come so we can go.

Time passes and so do the others arrive.

We head out with the bright cream white school bus like those seen in the movie's just that ours was unique it's sense of colour was of its own kind, it had no stop sign attached ,no strips and plus ours was more humbled .like have you ever seen a pool without water .

We reach the school to find a crowd of newbies and seniors standing around awaiting for us in there really expensive sport clothes like why would you do a sport just to flex ,rich kid tendencies but they can't begin with the sports festival without us because we special you know they can't do anything without us I say beneath my breathe knowing how I was lying

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A few hours later of being totally alone and wondering around I bump into a colored girl, hair curly and long ,body fit and all ,her name was Tamryn

She was one off my many list of  acquaintances but she was special she  knows how to judge a person accordingly by just look and tone of voice (quite rare I admit in a school filled with under achievers and wanna be's )

"Hi im becca" I reintroduce myself."I know that silly ,let me guess you were wondering around trying to look for a familiar face?"she says. "Guilty but im surprised you still remembered me"i announce. "Well there's something special about you from our first encounter I noticed you look empty but cover it with a smile. Nothing makes a louder noise then a face that smiles in between tears"she makes a opinion.

Silence.. ... ....

" -and plus Becca you in the same class as me silly, lets go to the high jump "she says widely "I want to try out something new "

Wow as if she can read my mind and notice the awkward silence after her opinion of me . The truth in her statement made me a bit off how did she know.

We reach there but its too late they've already chosen people ,woah is me."lets be honest here, its not like there is anything good going to come out of us staying here" I say angrily

"No lets watch the chosen ones" she says in a Chinese accent and giggles.

So we sit down on some chairs and wait and watch.

Giggles are thrown around as we watch this battle.... "Steve are you crying" we all ask . "No im not, there's water dripping from the sky can't you see"he responds sarcastically. Steve a irregular faced,short dirty black ,big eye and a massive dick which you could see though his tights and The schools jackass.

I notice steve is competing with someone I just don't know who. Wonder who it could be that's giving him a hard time.

I pull him to the side and start my interrogation and get all the answers I need. I always had a way to people and always will that was one of the perks I have being the daughter of a judge.

So steve was competing with a boy (the very same freshmen who just stared at me during the first day of first semester , how odd) his nick name was  gumball wow that wasn't a bombshell though the size of his head was a dead giveaway and plus a part of me made a huge resemblance to him and gumball from that cartoon network chids show amazing world of gumball.

Now who is this kid. I run towards the people sitting and chatting together

"Anyone here by the name of gumball?" I ask trying to see if it was him or not.

My last year biology teacher , Mrs Tyring, says"gumball is the boy with the enormous head , I CALLED HIM THAT BECAUSE HIS NAME IS TOO DIFFICULT AND PLUS WHENEVER I SEE HIM  he always has a gum in his mouth".

I look around ohh no wonder his name gumball he has the head of an elephant but the body of a pole. I giggle imagining how he gets up from bed and greet him  and turn towards Tamryn who looks puzzled and tell her whats happening.

She just lets out "boys always compete for the dumbest things" and we continue talking.

I tell Tamryn that someone was staring at me I could sense it but she's like it's no one don't worry. I look back and its that gumball guy wow weirdo but I wonder what his real name is .WhAt could be the big mystery about it but  I continue talking....

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Later on we leave and head to the buses I was hungery afterall and didn't have enough money to serifs my stomachs love of food.

Having a stomach like mine is like having a grisly bears stomach when you a rabbit

So it didn't matter how much I ate I couldn't be satisfied

Wait

My train won't leave for a minute

No connection

Delays my departure from you

Hesitating

Don't fall at the doors if you need me

CAUSE WE RUNNING OUTTA TIME THERE'S FINE LINES TO BE DRAWN

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Mmmm something one one expected huh

How do you feel about that

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