Chapter 15

To say that he felt nervous was not enough, he wanted to cry, vomit and hug him, his emotions were battling and he tried to be calm but it was impossible, besides that his aroma gave him away, on the way to his home they had not addressed or a single word deepening the tension.

He sighed opening the door to his apartment, taking off his shoes along with the alpha heading to the living room, let's go he had to control himself, maintain his composure even when he just wanted to collapse in him and beg his forgiveness, no, he still had a little dignity left.

—Do-you-want water or ...

—I just want you to talk.

—Good.

His cold gaze made her shiver, he did not want those neutral eyes, he wanted her eyes full of brightness, those eyes that looked at him with love, he resigned himself a little knowing that they would not return for the moment. He swallowed hard and brought his hands to his jacket, he began to take off his clothes before the attentive gaze of the alpha who was going to stop him but he fell silent when he saw how his hands trembled when he reached his "precious" scarf taking it off completely, his eyes widened In surprise when he saw him, he took off his polo shirt leaving only his naked torso, the alpha just wanted to cry at what he saw.

—I know that maybe now you think like the others but things are not like that, I never wanted this, nor did I ever ask to be born but maybe it was just destiny, destiny like him that we met, I don't want to lose you again Thony, I'll tell you all the true, everything you want to know, starting with this.

It was inexplicable what he was seeing, he himself did not believe it, in "society" when an omega has a brand it was because he already had an alpha and they could not approach him, if he had two it was because perhaps he had two destined partners, It was very rare the cases of an omega with two alphas but if there were, few but there were, the worst was when they had more than two, that denoted that the omega was impure, an object of pleasure, a prostitute or prostitute in any case, it was being marginalized and looked down upon by anyone, it was like a disgrace to society, that is why the brothels were far from the city or these omegas lived in the forest since they were not accepted anywhere.

In James's case, he carried five scarred marks, since when the alpha breaks the bond only scars remain, the omegas do not die from the breaking of a bond but if they are injured and their James wolf was lost for that reason, almost dead to tell the truth, he could be considered a delta for having lost his zeal and even his scent but since his wolf returned he no longer believed that was why he had been happy.

He had four marks on his neck, two on both sides and one on his arm, seeing the scars on these made him remember the horrible events that happened, he was very sure of telling the truth, he was going to do it. . There in front of his alpha he was undressing not only in body but also in soul, it gave him full confidence to do so, not to fear even when he saw that his eyes were bright knowing that he wanted to cry, perhaps he was disappointed in him, for being someone impure but there was no going back, he had to do it, today and now.