Chapter 10

Elijah's POV.

I can't believe I hurt him, the one person in this entire world that I wanted to protect from hurt and I hurt him the most.

Fuck me!

I can't have him leave me, I'll die. There's no way I can survive without Noah by my side. He keeps me normal and grounded.

I can't live without him, I love him too much. I'll self-disrupt the next minute after he leaves.

How did he even find this out. I just can't believe I hurt him like this, he said he's gonna divorce me! I can't have that! I can't stand him leaving me for someone else. Giving that gorgeous body to someone else. That'll mean I lost my most prized possession.

If only I had thought of all these when my body was behaving like a man whore. I'm so ashamed of myself that I couldn't resist such temptation and having hurt the one person I love the most like this. It felt so painful when I saw tears in his eyes. He's never had a reason to cry and yet I did that.

He's my everything, my entire world revolves around Noah and only him. I can't let him leave me. I won't. The look in his eyes when he looked at me tonight had my heart breaking all over again.

Tomorrow that son of bitch Alec is gonna get it so hard he's gonna wish death upon himself.

I've never seen Noah like this before. He was so mad! And it's all my fùcking fault!

I gathered all of my courage and headed to our bedroom. He was laying on his side of the bed waiting for me.

I got in bed laying there frigidly. I couldn't move I was too scared to be kicked out of the room. No matter what I did I couldn't sleep without Noah laying by my side. I could afford not being able to touch him but I can't afford not having him lay by my side.

"I love you Elijah. Always remember that" he mumbled and turned around with his back against me. Well fùck I messed up that bad.

But one thing about Noah, he never forgets to let me know he loves me.

Even when I didn't come home early. He wakes up in the middle of night. Pecks my cheek and whispers 'I love you' in my ears every night. Thinking I didn't hear him or notice. I always did but I pretend not to.

"I love you so much more Noah, always and forever. And I'm sorry I hurt you Baby" I whispered back. Before sleep consumed me.

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I woke up to an empty bed, no Noah and it felt weird. He was always here whenever I woke up.

I dragged myself to the bathroom and looked myself in the mirror. I looked horrible but I didn't care. I just needed to win my husband back and I will. Starting by removing that unhealthy lust from my life.

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I got to my office and the demon was sitting in my chair gracefully. I just wanted to strangle him till death. He caused this. It's because of him that my husband cried for the first time ever since I've known him and it was all my fault.

"What the actual fùck are you doing in my Office Alec? Haven't you done enough?" I gritted out.

"Oh come on Jay, we've been passed this hostility. Is this how you talk to me after our night of passion?" he asked feigning hurt.

"There was nothing passionate about that at all, all there, was lust which caused me the trust of my husband. Because of you my husband was hurt! He fucking cried because of you! I hate you for that particular reason. Now if you don't mind get out!" I hissed.

"Well how did he find that out?"

"I don't care how, all I care about is that you leave me the fuck alone Alec or you won't like the monster you drag out of me"

He stood with grace swaying his hips seductively waking towards me. He came to a stop in front of me and leans up slowly kissing me, stirring my beast of a cock in my pants back to life.

"Divorce him and be with me daddy, I'll take care of you, you know I can". He rasped against my neck driving me crazy again with lust and I groan.

He grounded his hips on mine slowly rotating his waist turning me into his bitch in heat. Again! The reason I call this feeling obsessive lust is because whenever he touches me my brain goes numb. Everything disappears. And all I want to do is be inside of him. It was like this strong obsession possessed me. And all rationality just poofs out.

But then somehow somewhere, something was tugging in my mind. Trying to remind me of something more powerful and when I payed close attention, that feeling was, Love.

Pure natural love, the kind I felt for my husband.

Then I remembered my husband, his tears his hurt expression. The way the light that he always had in his eyes whenever he saw me died down. When he told me he loved me even after everything I've done. The sacrifices he made just so we could be together. I pushed Alec off of me immediately.

" NO! Get out!"

"But—"

"Get out and stay out! Stay away from me Alec I hate you, please just go." I closed my eyes and whispered "please just leave I beg you."

I heard the door click and by the time I opened my eyes he wasn't there anymore.

I went and collapsed into my chair and sobbed. Everything is just messed up right now. I want my husband back. I want my Noah back.

I had a plan to get him back. I called Jude for help and he agreed to help but not until he called me out on all my bullshits and I just listened like a good little boy who's getting scolded by their mum.

I hope it works. I tried talking to him this morning but I got a cold shoulder. He was really avoiding me. He didn't  want to be around me anymore. He doesn't seem happy to see me anymore. The lights in his eyes dimmed so badly they turned his beautiful eyes lifeless.

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Jude helped me organize a romantic picnic Setting for my apology date. I did most of that, all he had to do was bring my beloved here.

The setting of the romantic picnic.

It was getting late and I was worried maybe he figured out the plan and won't show. Then I saw them approaching with my love blindfolded and Jude leading him to me.

I quickly hid and i took the bouquet of flowers I had for him. He always says flowers are for girls but I still wanted to make this special and I didn't know of a special gift to buy him cause fuck the man had everything! Heck Our net worth is like the same but his slightly higher than mine but he's never arrogant about it and I loved him for that.

I hid behind the bush waiting and watching them. And I couldn't help but notice how gorgeous was.

"Are you going to kill me Jude?" I heard him ask Jude making Jude laugh out.

"What no I'd never! I don't want to see my best friend miserable for the rest of his life so I'll let you live, For now". Jude replied firmly and he chuckled.

"Now take that blindfold off!" Jude told him and he did it slowly.