Chapter 6

Elijah's POV

Rationality hit me hard on the face and I jerked away immediately from Alec.

Oh my god what did I just do?

I just cheated on my husband, oh no!

I felt sick to my stomach! What would Noah do if he finds out I'm actually this cheap!

But then again this might be wrong but it didn't go all the way. So I might be able to stop it before it happens again and ruins everything for me!

"Shit I just cheated on my husband"! I said shaking with disgust, cause that's what I felt, disgusted with myself!

I couldn't even be strong for my own marriage. Immediately Alec came back I was too eager to get my rocks off as if Noah didn't do enough!

"It's not cheating if we've been doing it before, it's called catching up Jay" he says with a smirk! Fuck Him! While I was boiling with anger he was having a field day.

Eww.

"Stay the fuck away from me Alec, you left me and Noah took care of me, he's an amazing man and I love him! Stay the fuck away from me with your disgusting lust, don't come and ruin my marriage." I said and stomped out to the door which I wasn't surprised was locked, he came prepared!. Fùcking idiot.

I was trembling with so much anger and disgust, I just couldn't with myself at that point. I looked a mess. Fuck! I can't let Noah see me like this, he'll suspect something.

I stood for a moment, dressed properly and recomposed myself before heading to Noah.

He sat there with grace and so much patience it was almost perfection, just waiting for me. God I can't believe I cheated on my perfect husband on our fùcking anniversary,God Am so disgusting!

Is what I did really cheating yet? I mean I didn't go all the way right? It's almost like masturbating, right? Oh god.

"My love are you okay, you took forever in there, I was just about to come there to check in on you,  you look flushed, and why do you smell differently?" He asked curiously. He's never been the type to suspect me cheating cause he knew I'd never do such a thing to him. And it was true until that demon showed up.

"It's nothing baby, I guess you can say it was an adventure in there!" I say with a nervous chuckle and rubbed my neck awkwardly.

"Oh right I can see that" he laughed a little clearly referring to number 2, if only he knew. "And the smell?"

"I guess it's just the moisturizer in there" I lied to him right outta my teeth and I felt more disgust, I never ever lied to Noah before so that was foreign.

He nodded. Clearly not convinced but he let it go. Eyeing me warily with a concern frown on his face. I didn't blame him for being suspicious, I was acting way to nervous and awkward for my own good.

We went back to talking, eating and drinking. I still couldn't help but feel disgusted at myself for what I'd done to him. I was so disappointed that my body reacted so fast to Alec's advances and I couldn't do anything about it.

I saw Alec leave through the door and He dared made eye contact with me, he gave a mischievous smirk and winked at me mouthing 'I'll be back' and I gave him a hard scowled.

Noah noticed how hard I was boning my face and turned around to look back at what I was scowling at but didn't see anything and then looked back at me. "What's wrong mon chèri? Why are you frowning so hard?, I swear I can see a new wrinkle" he asked with a slight worried frown but gave an amused smirk anyway.

"It's nothing to worry your sexy self about Pookie, and I do not have wrinkles! I'm only 29!" I winked at him and he blushed at the nick name and it was so adorable I just wanted to kiss him and I did.

I leaned in and peck his lips, mmm, so soft and so sweet.

***

We finished up and headed for our mansion. I went straight to the shower after we got home to scrub Alec's scent off of me. I hated him for what he did but lust is a demon.

That night my husband and I made love to satisfy my lust edge and it was fantastic. It always is with him. He worships my body like I worship his. With his beautiful gray eyes searching me soul deep. I just hope he doesn't see through me.

"I love you Noah, so much, no matter what, you are the one for me." I said to him and his eyes light up with so much passion and happiness as he kissed me passionately, it made me shiver.

***********

Ever since that night Alec stalked me for 6 months, coming to my office, I tightened my security just to keep him out but he always gets in, he's everywhere I go. I noticed he always avoided seeing my husband cause when Noah  and I are together I don't see Alec like when am alone. He just likes to rub his body on me and I hated it.

I always stayed strong and never faltered for the first six months, unless you call blowjobs and rubbing on each other cheating. The lust was always strong when he was with me but I stayed strong for the sake of my sanity and Noah. never did anything more intimately than that.

**

Then came the last 6 months.

I was on a business trip in another city. I walked in on Alec in my hotel room with just towel around his waist and fuck me! he was sexy. My cock hardened instantly. Water dripping from his chest to his pecs down the V line.

That body was so tempting and that towel was way too low for my own sanity. I sucked in a shaky breath. I just wanna be inside hi- stay focused fucker, you have a way hotter husband home waiting for you to return into his loving embrace. I tried to remind myself over and over and over but it wasn't working dammit.

I tear my eyes from the torturous sight and glared at that mischievous smirk on his face.

"What are you doing here Alec and how did you even get in here? how did you even know where I'd be?. For fucks sakes leave me alone am fùcking married Alec!" I yelled my frustrations.

"Calm down daddy, I have my ways"

Shít! Fuck him and his seductive ways and fùck him and his mafia tactics!

But that daddy word went right into my dick as much as my brain and heart protested, my dick had a mind of his own. It was painfully hard and throbbing.

"Come on daddy you know you want to" he smirked and dropped that towel!

"FUCK MY LIFE" I groaned.

With speed record I was tearing my clothes off. I pulled him towards me and smashed our lips together. Kissed him hastily while stroking our cocks together. We were groaning out of pleasure, We came together.

I pushed him onto the bed and turned him around and he was on all four.

I pushed into his tight canal and it felt so good.

"Fuck I missed that ass" I groaned from the tight pleasure.

I wanted more, I wanted to feel everything, all the frustration from the past 6 months. I wasn't holding back anymore, I fucked him senseless.

I rammed into him like a mad man.

"Y-yes..d-dad-dy, t-that's.. right there!" he moaned breathlessly.

I gave it to him hard and fast I could barely recognize myself. I was too frustrated.

"Is this what you want, huh, is this why you are following me around? well then take it." I groan with arousal coating my voice.

"it goes way beyond that daddy! Just give me all of you, I missed that dick so much! It feels so good oh so fucking good" he moaned

His groans and my grunts filled the room.

He shot his seeds into the bed untouched.

"Oh Noah! Oh shit Noah" I groan my release into him.

And I felt him tense and stilled, but didn't make much of it till my heartbeat regulated. We collapsed on the bed and he was still tense. It was silent until he decided to break it.

"I've lost you to your husband haven't I?" He asked a bit hurt.

"mmm what makes you say that?" I asked him.

"Cause you just groaned his name when you came" well shít!

I shrugged "I'm sorry I did that to you, but I love him Alec, I really do, you are just driving me crazy with lust!"

"Mmm it's okay, my love for you is enough for the both of us" he said cuddling into my side.

"Nop this is not happening again, I have a fucking husband! Get out now"

"But Jay-"

"Get.the.fuck.out.now!" I seethed.

Without another word he got up, dressed up and limped out.

All emotions hit me right in my chest.

Regrets, hurt, betrayal, disgust disappointment?. I couldn't believe I actually did it. It's official now and I have no excuse, I cheated on my loving husband. I felt so restless I couldn't sleep that night.

***

I came home after my business, feelings so guilty with regret.

I couldn't look Noah in the eyes anymore without feeling my betrayal flooding in.

I started avoiding him. I felt so much disgust with myself I didn't want to rub it on him. He was too pure for such filth.

I was scared that he might see right through me if I looked too deep into his eyes.