hey sister

Second session...

I came here with a broken heart that no one else could see

I drew a smile on my face the paper over me

But wounds dry and and tears fades

But cracks don't show

So be hard yourself

There's no way to simplicity

I feel like I've been missing me

"Oh it's you again im so delighted to see you again I personally thought you'd act you forgot"my psychologist say bright eyed and busshy tailed

Ohh wow that line I could sense she was tryna make me resentful because all my previous "doctor" incidents which often ended with me at a hospital I don't know how though .

Hey was it my fault that my sister would come sometimes and talk or go out with me teaching me the ins and outs of life and boys

"Believe me I would've but I was dragged here by the caller like dog being dragged to it's in enclosure"I said smiling back at her dimwitted expression

" Okay first thing first we'll be continuing from the first session since you left in a tempered way" she says calmer

Oh gosh this women doesn't get it I don't want to talk about my past not now not ever

But why don't I pull her leg a bit who said this can't be fun

S

he clears her throat and becomes more stern

"So tell Me about your sister"

"My sister was like any kind of sister she Allowed me to take hardcore drugs sleep around and was there when I made a sex tape so in other words she was a great sister"

"Really thats really particular your file nor your father said nothing about this to me"

"Oh he didn't thats a shame looks like you'll be as useless to me like the rest of the "doctors" anywho thanks for your time " I say as I stand up and head for the door

She rushes to the door with all her might and shuts it

"You are not going anywhere young lady im here to help not be your enemy"

"Wow you want to be my friend be there for me and act like you care when you clearly don't you just doing this for the money so leave me the fuck alone"I say as I rush to a nearby window open it and try to jump out of it

"Stop you can leave if you don't want to stay here ,here are the keys I was just trying to get to know you better and not impose on your life"

"Thank you that's the nicest thing someone has ever done for me"sarcasm evident in my tone

" excluding my sister of course see you tomorrow doc"

I rush out uncertain if she heard me or not

"I can't believe that just happened its like she's opening up slowly but surely patience" she says and writes something down and sips her coffee reviewing her notes

I shut her door then reach her personal assistants decks and say"look here your boss has cancelled all of my coming up sessions due to my good behavior my next appointment is on the 6 of April okay"she just nods and clicks her computer and then hands me my appointment letter wow how dumb is she just like that she doesn't even check

I smile and head out and put my headphones on

A smile lingering on my face

"See you in three months doc"I say under my breath happiness a feeling I had missed showed ut self when only other feelings should. I walk out of her drive way and begin my walk home with every step there's a lot of pep in it you would swear I just heard the best news of this world or something

Hey sister

There's a endless road to rediscover

I know the waters sweet but blood is thicker

When the sun comes falling down for you there's nothing in this world I wouldn't do

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M

y walk outside was long and trying so I just needed a pit stop somewhere nice and then it came to mind. I rush out to a park cause if I came home early it would be fishy my dada would call the damn women and try to find out why and I don't want to face that dickhead of a brother I had so either way its a lose lose situation so I had to do what's best for me

As I reach the neat polished and photo worthy park I stumble across a bench near a bench empty clench and looked after it looked new then then glistening water that was a few feet from it .

It was empty luckily I couldn't bear my human contact at this point its not that I don't like humans I am one bit they just too much.

So I head for the bench still listening to outcast song Ms.Jackson and sit there and take it all in if I had weed or just a drink it would seal the moment or make it look better but I just sit there till until a familiar sound over takes my ears and my music turned in to a row of twinkles . Ice cream truck!! Nearby children flock towards it but I don't need to it parks right behind me so I just look at my backpack for loose money and start to head towards it

And and I stand and turn in my heels lift my backpack can't be getting robbed because of my foolishness this is America anyway its real out here and go I've been craving for ice cream but what I craved the most was a simple cone and flake ice cream maybe some sprinkles or syrup you know the finer things the nice thing's

I went there but clumsy me I bumped into someone our heads collided and left a painfull thob on my brain I dropped my backpack luckily nobody got out I just picked it up and said "orry ..... sorry I should've looked before rushing even though you are to blame " I say although it was his fault I had grown fond of apologizing even when I was not at fault. One of the perks you grow up with living with my she devil of a brother

"Its...okay actually you shouldn't be apologizing you know that right its my fault chula" the person said in a happy tone his accent could be heard but he masked it well "I'm luke and you are ?" he said and I slowly realized what I had done I gon bumped me into a a hottie but I was a nottie those eyes that face those lips I didn't think God still made people like this not in Bakersfield anyway

"Becca...my names becca ..um ..yeah-"I said speechless unknowing what would happen next but he just smiles and said the most particular thing I thought my ears where playing games with me but they weren't he said "want to grab a ice cream and chill" I just nodded unknowingly how is this happening

And we made our way to the ice cream truck when it was our turn to order the ice cream guy said the most funniest thing ever "oh a couple I'll get you the best lover's cup and I'll make sure to bless it as well" we just laughed and just said "no thanks don't like sharing" at the same time strange ."who said you are paying for it its on me I mean on the house or truck " the guy laughs "okay then can we order on the side with that gift please"I say he nods

After we got our orders and the free gift I personally thanked him but all he said was "gewabo" we headed for the bench I previously was sitting on and talked thankfully we talked about mostly everything

Laughed at almost everything ,why the ice cream guy thought we were a couple , how today's just been really funny and exchanged numbers for once I felt normal . He called to verify if it was my number and just in time it ringed

When we were done it was 17:00 astounding we been going on for three hours tops and I told him I gotta leave so he walked me out the park and into a cab "call you later" he said with a smirk and I let out a blush and nod and just like that was a signal the car began to drive

I reached home on time

And couldn't believe what happened gow it happened and if it was real or not like what the fuck

And just as he said he called me up he called me but at 22:00 like who's awake at that time like seriously someone talk to thier child

~luke~

"Well you seem happy"

"I am silly boy"

"Mmm so chula do you believe in Destiny"

"Not really it depends what you talking about though"

"Nothing chula don't worry about it" i chuckle

"Okay bye for now"

"No don't say that im sad now "

"Sorry dont cry"she chuckle wow cry baby much she must be thinking but im not bothered

" talk later on.... ?"

"You bet bye"

Wow today couldn't have been any better

Wow that girl was hot "maybe this year was my year after all"he mumbles to his phone that let's a small laugh put and then says goodbye he hangs up

Stares at the ceiling smiling . Later rises his hands he plays music from his highly expensive iPhone 10 playlists puting it on shuffle then pressing play

Girl my mood changed when you walked through the door

Before you came it was tears on the floor

Girl you so perfect I think that its working

"Yeah it sure is" he breaths out and slowly closes his eyes and fades to sleep

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Yeah yeah luke but just wait and see

What do you think lukes role is?

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