Chapter 210 Velena's Data(2)
My memory is hazy, any thought that I have is directed solely in how to please Velena just to give me that drug. Every action that I make and every expression I make, whether it is joy or fear, is to please Velena's desires just to please her so that she might give me more of that drug.
As I was pinned in the soft matress of the bed by Velena, I felt something pricking my arm. "Ah...Aaah!" My body convulsed, my legs kicked the air and my pinned arms trashed as they attempted to break free from Velena.
It was so sudden because I thought that Velena would instead punish me and not give me my weekly fix. I could feel Velena's hand touching my cheek but just that made me almost crazy, no, my body was already in contact with the bed and with Velena who was on top of me so the overwhelming sensation was not coming just from that action.
My brain received waves of pleasure that couldn't be archived just with regular stimuli.
However, it wasn't enough.
Maybe regular people might have fainted after several seconds but I already experienced this many times, whether it was because of the drug or not my body craved for more, to experience the pleasure that caused me to faint to then wake up seconds later to then faint again from the sheer pleasure caused by the drug. Again and again, again and again, again and again.
"Ah...V-Velena...!" I could feel Velena's mouth attacking and marking my neck. My toes curled and my brain blanked for a second but it wasn't enough.
To please Velena...I cannot do anything with my body pinned by her. If I wasn't in this state, I would've already spread my legs and entice her to do anything she wanted or done anything to rouse her lust, but in this moment she was restraining herself.
Ahhh! I'm going crazy! The pleasure is mindblowing just by being sucked and bitten in the neck and in the shoulders but it wasn't enough. My wet snatch down there is already...-
"Ah...Aaahhhh!" No coherent word could leave my mouth and only the moans of a woman being ravaged could be heard despite only being assaulted in the neck and shoulders.
But that last one was purely of surprise mixed with the increased pleasure caused by the drug. I already came multiple times yet I was never touched there. This cannot go any longer, I want Velena to go further. Why is she doing this? Does she want to break an already broken thing? There's only a stage that exists after being broken and that is total blankness, a state where your mind is totally empty unless it is actively stimulated by someone.
"V-Vele...aaahhh!" My brain blanked once again for a moment before receiving cascades of pleasure. I could feel a familiar sensation in my arm, Velena just administered a second dose of her drug, something she never did. My already heightened senses were amplified by several folds, the smell of Velena made me crazy, the sounds she makes and her touch made me reach many times nirvana.
It was at that moment that I reached total blankness. Maybe my body out there was reacting to Velena's stimuli but my mind was filled with blankness.
Emptyness.
Blankness.
Or void.
Deva's mind reached such state but the body did not.
Since that place was...
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Outside, in the arms of Core, the uncounscious Deva continued to mumble something.
"The first one is almost ending."
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Within that gap there should not be anything, it is void.
But within that gap, Deva felt something.
Memories or a certain person. One of the closest ones.
Velena.
An emerald gem.
Words of vows and nights of fiery passions.
"Ah." With her hands, Deva reached in the air seemingly wanting to grab something.
Tears suddenly fell from her eyes.
Her hobbies.
Her dislikes.
Her kinks.
Her unhealthy yet reciprocated love.
A love so rotten that cannot rot more than that yet such devoted love might be considered by insane people to be the purest love out there.
"N-no. No. No!"
It was useless.
The memories of a certain person passed through her mind before leaving.
A promise held with another person in the beginning of everything.
Her face, her voice and then her name.
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For a moment, the true Deva emerged in such place and not the Deva in the dream, and understood what was happening and what will happen. Why Edea's powers did not work or Perpetua's. Why the five with the addition of Violetta vanished somewhere. And why behind this was Core. A danger that was lurking besides her.
"..." Tears continued to fall. The excruciating sadness of feeling that something was missing in her memories yet a small smile appeared in her face. Her heart seemed to have been severed and a part of her soul cut. Raging emotions swirled inside her but she did not know to who or to where to direct these emotions. Within that place where there was nothing but Deva's consciousness a soft voice filled with many emotions echoed.
"Thank you...thank you...This is the greatest gifts you could've given to me. I just opened the first one, let me open the others as well."
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The emptyness, the messy bed, the Velena that was ravaging Deva and the broken Deva vanished...no, to be more precise it was like a transition akin to finding themselves in the middle of the desert despite they were previously swimming in the ocean.
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Core gazed at the now silent Deva who was crying in her arms.
The sight was mesmerizing, so much to Core that she tasted those tears. It wasn't to the point of directly licking them in Deva's cheeks but that was still something that someone shouldn't do.
Afterwards, Core properly wiped those tears with a tissue. Core was satisfied, her body now smelled like that of Deva with the amount of time embracing Deva's body.
Morally speaking, doing these kind of things should not be accepted as she was defiling someone's body with questionable intentions.
But to begin with, both her and Deva were not people that were restrained by such things.
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