PROLOGUE

Maxxene's POV

When God poured all the luck and fairness in this world I think I was not born or I sleep that time. The world is unfair . My life is unfair. Everything is this world is unfair.

7 years later . . . .

I was driving my car in the city and I saw a group of people that familiar to me. I don't know where I saw them . The laughter and  the happiness to there faces are all sincere. I don't know why I feel a little bit sad when I saw them happy. I drove my care all night . No sleeping and no rest . I don't want to sleep 'coz my nightmares bugging me all the night.

I stop my car before their place. I was jealous of their closeness. When I look at one girl who's smiling and her eyes telling that she is sad and many emotions that I couldn't tell my heart ached. I don't know why I felt this when I saw them in the first place.

I left my car and walk closely to them because the entrance near them. Before I enter, one of those people called me.

"MJ?" she looked at me confusing.  Why she know my name? We haven't met yet. This is the first time we've met even though they are familiar.   

"hmmm, may I know you?" I confusingly answer.

She asked me ."What the !?!, you don't know me?"   

"I don't know you at all" I honestly answered. Yeah ! I don't know them . For who and what they are. They are just familiar . That's all!

I saw the confusion and pain to their faces. If they confused because of my existence, me too. I woke up 2 years ago that I don't remember anything even my name. I forgot everything. I was so shocked that my grand mom and grand dad are already gone. I don't know the reason why?  I'm asking the person who helped me but he said they died because of car accident. I'm very sad because of that news . I don't know what will happen to me way back then . Mr. Onyx helped me to recover and start my new  life. He also told me that I am Maxxene Jay or MJ . I don't know where I am now if he is not there.

Before I enter the mall. I face them again and ask questions. "hmm, why do you know me?" I ask with confusion to my face .

"Really huh?! " the one who called me earlier. "You don't know us?" she referring to them.

"Yes, I don't know you all. I'm a little bit confused why you know me but I don't know who you are. Yes, you are all familiar and that's all I know" I honestly answered.

They are all shocked because of what I say. Then I left them hanging. I blew a loud breath and enter the mall. This is not new to me thou . But seeing them confused and hurt, I think I'm stupid all the stupid.

I straightly go to the bookstore, I need to buy new books to read 'coz I finished already all my books on my library. After how many hours, I paid my books at the counter. I saw a family at the doorof bookstore. I suddenly saw an instant blurry memories.

"Ahhhhhhhhh" I shouted. My head hurts do much. I don't know why. I fell at the floor, my sight get blurred. Then, I blackout.

I woke up in the room that I don't know. White ceiling, white curtains, all white. 'I am in the heaven?' I asked myself.

My question answered because of them. I confusedly looked at them . What they are doing here?

I asked them. "where I am?" No one answer me  so I look at them again.

" I said where I am?" I greeted my teeth sign of annoying.

"Hey calm down!" the girl hurriedly answer me. "You are in the hospital" she said with sad eyes .

I scratched my eyebrow "what happened to me?" I asked them again.

"You feel excruciating pain and then you blackout" the one who called me earlier.

"Okay, I need to go home" I said to them.

"No, no, you can't" she hurriedly stop me.

"Why I wouldn't" I asked them straightly. " I can pay the bills right away if that's the problem" I said to them without hesitation.

"That's not the problem okay?" the one girl shouted at me.

"Then what it is." I really annoyed to them. I don't know what is the problem.

" Why you wouldn't know us?" the girl ask me when she is about to cry.

I confusedly look at her with my question look. Seeing her like that gives me pain at heart.

"I really don't know why I couldn't remember you all . I don't know who you are. What is happening you all of guys?" I bowed my head and I'm really sad for what happened .

Cricket comes . . . . . . . . .

As I look at them, there is sadness to their faces and I hate it.

"Ohhh myyyy goshhh" the blonde hair reacted.

I confusedly look at her . But I don't care at all. I stood up at my bed and take my goodbyes to them. They are shocked 'til now and I don't know what's come with them. They don't hear me as I got out to my hospital room . I straightly go to the cashier and paid my bills. To the last time , I look at the hospital.

"I hope we didn't encounter again." That was the last thought I said before I call the taxi cab and go home.  

I was just thinking that they are belong to my past but I don't want to remember what happened those past years.