Chapter 14

Why do we not realize things in time? It is not known and I believe that it will not be known, the mind is something so complex that it cannot be fully deciphered, James looked at the ceiling of his room still somewhat sore from what happened several days ago, the painkillers were taking effect with respect to the pain, with the other he could not do anything, he still felt dirty, he had lost track of how much had happened, how many days he had been there, he only cared to know how there was that alpha with the beautiful dimples.

He missed him so much that he felt empty without his presence, his caresses and his words so sweet that they made him forget for a moment the bad times that happened.

In all this time he had discovered something that he already believed dead, those pressures on his chest were for something and it was also for someone, he could not believe that it had revived, because yes, he believed his omega dead, after so many humiliations, so much pain and so much suffering, he knew that his wolf felt hurt and that he did not feel worthy to continue there, so he hid deep down and did not have any contact with him until those days.

"What are you thinking about?"

—That I shouldn't continue to exist, I'm sick of all this and when something good had happened to me after so long, I ended up ruining it, I'm an idiot.

"Our alpha loves us and needs us, you are not to blame for anything, you were never to blame, forgive me"

—Forgive me for being so weak, I've lost it.

"No, go for it, I need it, you know we need it and I don't want to disappear again, I wouldn't bear one more rejection, help me"

A tear rolled down his cheek as he sat on the bed, he felt scared to think that he would lose him forever and end up being a delta, a delta outcast, that alone would be enough for him to no longer want to live.

Although his wolf was right, he hadn't done anything wrong, he had never done it, he always blamed himself too much for being born omega, but what difference did it make? There was nothing wrong with that, he wiped away his tears and He went to the bathroom to wash himself, he had to get his alpha back, he was not going to allow his happiness to be taken away from him, he felt a little sure of himself.

He infinitely thanked his wolf for opening his eyes, he could not deny that he had missed him, he was the only one who comforted him and encouraged him to move on, he looked in the mirror sighing as he thought about what he would do, his plan should work and if not Well, it can say two things.

That he would never give up and he would regain the alpha's trust.

And that he wasn't going to let his wolf die, now or ever.

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He walked the corridors with his head held high and with his hands in his pockets, you could say that he looked too intimidating to be an omega, who did not care, one more gossip would not cause him any harm.

He entered the food court locating his target in the distance feeling somewhat nervous although he had not yet approached him, on the other hand there was that alpha who smiled mischievously at him, he wanted to kick his balls right now but he didn't have time for it now.

He just ignored him and kept walking stopping at his table, he stood in front of him, who was calmly eating some meat but the aforementioned looked up to find the omega whom he repudiated so much, what the fuck was he doing in front of him spoiling his lunch ?

—I need to speak to Anthony.

—Sorry?

—Look, I know you're the only one who can know where it is so I need you to tell me, please.

He looked at him defiantly feeling bad about himself at the same time, in all this time he had not gone to where Anthony lived, it was more because they spent it in his apartment and also because he did not want to bother his idiot friend, he was wrong not to know but Things were already done, he just wanted Marcos to take pity and take him with him.

—Stay away, you gross me out.

He just said that and felt like hitting him, he restrained himself as he watched as he grabbed the food from him, going to another table. This would be more difficult than he imagined, he bit his thumb as he glanced at it.

—Well, I guess I'll execute plan B.

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He had asked permission from his work by making a call informing him that he was sick, his boss was a nice old man, thank goodness his dear boss was like that since the previous ones had to resign for them, for their countless harassment, shitty society, shitty alphas They are all worth shit.

"Minus our alpha"

Well that could not be contradicted, he smiled briefly turning the street watching his objective enter a building of about ten floors, he entered stealthily avoiding the security guard and verified the floor where Marcos was going, he entered the second elevator and dialed number five, this looked more like a scene from a spy movie, i've definitely never done this for anything or anyone, what fucking shit.

He got off the elevator hiding behind a wall seeing how the opposite was going to a door, well, he had found his main objective, although the biggest question was if he was there or not, he bit his lip walking until he stopped at that door, from there he could perceive the aroma of his alpha, it was faint but it was still there, it was, inhaled the little aroma that emanated making him gasp, he missed him so much.

He swallowed hard, maintaining his composure, feeling embarrassed by that obscene sound, sighed and rang the doorbell of the apartment twice, hearing footsteps approaching, he wanted the person who opened it to be him, but the world kept making things difficult for him.

—I need to talk to him.

—What the fuck is wrong with you? Follow me? Isn't the damage you did enough for you? If you're so roaring about having a penis in your ass, then find another one, leave my friend alone.

—I don't care what shit you tell me, I don't care what other shit they throw at me, I only care what he tells me so I need to talk to him, I try to be nice to you but you have already filled my patience.

Furious and fed up with his attitude, he tried to enter being stopped by Marc, who glared at him and clenched his fists as if he was prepared to hit him.

—I have had enough!

They began a struggle, James tried to enter, Marcos was not going to allow him entry no matter how much he pushed him, he could not do it, the beta pushed him strongly, managing to get him out and was going to slap him but they took his arm tightly stopping his action, he turned his face meeting those red eyes that I never imagine seeing.

—Don't you dare touch it.

"Alpha!"

—Anthony...

The beta looked at him terrified, he had never seen him that way, so dominant that it scared him, his command voice did not affect him but the way he behaved did affect him, he turned to see the omega who bowed his head submissively, just he was to blame for all this.

—What do you want?

—I want to talk to you.

James looked up, finding the terrible image that he never imagined seeing, which caused his stomach to churn and the urge to snuggle him into his arms, his alpha was haggard, you could see the fatigue in his eyes, he turned to look at Marcos who had tears in his eyes, now understood why he was so angry with him, if he had hurt him a lot.

—Alone.

The outraged beta looked at the omega, who did he think? He turned to look at his friend who was staring at the omega, as if they had such an intimate conversation that he felt that there was only left over in that place but he was not going to allow him to do more harm , he warned him not to mess with him, he told him but Anthony was so stubborn that he kept insisting, for a good moment he tried to cope because he saw him happy but since he found out why he was crying, he wanted to go to the omega's house and make him understand that he will leave him alone.

—I'm not going to leave you alone Anthony, I'm not going to let this fucking bitch trick you, I'm not going to leave you, you know ...

He did not finish speaking as the omega interrupted him causing him to bite his lip and wipe his dry tears.

—Let's go to my apartment, I swear I just want to talk to you, please Thony, I need to explain, if after listening to me you want to leave and stop talking to me I'll understand but at least listen to me.

Anthony looked at him without expression, he was serious analyzing him, debating and searching his eyes for any hint of a lie.

He grabbed his jacket that was on the coat rack and put it on looking at the omega's eyes shining when he saw him do that action, he had a sad look but still the glow of happiness because he would talk to him was there.

—I'll come back later.

—Thony, no...

—Marc, I'll be back, okay?

The beta swallowed the lump in his throat seeing how his friend grabbed his jacket and went after that omega, why was he such an idiot ?, a stupid and fucking idiot.