Chapter 20 : void

Time lulled together...I can't remember the last time I left my bed.

My eyes are sore, and I'm sure they're red.

There's dry tear tracks on my cheeks that feel sticky whenever I move my face. I miss him.

So, so much.

There wasn't even enough time.

I didn't get enough time with him.

It feels like only yesterday I met him at the palace.. my golden boy.

Gah, I'm crying again!

Stupid Goddess.

I thought I was supposed to be happy.

Well, I'm not.

I feel broken. Like there's something missing. There's this...hole in my heart. It's gaping and it hurts. It hurts, damnit!!

...I miss him.

So, so much.

I kinda hate you goddess.

You gave me a new life and said I would be happy.

And I was.

And now I'm not.

Damnit.