The Break

July 17, midnight

I awake to a owl howling in the distance, I didn't even know they had owls what's next, a chocolate rainfall? "How much longer" i said while putting my head in my hands. I looked up at the sky wondering how mom was doing. Did she eat? Is she sleeping alright. Is she thinking about me? "I'm not gonna make it, i know i'm not"

"Hazza don't say that" My head snapped up in the direction the voice came from. "Louis? Why are you up so late" I said standing up, wiping my pants off. " I could ask the same to you"

"oh.." A blush crept on my cheeks causing me to look away. "I was just.. um.. you know...playing.. with the a-air" I said making it sound like a question

"playing....with the air" he grinned and walked over towards me. "Well Harold, that's a nice way to get your energy out, but what did I say about you saying that. You know I would do anything for you."

"I know... I just- like why me" He sat down on the log that I was sitting on, and scooted closer towards me." I understand, but saying that. You're making feel like I can't be your knight and shining armor anymore."

I laughed "of course not, Lou....er.. I mean, Louis" I gazed at him, looking at his ruffled hair, imagining my hands running through it. Did I ever tell you guys he has the most prettiest eyes like I could gaze in them all-"

"Lou"

"hm" I realized I was staring at him the whole time, nice way to keep it cool styles * face Palms*

"Lou... call me Lou"

"really" I said way too excited "I thought your friends only called you Lou"

"You are my friend you doof" he ruffled my hair "maybe even more than that"

"huh"

"nothing..."

"so we really have to make fish in the morning?" I asked trying to change the subject

"um... Yeah.. Unless you brought some food with you?"

"no... You know I used to work in a bakery"

"really? I could use some cake"

"you already have cake

"I know" he winked, HE FUCKING WINKED, STAY CALM FOLKS STAY CALM,

We sat there staring at one another, blushing, and cheesing and all that good stuff- I mean WEIRD.. yeah weird stuff. I don't like him at all of course, it's just a way I interpret it you know? Like with iPhones and all those conspiracies. Like oh my god, it's really serious. Like you can look up things and the first weird thing that pops up is a conspiracy. I don't even know why I'm talking about conspiracies, this has nothing to do with me falling for Lou obviously. NOT THAT I LIKE HIM OR ANYTHING yeah...

"Hazzaare you okay bud"

"oh! um... yeah, you know... conspiracies with...um.. iPhones."

"wot?" He gave this weird look, probably indicating that I'm on ketamine or something

"yeah...um I got to bed...No I mean I have to go to bed....ok bye Lou" Real cool styles...real fucking cool *facepalms*

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