Chapter 53 Days outside and years inside
Fifty-four days passed since Deva entered inside that damned dungeon.
And today is also the day, the three of us, leveled up to the hundredth level, we exhausted ourselves to hunt and to kill high-level monsters as we waited for Deva to return yet she still hasn't left the dungeon, as usual demon guards remained outside the wooded cabin, waiting for either Deva leave or die inside.
Our routine consisted with Edea watching from afar the cabin while we three go in the closest dungeons, slaughtering and slaughtering monsters, it became a way to calm our nerves, that is atleast for the three of us.
The four of us became close with each other more than before, maybe because we shared the same love for one person or maybe we have become lonely and started to open up with each other more than before.
We now know each other's past, interest, and desires. Some might even thing we became closer with each other than with Deva, that might true but that doesn't change that for us she is our number one, and will always and forever remain our number one.
We laid bare each other's emotions, we told each other what we feel the moment we are with Deva or what we feel when Deva put more attention on one of us compared to the others.
If we were to describe it in a few words, our minds and hearts are quite rotten and a bit unstable.
In fact the first days we started telling our thoughts about the others with each other, killing intent could be perceived miles away and war could have even started, but then we noticed that there we had something in common in this topic.
That is we felt the same way.
Jealousy, Envy, Obsession, Possessive, Killing intent, sometimes disdain and sometimes loathing.
These emotions aroused the moment Deva would spend more time with one of us compared to the others, despite we noticed Deva trying to spend the same amount of time with everyone, each one of us couldn't help but thought and wished the disappearance of the other three in order to keep Deva for ourselves.
We couldn't do that, Deva would be hurt.
Deva is at fault at this...when she returns we will absolutely punish her in our own way.
It's all Deva's fault, it would be fine if it was only me and Ira but then Theresa and Edea joined.And in the future more and more would want Deva for themselves.
We are already too much with the four of us, we won't permit others to stay near Deva, next time we won't let our guards down.
In order to send away any man or woman in getting near Deva, we needed to become stronger and stronger, so that a even a god wouldn't want to deal with us.
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As the four outside became more and more desparate but also more closer with each other, Deva spent inside the dungeon her fifth scenario and forty-nine years.
On the tag in the mirror the number forty-nine could be seen.
In front of large mirror, there are numerous and different floating creatures who were talking with each other as they watched the scenes unfolding in the mirror.
Core would describe this place like that of a cinema, however the film involved one of the spectators.
For the creatures and Deva, these years passed like nothing as they all were blessed with a long lifespan.
The two world tree who were years ago were just seeds, are now two full grown trees and blessed all the inhabitants of the dungeon.
The number of her inhabitants became from one-hundred to a hundred and fifteen creatures, as to how they increased, is it when two people who are deeply in love with each other are extremely aroused and one night decided to ravage each other's body...wait that wasn't how I remember it.
For some in forty-nine years, fifteen children being born is quite short with a hundred of inhabitants, but this is already high most if not all the creatures inside my dungeon have low-fertility not because they didn't want to but because their bodies were made like that.
Two little elves, an arachne, a dak elf, three fairies, one dryade, three weresheeps, two dwarves and...and two humans with a fox tail in their backs...a certain Greedy fox became the mother and the wife of an dryade...
For me whose time is temporarily halted, the need to sleep nor eating isn't necessary, but that didn't and won't help for my mental health so I regularly sleep and eat in order to maintain my mental health, not only that but also the interaction with other people became one of the reasons that I managed to remain sane in this place.
For forty-nine years I watched forty-nine different lives of different versions of myself, the mirror showed the most important events of the other versions but also the ones when the other versions feel strong emotions, whether positive or negative.
That's the problem, each time I finished a 'round' a sphere of light would come out and enter inside my body, it is an amalgamation of all the emotions each one of them all experienced.
An amalgamation of positive and negative emotions where I have to experience in a matter of seconds.
A thing that didn't help is that these amalgamations were all related to Velena, Ira, Theresa, Edea, Lucia, Seline, Uola , Celestine, Ilia and Era which is the name of the goddess of the fourth scenario.
The fact that they were all crazy and what teacher would call 'yandere' worsened the situation.
Different and mixed feelings related to love and fear.
Love and fondness towards women that were not Velena,Theresa, Ira or Edea.
Fear that I didn't have towards the four.
All of this intersected and created something I cannot understand.
For that reason, since the twelfth 'round' I started to meditate more and more, a way that teacher taught me but I rarely use it.
Meditation is a way for myself to reorganize these complex emotions from the various different Deva.
Some of my versions were bolder than me, smarter than me, more naive than me, luckier than me, denser than me, more coward than me, more devious than me, all of them saw and perceived the world in a slightly different manner than me.
With that in mind, I started to 'immerse' myself in their shoes without immerging too much in it.
It was the same with being a Demonic user.
I don't know if these effect will be permanent or not, but I have in some way find a way to control them or atleast tame them.
The only way is within myself, I have to personally deal with it.
Sitting in a lotus position while I watched my other version talking with a version of Seline.
Hmph, fifty-one years remaining.
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|Name:Velena Race:Human Class:Assasin Lv:100^ Strength:160 Dexterity:200 Defense:130 Magic:77 Charm:117
|Name:Velena Race:Human Class:Assasin Lv:100 Strength:296^ Dexterity:336^ Defense:226^ Magic:45 Charm:85 Available free points:340...| (With the effect of the title [World tree's mother] she raised her strenght,dexterity and defense each one of them by 136.)
|Name:Velena Race:Human Class:Assasin Lv:100 Strength:423^ Dexterity:490^ Defense:300^ Magic:77 Charm:200^...| (Velena's status with her available free points alocated)
|Name:Velena Race:Human Class:Assasin Lv:100 Strength:423 Dexterity:490 Defense:300 Magic:77 Charm:200
Skills:Poison mastery lv.1,Stealth lv.1,Acceleration lv.1,Assasination lv.1,Trap detection lv.1,Deceit lv.1,Interrogation lv.1,Torture lv.1,Trapping lv.1,Sewing lv.5,Rope use lv.3,Perception lv.1,Cooking lv.5,
Psycology lv.2
Title:Elite asssasin(Raise by two levels skills related to assassination and raise by three their effectiveness)
Sadist(By giving pain and suffering they receive massive quantity of exp,raise the pain given to enemies)
World tree's mother(Recovery speed has tripled.For every level up you gain two points for strenght,defense and dexterity) Blessing of youth(One's body process of aging will be slowed and also preserved one's youthfulness until one's dies) Devoted and obsessive love(Triples all stats when 'Deva Yelena' is perceived by Velena Yelena as in danger)
|Name:Ira Race:Ice elemental Class:Mage Lv:106^ Strenght:99 Dexterity:114 Defense:104 Magic:240 Charm:100Available free points:370...|
|Name:Ira Race:Ice elemental Class:Mage Lv:106 Strenght:247^ Dexterity:262^ Defense:252^ Magic:105 Charm:100 Available free points:370...| (With the effect of the title [World tree's mother] she raised her strenght,dexterity and defense each one of them by 148.)
|Name:Ira Race:Ice elemental Class:Mage Lv:106 Strenght:247 Dexterity:262 Defense:252 Magic:425^ Charm:150^...| (Ira's status with her available free points alocated)
|Name:Ira Race:Ice elemental Class:Mage Lv:106 Strenght:247 Dexterity:262 Defense:252 Magic:425 Charm:150
Skills:Ice mastery lv.4,Cold aura lv.1,Control weather lv.1,Mana transfer lv.3,Invisibility lv.3,Predict weather lv.1,Cookinig lv.2,Appraising lv.3,Dancing lv.3,Detect hostility lv.2,
Cleaning lv.4,Disguise lv.1
Title:Ice mage(raise by three levels and effectiveness all skills related to ice and raise by one all skills related to magic)
Archmage(double the quality and quantity of her spells,raise the mana that can be stored)
World tree's mother(Recovery speed has tripled.For every level up you gain two points for strenght,defense and dexterity) Blessing of youth(One's body process of aging will be slowed and also preserved one's youthfulness until one's dies) Faithful and possessive love(Stops time for a minute when 'Deva Yelena' is perceived by Ira Yelena as in danger)
[Affection rate: Velena:100+/100 Ira:100+/100]
[Error!Error!]
[Affection rate surpassed the established limit!]
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