Chapter Eight

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That's exactly what she felt, Josefina had loved once in another lifetime but it was nothing compared to she felt now

A chunk of her was missing, three chunks actually, they had given her the distance she'd begged for, it seemed like a long time ago that she had asked for that and now she was utterly miserable

As she trudged through the bleak and dreary hallway, she felt truly alone, each student giving her a wide berth.

Her head cast down she continued walking hopelessly to her next hour of torture when a figure slammed into her and sent her books sprawling across the floor

"Sorry" a cool deep voice said "didn't see you there"

She didn't dare look up but rather hastily she began to pick up her books and notes, the figure bent down to help her and their hands met when they reached for the same book

Josefina had seen many movies and read many books but she'd never imagined that she'd ever be caught up in one of those cliche sappy romantic moments, she was so wrong

As his cool hands grazed over hers, she finally stared him in the face, his eyes the gentlest brown, his full lips send his black hair that tousled in the wind

"Hi I'm Eric by the way" he said "I hope I'm pardoned for knocking you over"

"Sure" she said haphazardly while drinking in his hotness

"Mind if I join you for lunch today, just to make up for this?"

"No problem!" She says smiling

He extends a hand to her and just before she takes it, he's flung back into the lockers

"Don't you fucking touch her" Karel snarls

"Relax man" Eric says "I was just helping out"

"She's ours" he snarls "don't look at her, don't help her, don't come close to her or else!"

His two brothers appear at his sides flanking him

"We will have no choice but to break you!"

"No" Josefina's voice resonates through the hall coolly

The brother's heads snap towards her

"Stay out of this baby" Samael snaps

"No" she said her voice firmer " you dicks have to realize that you don't own me"

"You belong with us" Adriel says softly "just as we belong with you"

"No, you don't belong to me neither do I to you, you're going to have to let this go"

Karel's grip loosens on Eric who scutters away

"You cannot do this, don't feel how miserable we are without you, don't you feel the ache of the bond we need you"

His hands are on her now trailing patterns around her skin

"We are tired of this" Samael says gruffly "we need you"

He leans down for a kiss and for a moment it seems fine until her face appears in her head

"No!" She says and pulls away "listen, I'm trying to adjust ok, it may seem like a joke to you but I have problems ok, so give me my space"

"It's her isn't it?" Samael says "it's because I kissed her?"

"It's no one ok!" She said in snapping "I don't like you that I it"

The look on the faces bore holes into her heart but this was right, she couldn't get involved right now, especially not with kids who might have lied about everything to her

"Ok" he whispered

And they walk away, it takes a while but she soon realize Ms that she's crying and her entire being shakes with this realization

What exactly was this feeling

**

Rejection

So this was what it felt like to be rejected by the ones destined for you, it hurt like crap

The feeling of despair hung over the brothers and permeated their skin leaving the distasteful stench of agony in it's wake

"It's all my fault" Samael groaned "I spent years looking and now I blew it"

His brothers remained silent, he just voiced out their emotions, their will to go on had been stolen

"She ditched you eh" Samira's voice floated over to them

The three brother's growled in unison as their heads snapped towards her

"What do you want?" Karel snarls

"To gloat of course" she said "you've been ditched by your precious mate which makes her fair game"

"Don't you dare" they snarled "you won't harm a single hair on her head!"

"Oooh I'm scared" she said chuckling lightly "but I must applaud your fierce loyalty even if it's to the wrong woman"

"Watch your tongue" Karel snarls "I don't care about the consequences, say one more wrong thing send I'll off your head"

The air grows chill as his threats sinks in

"I'd really not like to maim my brother in law before the wedding so don't give me a reason to"

She totally ignored the two brothers and stalked towards her groom to be

"My lover" she cooed "it's time to come home to me don't make me do something you will regret, she has backed out but I'm still here so forget her and just come"

"I don't want you" he said pushing her back "can't you see that I'll never want you it has send always will be her, and I'll wait till she can see that"

"Wrong choice my darling" she says tracing lines across his face you made the wrong choice"

He reaches out to grab her hands but she disappears in a puff of smoke, the only thing about her that lingers is the smell of death

**

Whatever this was it had gotten worse not only her mind but her body demanded their attention sndu she could barely fathom a though that didn't start with well built torso's

She couldn't be more greatful when her boring lectures ended and in a mad rush she darted to the comfort of her tub and for a while it seemed was the same but then it returned by with a grueling intensity

It seemed nothing could stop this madness, slowly her hands snaked down to her hot demanding flesh as she began to think of them

They took her in her arms and brought her pulsing flesh relief, with one final yell she reached the p

eak of pleasure and came in full force

Behind her three unmistakable groans sounded as the men watched and pleasured themselves, and with a roar they climaxed and came

Their eyes meet each other as she blushed furiously, for the sake of innocence they had to stop meeting like this