Chapter 4

Elijah's POV

My sweet sweet husband held onto me tightly while I felt bad about what I've done. How could I tell him what I've done? That am a lying cheater?

God I feel so guilty that I can't even look him in the eyes anymore. I'm so scared he'll see right through me. How could I do that, god am dying bit by bit inside and the worst is if am not careful I might do it again cause that feeling is just so undeniably intense.

God I love Noah with all of me, lord knows I do. But I can't stop thinking of that boy. Fuck what have I done?

I cheated on the sweetest and gorgeous man alive that I don't know what to do. He doesn't deserve this. He sacrificed a lot for my sake and I did this horrible thing to him.

What's gonna happen when he finds out?

Will he leave me?

Will he be upset? Of course he will be stupid.

What if he never forgives me and divorces me?

Flashback*

It was one year into our marriage and I took Noah out to dinner to celebrate our one year anniversary at a very luxurious restaurant. He looked so gorgeous I couldn't take my eyes of him. He was in a suite cause he was at work, I had to practically drag him out of his company and a business meeting.

He was in a serious meeting having a serious discussion and he looked so sexy I couldn't help myself. I went into the conference room to drag him out.

"Excuse me gentlemen but I'd like to borrow this sexy man right here, you see it's our anniversary and he's working!" I told them glaring playfully at my husband with shameful lust in my eyes.

I took his hands and pulled him up, "but Eliiii" he whined while the gentlemen chuckled.

"It's okay Mr. Moore, we'll be back again to complete this meeting. In the mean time congratulations and enjoy your anniversary." One of the men reassured.

I felt so proud that they called him with my last name. It felt great and I loved it.

We emerged our names together cause we both had huge companies to run and didn't want loose our identities. So we just added the other's name to one another.

"Thanks gentlemen, I'll see you on Monday to continue this" my sexy man said to them and we left the conference room to his his office for his personal belonging to take home. cause there's no way he's coming back here tonight. It's going to be a long night.

He was walking in front of me and I could take my eyes of his sexy ass. I was already hard just from looking at him, Scratch that, am always hard for him.

"I'm sorry baby, I wanted to finish with that meeting and plan us something for our anniversary but I guess I lost track of time" he says with his back still facing me, I guess he's too guilty to look at me.

"I don't mind baby I already planned us something and it's not much though but I hope you like it. But right now am in heat for you" I locked his office door and pushed him against his desk undoing his pants and bent him over slightly.

I slowly spread his ass cheeks and all I wanted to do was taste him. He had the sexiest ass ever. I could see it clenching and unclenching in anticipation making my cock throb painfully and harden even more if that's even possible. I groaned just from the sight of it and he moaned.

I took a big lick with my tongue and my eyes roll to the back of my head as he moaned, he tasted so good I couldn't stop.

"Fuck you tast so fùcking good baby" I said breathless against it while pecking it and he moaned.

He was a moaning mess when I was tongue fùcking him. I took my cock out and stroke my self with one hand  while my other hand help hold his cheeks open and from the movement of his hands he was stroking himself too.

We came with a groan of each other's names.

"Wow baby, that was a great stress reliever" he says breathlessly.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and nestled his neck. By this time we're already cleaned up and dressed properly.

"I missed you too much my love" I said To him nestling his neck, he always smells so good, his natural scents just drives me insane. I turned him around and kissed those sinful lips. It was a sensual kiss with so much passion, it made my heart flutter.

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We got to the restaurant and I asked about the table I booked to be set  up. Romantic dinner for two. We took our seats around the table and I couldn't peel my eyes of Noah, he was just so perfect with that body like a sexy Greek god and his looks just sets fire within my soul. Literally.

I poured us our Champagne and we sipped slowly waiting for our foods.

I raised my glass to him for a toast " to the greatest and sexiest man alive, happy anniversary to us baby. I love you so much" I say with so much happiness cause that's what Noah makes me, so happy.

"Happy anniversary baby. I love you more, always" he smiles with a glint if happiness in his eyes and it takes my breath away. Literally.

We chatted and laughed over everything just being in each other's presence makes us so happy. God I love him, I just can't stop saying it!

I couldn't help but notice a guy eye fucking me and as I looked closely, my breath hitched and my heartbeat picked up thumping hard against my chest and it wasn't in a good way.

Right across the restaurant, was Alexander. The man I was so infatuated with that I broke when he left me. He just up and left without as much as a word,  nothing, no letter, no message no nothing. He really hurt me so bad with that action until I met Noah. He picked up my pieces and glued them together that's why I love him so much.

Noah has his back to him so they couldn't have seen each other. Alex's  gaze was so intense that it made me uncomfortable.

That face that I used to be obsessed with but later realized it was just infatuation cause what I felt for Noah was more intense in a good way and so true, so pure. With Alex it was so much lust. Such intense lust. Immediately he touches me it's like all rationalities disappears and I want to have my way with him.

I really hoped he was not back to torment me cause now I'm happily married and content with my life.

The way Alexander was looking at made me so uncomfortable, I actually squirmed in my seat.

I stood to go to the men's room to recompose myself cause I don't know what the fuck is happening to me, just having that intense stare on me like that made me nervous. And not in the good way either.

What the fuck?!