Chapter 08

A week, seven days and that for Anthony was a complete hell because he had not seen his omega since that day, he had not perceived his aroma, he had not answered his calls, nor his messages, there was no trace about him and neither of ask others because he knew that no one would tell him his whereabouts.

Anthony was fed up, too much to tell the truth, since that day in the hallway he had not seen James anywhere, he had not attended their shared class and he asked the professors of his career, boy was he crazy, he came to the conclusion of that he had been absent all week and felt miserable thinking that he had been absent because he did not want to see him.

Why would he be to blame?

Maybe he felt bad and that's why he didn't come, maybe he was an idiot in love with no brain to think beyond the obvious reason but let's just let it be. To admit the obvious, if he was crazy, there he was like a good boy asking for the direction of his boy to coordination, he begged them so much that out of pain they had to give them the address, obviously he had to lie saying it was a case of life or death.

Although you know, if something happens to James blame the university for giving his address to a madman in love.

Anyway, at least Anthony came out of there happy, running towards the given direction, he should at least make sure that he was okay, that he was there, that he could at least see him, did he ask a lot?

He fixed his hair by passing a handkerchief over his forehead, because he had run a lot and since he is an idiot, he did not think about taking a bus, right? And do not blame, love makes you an idiot, like him who was nervously ringing the bell praying that they would open it up now or else he would die right there.

The door was slowly opened revealing the beautiful boy who was driving him crazy, with wild hair and a ... Bruise? What the fuck?

—Anthony?" What are you doing here? How ...

He didn't even let him finish the sentence, he had grabbed him by the cheeks examining his face, he wanted to look at his body but the opposite did not allow it, he pushed him away looking at him annoyed by his strange attitude, did he not see how strange of the situation?

—Who did this to you?

—What? Ahg, I just fell, that's all.

—I know when someone gets accidentally hit and this, you didn't do it yourself.

He was right, he couldn't deny that he was right, he just lowered his head in shame feeling helpless that he couldn't do anything, besides, what else could he do? Mourn? He was so damaged that he didn't even know how to repair himself, he was so curious that the alpha was there in front of him, that he had sought him out and cared for him.

A part of him loved that gesture and the other felt so little, felt that he did not deserve anything good from the alpha.

—Anthony, forget it, it's fine.

—Forget it? You hurt yourself and you won't tell me who did this to you.

—So that? So that you get your hands dirty for a disgusting being that is worthless? It no longer matters, he is already there and cannot be changed.

Sigh raising his gaze meeting the opposite, there was rage, anger and at the same time some sadness in his eyes, he did not understand why he reacted like that, he was not worth it, that always happened to him, he was already used to blows, to suffering .

But he did not count on the alpha not allowing him to suffer again, he did not count on someone caring, enough to look for him and run more than twenty blocks for him.

—Why don't you want to tell me what's wrong? Why do you always look down? You never want to confess what's happening to me. I don't care what others say, I already told you James, what else do I have to do to make you understand me? Tell me!

Anger, impotence, he wanted to hit whoever dared to touch his omega, those purple spots that were on his face hurt, it hurt him not having protected him, he should have taken care of it, it must have been there for him, he felt that he had failed his omega How could I beg your forgiveness for that?

I do not want to lose you.

Oh, did you hear that ?, Tears fall, How can a person as pure as him receive so much pain ?, He did not want, it hurt so much that he suffered, that he let them do more shit, he felt so defenseless in front of him that so I just wanted to protect him, hug him, take care of him.

—I don't want to know that the moment you meet me you reject me like everyone else, I don't want to lose the only beautiful thing that has happened to me, I don't want to, I prefer that they continue to do shit to me than never have you again.

Both were with tears in their eyes, they did not know what to do practically, the Omega felt so helpless that he knelt on the floor feeling miserable, Anthony knelt next to him holding his hands gently, he kissed both causing the opposite to look at him with tears in her eyes, he kissed both cheeks, her forehead and jaw.

His kisses felt so warm that James wanted more of them, he wanted to lose himself on his lips and be able to feel for the first time what it was like to feel loved, he closed his eyes losing himself in the small kisses that he gave on his face without realizing what he was. alpha made him.

He was transmitting all his affection without having to tell him, without having to go further, he wanted to protect him in any way, he wanted to be able to love him and let himself be loved, he wanted to do so many things with his omega, his gaze fell on that scarf that deprived him of to be able to feel its smell closer.

Annoyed he took one of his hands so he could take it off but he felt a blow to his chest that made him walk away looking at the terrified omega while he covered himself.

—Do not

—Why?

—I don't want to, you shouldn't, you'd better go.

—James

—Get out!

He pressed his lips feeling rejected, his chest burned from the words of the omega, so much so that he just got up and left without even saying "see you later", he didn't want to give up, his wolf refused to leave him but his human part was hurt, They were so good a few moments ago, he thought they were finally going to advance at least one step but, he had to respect their decisions.

He could not simply force him to anything, if he did not want to say anything to him because he had to respect him and just wait, the wait had been so long, that he felt that he was going to get sick, he wondered, What should he do so that he would let himself love himself at least a little?

How much he wanted to show her what he felt but he knew very well from the beginning that it would be difficult.

What he did not tell is that he was going to hurt so much.