Chapter 5

Elijah's POV

Continuation of flashback*

I barged into the restroom and quickly splashed some water on my face. I look in the mirror and saw the owner of my nightmares standing there. He was gorgeous in his way but still Noah is the most gorgeous man I've ever seen and will only see. I mean that in every good way.

I turned around slowly and stared at him and god those eyes are just so piercing, they were narrowed solely at me and I saw so much adoration in them, I could get lost in them if care wasn't taken. His eyes got darker the more I looked into them and he looked at me with so much lust that made me tremble slightly.

He was younger than me but his posture screams confidence. He was beautiful in his own way with mesmerizing hazel eyes, like 6'0 foot, am taller than him with my 6'3. All in all he was sexy 'in his own way'.

Imagination of Alexander.

"Hello sexy" he smirks at me.

I couldn't talk. It was like I was in a trance, the beauty that I thought used to be my whole world, stood right in front of me.

He used to be the only one in my eyes, the only one I dreamt of, he owned me and he knew that. I couldn't resist him no matter what, just a touch from him made me weak in the knees and lust possessed.

But with Noah just being in each other's company was enough.

But with him we spoke with body language. We didn't really need words, it was always sex and it was fun while it lasted.

We used to make love everywhere and anywhere, it was an adventure being with him. It was always sex, driven by such intense lust that I thought it was love. And then he up and left. I wondered why. That broke me terribly, I couldn't do anything. Until one day my friend Jude slapped me out of it.

I had to attend a business meeting that was important for my company. That was  when I met the love of my life, Noah, he was so gorgeous that I couldn't take my eyes of him and neither could he. He wasn't even gay but I guess am pretty irresistible I guess, I don't know.

Noah saw me for what I was 'broken', and he started gluing me together. Piece by piece. His soft touches, as if I was too delicate. His laughter was so contagious that it made me laugh more often. He told me to laugh more often that I looked more gorgeous when my face isn't scrunched up like I wanted to murder someone. It made my heart leap with joy and when he laughed he looked so stunning that I couldn't help but to kiss him.

He didn't pull away when I kissed him, he kissed me back. We felt sparks and the connection from the beginning but that kiss sealed everything.

But even so I was scared of being in another relationship, what if the same thing that happened with Alexander happened again? Could I handle it the second time? I got too scared that when he asked me out I refused. I couldn't do it. But he never gave up on me and showed me just how real men handled relationships and now I couldn't be prouder of myself for making the best decision of my life then.

We dated  for 2 years and I proposed but not without sacrifices on his path, and he accepted, it was the most happiest day of my life.

I was just staring at Alexander while lost in thoughts but he brought me back when he talked.

"What are you thinking about Jay?" yeah that's what he called me, only he called me that and I called him Alec.

"Your betrayal Alec, how could you do that me? wasn't I enough?"

"You were Jay, still are and will always be, I just had to take care of somethings. I was trying to protect you, they would've killed you baby" he says with a sad expression and I see regret.

"Protect me from what Alec, We could've faced it together, whatever mafia nonsense that was. I would've done anything for you Alec and you knew it, but then you left me. I'm sorry but am married now." I said truthfully.

"Please Jay don't do this on our first reunion together, you were the only thing keeping me sane and you still are, please don't push me away I need you." He says with tears in his eyes.

I reached out slowly and trace his face slowly and then there it was, that intense lust that I can't help, it had me hard in no time, I was reaching slowly for those lips just to have a taste of them again, then my eyes landed on a shiny band on my finger. I retrieved my hands as if i've been burnt.

"No! You left for 5 whole years and now you're here for what? Resolution? I'm not going to let you manipulate again Alexander, I'm sorry but I need to get back to my husband" I said coldly and tried to go around him but he blocks me! What a nerve he has. I raised an eye brow at that.

"I really missed you Jay and I came back just for you baby, I want you back. I know 5 years is long but I want to let you know that you never for once left my mind, I still love you so much Jay"  say what now? What the fuck!

"Listen Alec am married now and very  happy with my life right now, if you don't mind I'll like to get back to the most gorgeous man I know who is my husband thank you very much, now move" I said to him irritated and never missed the hurt in his eyes whenever I mention my husband but he mask it up quickly. I just don't care, I want to get back to my Noah!

"Ouch that hurts" he mocked But I could still see the hurt "I don't care if you are married or not, I just want a taste of you again and this time I'm here to stay until I get you, and I'll do anything just to see that happen" he smirks with so much seduction that made my dick stir in my pants. The fùck?!

He came closer and leaned up onto me, he brought his lips to my ear and whispered "I always get what I want Jay and you know that." He whispers seductively nestling my neck and the contact is just so powerful I wanted to fuck him there and there.

Stop it! you have a husband, a sweet and more sexy one at that. I reminded myself over and over again.

I moaned when he rubbed his body on mine, his member rubbed onto mine in an erotic manner and I held onto his waist tightly and groaned.

"You're always hard for me jay and I love it" he moaned softly while I groaned.

I forgot about everything at that point, all em rationalities just dispersed from my mind.

I was possessed by lust, it just felt so good I couldn't help it. I backed him up against the stall, unzipped our pants with haste and took our cocks into my hands and started stroking, it felt so good I couldn't stop.

I started nibbling on his neck and he was moaning so much, It was music to my ears. my body missed him. It was like he was an old addiction that I was still fighting against but once I had a taste I couldn't stop myself anymore.

"Fuck Jay I missed you so much daddy" he groans into my ear. And he knew what that did to me! The way he says it. God! I lost control of my body and senses as we came hard together panting like horses. My body trembled and I felt him shiver against me as we ride out our orgasm.

What the fuck just happened!