When fear becomes reality!

MIANE'S POV

It's been more than a month since I last saw Jade. I would get a text now and then, but nothing about when he is coming back home. Its been quite, Darrel and the other vampires haven't set foot in Florida since aunt Kiara and Sam drove them off. I'm trapped here, I can't even go shopping in a different town.

Everyone keeps on asking if I'm ok, the teachers at school just smiles at me like I'm an orphan, which I am, but the way people are treating me is just reminding me of that.

Its raining nonstop, I haven't seen the son in weeks, Lizzy and Riaan are staying with me for the past month, making turns to sleep on the couch. Aunt Kiara And Sam left back to Florida, but they are visiting this weekend again. At first, I was so angry at aunt Kiara for helping my father with his ridiculous projects, but I know that my father had to have his reasons.

" Excuse me!" I voice said behind me

" can you move up the line" O sorry" I moved up my basket, I didn't realize that the line moved up and the lady at the till looks irritated, so I decided not to talk much and just pay for the groceries and get out. With Riaan and Lizzy staying with me, I don't cook much, seen as Lizzy and Riaan have other things to keep them full. I finally made it back to the parking lot, the mall is packed today and I had to stop all the way on the other side of Walmart.

I drove back home in silence, its still raining and the weather is freezing. When I finally made it back home, there was a white Truck standing in the driveway. I wonder who it could be, as Aunt Kiara said that they are only coming up this weekend, unless Lizzy decided to finally trade her Volvo in for a more decent car, this sport cars are way out of my leak and to be honest I never had any love for a sports car. I stopped and opened the back door to take out the groceries, I heard a familiar voice

" Hey beautiful"

My heart swell, and I could feel the emptiness disappear the moment I heard beautiful.

I turned around dropping the plastic bag on the floor and ran up to Jade.

" Your back, I said while running into his arms.

He picked me up and kissed me everywhere, giving me goosebumps all over my body.

" I'm back baby"

" where have been you all this time, I missed you so much, I have so much to tell you, have you find anything that can help with the spell to get rid of the serum?" By the time I finished my sentence I was out of breath

" Slow down, you'll give yourself a heart attack" Jade said still holding me. " I just missed you so much"

" I've missed you to baby. I need to tell you something"

Before Jade could finish his sentence, he looked up and there she was standing on my porch.

" Mother!!!!!!"

I froze, I was standing there like I just saw a ghost, is it a ghost? Giving what happened this last few months anything is possible. Someone please pinch me!!!! I closed my eyes and opened it again, but she is still standing there. My mother is alive. How? This is some joke.

" Jade? " I said looking at him waiting to explain what the hell is going on.

My mother walked up to me, but I back down, my eyes as big as a plate, how, where?

Were you? This is not true, you not alive, We buried you 9years ago! How are you alive Mother" I can't breathe please tell me this is a sick joke

" calm down Baby" Jade said to me clearly he had no idea what this will do to me. " Get away from me" I screamed at the top of my lungs. " Give us a minute" Jade said to my mother, who's eyes are full of tears.

Jade waited for my mother to go back inside.

" I'm so sorry, I didn't know this will affect you so badly, but I had no choice, she is our only hope to just try and get some answers and a solution to what your father did years ago. I know this came as a shock and if I had any other option I would've taken it, but I was out of options and .... Miane please look at me"

I couldn't breathe, I don't even know how to respond to this. "How is she alive?"

" Jade please tell me how my mother is alive?"

Jade's face are full of distraction, and he is walking in circles with me.

" Darrel never killed your mother, he thought he did.

" Jade stop and tell me how my mother is still alive" Jade took my hands and I can see how nervous he is.

"Your dad injected your mother with a different serum, and when Darrel drained the life out of your mother, she became a science vampire. That's why there were no bruises or bite marks on your mother, when the police got to your mother, her body healed up already."

My head is spinning again, what will happen next, my brother coming back as an Alien!

" Jade we buried her, I was crushed by the death of my mother, why did she stay away, and why did my father use her as an experiment?" I have so many questions!  My head is spinning. All these years I thought my mother is dead and that I will never see her again, now she is standing in my house!

" I cannot answer that, but you should talk to her if you want all the answers"

I kept quiet, My mouth is dry. Jade could see how nervous I was.

" You don't have to do it now baby, I can ask her to leave"

"No" I said to Jade hugging him. " Please just don't ever leave me again. Jade smiled down at me and kissed my forehead never, I promise"

" are you ready?" Jade grabbed me by my hips to stand taller. " Do I have a choice" I said to him with a low voice

"Come lets go talk to your not so dead mother"

I smiled nervously.

JADES POV

I can't believe she is so cool about this, yes she freaked out, but she is still willing to listen to her mother even though she was alive all these years and never bothered to look for Miane or her brother. I'm still holding her hand, something I have missed so much, holding her in my arms, her beautiful face, her soft lips and perfect body. Fuck ! " Jade?" Miane calls, I wasn't paying attention to they're conversation.

MMM" I manage to say. " Sorry yes your mother found me at the hotel in België"

" How did you know he was there?" Miane asked her mother

I ..... Mrs Jones took a long breath in and out.

" The witches told me he was there, and that he told them about Susan and the serum, and the vampire that killed me and your father are trying to kill you, but Kiara spelled the town, that if Darrel or any of the vampires that entered your home that day will die instantly the moment they stepped foot in Florida. I couldn't believe when they told me Susan is dead" Elaine kept quiet for a while and Miane handed her a tissue, she wiped the smashed under her eyes!

" So I went looking for Jade. I had to know if you are ok"

"Were were you all these years? And why did you not come home? Did you know that my brother died of cancer ?!" Miane and her mother are both crying and I want to just hold her, make her stop crying. I don't think her tiny heart can take this anymore. I don't think I can take it anymore. Will I ever see her blue eyes again without the red that is circling her beautiful eyes with all the crying?.

" I had no choice Miane, I couldn't risk you and your brother. The serum was supposed to leave my system by the next morning, but Darrel already got to me and your father. I couldn't risk being around you. And by the time I was full-blown vampire and accepted what happened, you and your brother were happy. So I left"

Miane looked crushed, and I don't know how to fix it, she looks ruined, she is upset and it's completely justified to be angry. She's trying to stop sobbing, but she's failing miserably. All this, her parents her brother, Susan that died, me leaving her and now her mother returning from the dead drained her, she is barely holding it together.

" What do we do from here?" Miane's mothers eyes are lighting up, and I can see the hope but Miane crushed that hope" I don't forgive you for leaving me and my brother alone, Like Jade said you're our only hope, and right now I don't want to live in fear anymore, so even if it means getting help from you, I will take it, but the moment this is over, you have to leave and never come back"

Miane's mom only nod taking the little time she has with her daughter. " You can sleep on the couch"

Her mother left her for half her teenage years and still she managed to have compassion, if it was me, I would've let her fucking sleep outside, but its this adorable loving girl that stand in front of me. She is perfect. If I ever believed in heaven she would be the perfect angel. " Can I use the restroom" Elaine asked.

" Yes its upstairs" I know where it is, I live here when ... Miane cut her short.

"Please I don't want to go down into memory lane"

Elaine nod and disappear upstairs.

" I have to leave" I said to her, and her face immediately turned into a frown!

" Why, you just got here, please stay I don't want to be alone with her"

I nod and hugged her" are you hungry?" I asked her No I actually just want to have a shower and lie down" That can work for me I said while picking her up from the floor to kiss her. " No silly just me" She said, but her eyes tells me something else, or that's what I hope it tells me.

We went upstairs me still holding her in my arms kissing her in her neck, she has goosebumps all over her body and I just love every bit of it.

" You finished in the shower?" I shouted going through her notes of homework. Homework I've been doing 100 times. " Almost Miane came out with just the towel around her body. I raked her body up and down, fuck she is beautiful. " I left my clothes in my room, do you mind

Yes I mind I want to rip that towel of her and make love to her, show her how much I love her and how much I have missed her, I want to feel everything. " No I don't mind, do you want me to..." I showed my hand to the door" yes, no just turn away" she said her face red. Embarrassment all over her Angel face. " She removed the towel and her reflection is in the mirror, I can't help but to turn around. Her eyes are shining her lips so fucking full, she dropped the towel only standing in her underwear. And for the first time I was nervous, I've been with other girls before, but vampire girls. I never experienced it with a human, let along someone I love with all my heart. She walked up to me, and I gasp as she leans against me. Putting her small arms around my neck. Her body is shaking, and I can tell that it's the first time she has ever done this. She is so pure and innocent. My mind was racing. She removed my shirt and whispered in my ear I want to her eyes full of lust and I can't help but to fucking bury myself in her eyes. " Are you sure?, there is no going back if we do this?" I love you Jade and I want to be with you in every possible way" those word alone want me to take her right now. I clipped her bra off, and touch her breast, fuck touching her in this way sent a shock wave through my body. I never though that touching a human body can do this. What if I hurt her? " Miane, we can't" I said to her while kissing her breast and her mouth and touching her my hands sliding over her ass.

" Miane" she doesn't listen and just moans, her breathing so hard that I think her mother is going to storm in at any moment, fuck Miane's Mother is still here.

I picked her up removing the cushions from the bed, my mouth not leaving her neck for a second. I keep reminding myself that this is wrong, she is pure me taking away the one thing that a woman values, I don't ever want to lose her, I don't want to dream about her and imagine her with anyone else, I don't want her to love anyone except me. I want to wake up every morning next to her. " Stop Miane" I manage to say through all my lust and my love for her. " We can't"

"Why not?" She says her breathing still heavy her chest jumping up and down.

" Your human, I don't know how ?" She smiles at me I trust you" fuck I can't resist her. I removed her panties, she moaned again this time I can feel she is wet. I want her, and before I could stop I glide into her, a loud sound escapes her mouth

keep it quite baby" I said to her and her eyes flickers, we both went into a trance like we just took a drug, and we can't escape the feeling. My head is buried into her neck and I keep sliding in and out, jesus she is feeling so good. I never want to lose this feeling. She is perfect her body is so god-damn beautiful. She moans every time I'm pumping in and out of her, I can feel she is close, I don't think I will make, I can't help it, the way her body ignites with me and the way we move together. " Jade, shit and by the words I finished and her body stiffens underneath me. She is still in a trance and her body is shining with all the sweat. " Can I shower with you now?" I ask her but she doesn't respond. " are you Ok? I didn't hurt you did I?" She opens her eyes and kissed me.

"I have never felt any better than what I feel now, and to answer your question, yes you can shower with me" She stands up from the bed and my eyes followed her to the dressing table.

"I love you" she looked over her shoulder and gave me a small smile I love you more"

MIANE'S POV

The next morning I can hear my mother busy in the kitchen. Jade still fast asleep moaning in his sleep. It looks like the rain cleared up finally. I decided not to get up and deal with whatever my mother is doing downstairs, instead I stared at Jade, he looks so peaceful. My mind went back to last night, it was amazing I never felt so close to someone well not in that way, the way our bodies somehow knew how to move together and the way we kissed, I never had any experience but with Jade I somehow knew what to do. I never want to lose this feeling. He makes me love life, a dangerous life, but it makes me feel Alive.

"Morning beautiful" and I snapped out of my trance

" morning" I kissed him, and he smiled at me. " What were you thinking about?" Jade asked me

" nothing Jade pulled me on top of him and started kissing my neck. " Nothing? Are you sure" he asked with a smirk on his face? " Jade, I tried stopping him, but my body somehow just went along, and I switch off and made him do whatever he wants. He sucks harder in my neck and went down to my stomach, my whole body has goosebumps and my stomach butterflies, I can feel him smiling when he kissed my belly and I have a feeling down there that burns stop teasing me"

" You don't like it" Jade ask and just when I was about to answer he slid his finger inside me and I gasp for air. My body stiffens" Jade.... I closed my eyes and pulled him closer don't stop I manage to say. " I won't baby" he pumps his finger in and out, and I'm back into a trance that feels amazing. He makes me feel things I never though existed. " Jade I....

Jade smiled and went faster and deeper do it baby, don't hold back" and I let go my body stiffens, my eyes closed. I breathed so hard that I think I might need a ventilator after this. " You done?"

I couldn't speak, I just nod feeling embarrassed.

I tried wiggling my body underneath him, but he started teasing me why are you embarrassed? Do you have any idea how sexy you are? "

My cheeks turned red, and I have butterflies again I think for the hundred times since last night. " We have to get out of bed you know"

" noooo, he says lets just stay in bed and cuddle"

" Jade...." he closed his eyes and pretend to sleep. " Your such a baby"

I finally got out of his grip and went downstairs, which I was avoiding the whole morning.

"Morning" my mother said not looking at me.

" Morning" we both kept quiet while we drank coffee, me standing at the fridge and my mother behind the counter.

" Did I wake you?"

" No I was already up" I said not making any eye contact with her

" ok, did Jade spent the night?"

Don't" I said to her

" you don't get to come in my life and play the protective mother, you lost that the moment you decided to stay away after years that I have mourned you and my father, he might have started this whole bullshit, but you had a choice to be there for me and my brother, he did not"

My mother stared out the window her eyes full of tears.

" I didn't have a choice Miane, I didn't know how to handle being a vampire, and I was afraid, what if I hurt you or your brother, I would've never forgiven myself. I rolled my eyes please, you're telling me in 8years you never even though about reaching out to us, you waited for me to date a vampire to make your appearance, why? "

At this moment I don't even know if I want to hear another bullshit story.

" I don't know why I never reach out, all I know is I was afraid and ashamed of who I am and what I have become, when I heard you dating a vampire I thought it would be easier, now that you know"

I snapped my head to look at her angry tears coming out of my eyes

" know what mother? That the man I love is a vampire and that I accepted it, don't you see, you are my mother, I would've understood if you just let me in" she tried to speak, but I cut her short.

" You may have fooled Jade by telling him that you can help, but honestly after all these years of you knowing what my father did, why now, and what plan do you actually have to fix this?"

She kept quiet

" exactly, so why don't you do us all a favor and crawl back under the rock you came out of"

I ran upstairs, closing my door as fast as I could. Jade was nowhere in my room.

" Jade?" I called while looking in the bathroom, but he was not there he left. I just sat down on my knees crying. Furthermore, I cannot believe she would just assume that I would forgive her because I'm dating a vampire. I sat for hours on the floor not going out to face my mother. Jade is not answering his phone, where could he have disappeared. I was lying with my head on top of my knees, when I felt a sudden hand dragging me up. " Hey" I can feel the tension leaving my body the moment Jade touched me.

" Hey, were were you?" I asked Jade. My eyes still full of tears. " I heard your fight with your mother, so I decided to take you away for the day" I smiled and put my arms around his neck" can we go now?" Jade kissed my forehead and I buried my face underneath his neck. " Yes, of course"

I grabbed my bag can you hang on?" I looked surprised and then realized that he wants to go out of the window nooo Jade" I said to him stepping back from the window" O c'mon it will be fun" Jade said while grabbing me to stand closer to him I looked at the window my hands already shaking its to high. " I don't know" Jade picked me up, his face inches away from me" don't you trust me?" " I do!" I said to him my heart racing again and my stomach making backflips " then close your eyes"

He grabbed me by my bud and in moments we were on the grass. " wow " my eyes as big as a plate. " that was amazing" " see I told you, now come before your loonitic mother realized we went out the bedroom Window" I squat at his arm " Jade!" He just laughed and opened the door in yet another sports car. Dammit what is it with them and they sports cars. " what?" Jade said while holding the car door? " you afraid I wont be able to slip of your panties in the small space he whispered in my ear! " Jade, what the hell" I smiled. Jade had a smirk on his face while closing the door. Jeez this man has an ego problem, but I have to admit its so damn sexy and every time he talks to me like that makes me wet even if he is not touching me. Snap out of it Miane. Jade was gazing at me with a smile on his face like he knew what I was thinking. " don't worry I promise we'll make room" I rolled my eyes at him and buckled up the seat belt.

We drove for hours through the bushes there were trees and bushes everywhere. Jade stopped by a waterfall and the sight is beautiful. My eyes are wandering off to a cottage.

" whats that?" Jade opened the door " You though I will slip of your panties in the car? When I can do it in a cottage? " Jade laughed so hard and its such a pleasing sound. " your full of yourself"

" so you think you can resist that? He said while picking me up" hell yes I can" actually I can't, I want him in every way I want to feel him, inside me. Miane! My self conscious found her way in again " we were standing inside the cottage is breath taking, its small, alot of trees around it, a fire place inside that I think Jade already light up. " so this is were you disappeared to" " You like it? " he asked me waiting for me to respond. I kissed him

" Just what I needed. I love you"

" I love you more" Jade said while putting on some more wood. " so you really think you can resist me" Jade were sitting on the couch and he pulled me ontop of him " huhu" I said not sure I convince myself. Jade kissed me in my neck removing my bra with his one hand while holding my back with the other" are you sure?" Yes I can" but my eyes rol back and the electricity shoots down from my stomach. " can you resist this" Jade slide my panties to the side and started playing with me. I gasp for air my breathing started picking up and my heart started beating faster, my hands started sweating our mouths inches away from each other. Jades dark eyes looking right through me. I don't want him to stop I want him to remove all my close and make love to me. Jade smiled while sucking my nipples, I can feel him smile underneath me. " thats right baby, get wet for me" and in second my clothes were off and Jade has me in both of his arms on the floor. " Fuck I want to feel you so badly" Jades breathing was hot against my skin while he slides his fingers in and out of me. I moaned his name non stop. I removed his T shirt, his body is perfect he's muscles moving while he pumps his finger in and out of me. " Jade please!" I pleaded " say you can't resist me? Say it baby" " Jade please" but he doesn't listen he wants me to admit it, so I gave him what he wants. " I cant resist you, I want you please" and before I could finish my sentence he slide inside me and I picked up my body to feel him deeper. " Fuck you will make me come if you do that" I just kept quite and Jade picked up the speed " Don't stop , Jade!" And he went faster, my body stiffens underneath him and I come. " Jade dropped his head ontop of my stomach and were both out of breath. Our bodies glazing with the sweat. " you feeling better?" He asked me" what? Your the one that couldn't resist me"

" true, I will make love to you 6 times a day and it would still not be enough" I just smiled at him dragging my fingers through his messy hair. " I love you"

" I love you" he said to me.

We both fell a sleep in front of the fire place.