Bad bitch
"What day is it"
Beth yawned coming out of her room
"It's still the exact same day, it's just four in the afternoon"
Sage answered
"Well while we are all down here let's decide the new rooms now that one room is free"
Melania acknowledged
"I'll go into that room"
Quinn volunteered
"Yeah that's fine"
Becca smiled
"So I guess we're still sharing a room"
Melania pointed out
"Yeah"
Sage blushed
"What's everyone doing in the kitchen anyway"
Beth asked still yawning like crazy
"We were deciding what to eat"
Melania sighed
"What about takeout, I love your cooking Sage but I feel like takeout"
Becca groaned
"No I don't want takeout, I rather enjoy Sages cooking and like eating homemade food"
Beth argued
"Yeah I like homemade food but I haven't had takeout in well it's early November we left early September so two months right. Quinn why don't you choose I mean you're pregnant"
Becca argued back
"Well I guess I can we'll have takeout, Beth I'm sure you'll survive"
Sage smiled
"No I, I ugh fine I guess"
Beth huffed
"So how was your nap Beth"
Becca laughed
"Horrible I had the"
Beth thought for a moment
"Worst dream, almost a nightmare"
She finished
"Let me guess you had to marry a rich dude and you just sat there popping out babies"
Melania laughed
"That sounds like hell but even worse so can we please stop talking about this"
Beth smirked before resting her face
"Oh to live in this time"
Sage dreamed showing a photo of people dancing in a ball in a time that looks like the early-1800s.
"Yeah I love racism and misogyny"
Becca snarked
"I know and that's horrible what was happening in that time but the clothes, I just want it to be acceptable to wear these in town or just for people to sell these, they look so nice"
Sage went on
"I agree with Sage, they look amazing if I ever get married I want my wedding dress to be based off one of those dresses"
Beth agreed with Sage
"They seem so uncomfortable, like I don't want to wear a corset, I want to breathe."
Becca added
"Yeah they do but they make you look beautiful, they enhance all your nicest features and I can just imagine running away from a dude in the dress with pouring rain. And he's chasing me and eventually I make it to an edge and he corners me and declares his love for me in the pouring rain and then he passionately kisses me. But to bad that doesn't happen anymore"
Beth sighed, Quinn, Becca and Melania looked at each other questionably then burst out laughing
"Oh Beth you have weird dreams"
Melania laughed
"Honestly Beth I love it except I always imagine myself lying in a field of flowers in one fo those big puffy dresses with a bonnet looking at the flowers, maybe drawing them. There's a hill that I am drawing in the background and I'm drawing and I look up and the girl I like, the princess is standing there. Mind you we've had a few close calls but nothing kissy has happened because she's going to become the future queen and its illegal being gay. And so she standing there and I stand up and she's walking closer and closer to me before our foreheads touch and she whispers 'I love you' and then we run away together in love. Oh and it's the sunset when we forehead touch and the sun is gleaming at us"
Sage fantasized
"Sounds nice, I like my way more but honestly they all seem like a dream"
Beth smiled
"No just it sounds nice in theory but in practice no"
Becca commented
"I would get hate-crimed in that era so I'm good. But I agree the clothes are nice"
Quinn gave her opinion
"Yeah I mean the time is horrible but the clothes"
Beth agreed
"Well it's five so can we order the food now"
Melania groaned
"Yeah what does everyone want"
Quinn pulled out here phone
"What are we getting"
Beth asked
"Anything uhh there's a restaurant called GreenHouse, just say something and I'll say if they have it i don't feel like reading the menu"
Quinn explained
"A salad"
Beth blurted out
"Ok what kind"
Quinn asked
"What do they have my favorite is Caesar salad but if they don't have that I'll choose something else"
Beth told her
"Yeah they have Caesar salad. So what does everyone else want"
"I'll have a burger"
Becca smiled
"Ok I'm going to get you are burger with ½ pund beef, lettuce, tomato, pickles and cheese"
Quinn showed her, Becca nodded in agreement
"That sounds good, I'll have that too"
Melania chuckled
"Do they have anything vegetarian I don't feel like a salad"
Sage shyly asked
"Uh wait let's see they have a Stir Fry, a smoked cauliflower"
Quinn started
"Stir Fry, I want the stir fry but no meat obviously"
"Ok got it Beth you want the Caesar salad, Becca and Melania the burger, Sage you want the Stir Fry. Any objections?"
Quinn stated, everyone shook their heads. Quinn added something to the basket and then ordered delivery.
"I'm going to go move my stuff"
Quinn said and left, she grabbed all her things and slowly moved them to her new room. Everyone asked if they could help but she always declined.
"Finally I've got everything to my room"
She sighed, she had locked the door but outside stood Sage
"Hey are you ok, I'll help you with he unpacking"
"I'm fine"
Quinn said holding back her tears
"Ok, if you need anything just call me"
She softly nudged. Quinn heard her leave and then she fell to the floor sobbing.
"Oh god what has my life come to. I I want my old life back. I want my old body back, I hate this stupid bump, I hate it here on earth I hate it. I want, I want, I want to talk to people. I don't want to only be there for people, but I want people to be there for me. But I can't, why can't I ask. I'm so fucking annoying, my child is going to turn out horrible, they're going to hate me. I'm ruining their life. I'm ruining everyones life, I'm going to spend so much of our money on my child, maybe I should have aborted. Maybe I should give it up for adoption. No then I would be ruining their lives, maybe I should just ki- no I can't do that. I should just suck it up, it's my fault I'm just an idiot who liked a stupid boy who peer pressured me into everything its my fault and now I have to live with my own mistakes."
Quinn sobbed
"Quinn dinners here"
Becca screamed. Quinn went to the mirror and wiped away her tears. She stood there making sure you couldn't tell she had cried. She walked down to see everyone sitting at the dining table.
"So have you brought all your stuff out of my room"
Becca asked giving Quinn her food
"Yeah just need to decorate the room to make it feel more like home"
Quinn smiled hiding her tears
"Do you guys think Daniel and Nathaniel will come back"
Sage asked
"Daniel can come back, but Nathaniel can root in hell with Elizabeth. I don't want to see his stupid face here ever, I don't want to see his face period. If I say them I will shoot him in the stomach so that it hurts. I want to see him feel pain because of me, not me feeling pain because of him. So to answer your question I think Daniel will come back, he knows that I won't be that mad at him and I need time to cool off. Nathaniel knows that I want him to root in hell, he knows I never want to see him, so I'm guessing he's most likely not going to come back unless one of us asks him to come back or something bad happens"
Beth ranted
"I'm with Beth on if they come back. It makes sense what she said"
Becca agreed
"Nah, Nathaniel is going to come back eventually have you seen the dude he doesn't care the Beth hates him"
Melania argued
"That's not even true Melania. For the most part he doesn't care. There have been some instances were he has stopped doing something because Beth said so"
Quinn added
"But I think Daniel is going to come back with Nathaniel. If Daniel comes Nathaniel followers and vice versa"
Quinn continued
"Quinn how are we going to deal with your birth, we don't have enough rooms?"
Sage asked
"Thats a 2 month me problem"
Quinn snapped
"Quinn are you sure you're ok"
Beth worriedly asked
"No, I'm not ok"
Quinn broke down
"I hate it, my life has gone to shit. I'm. I'm a mother soon. I don't know if I can. I'm going to be horrible the worst mother. My child is going to fucking hate me, they won't they won't like me. I'm going to guarantee I'm going to be horrible, I have no clue how boys work, and if I have a boy he's going to resent me for having four aunts. And a girl, I don't know I can handle one. I know how I was and I was horrible. Or what happens if the child looks too much like their dad. I'm going to cry every-time I see them because their dad is an asshole who broke me. OMG I haven't had the time to deal with the fact that my child's dad is horrible. He cheated on me, he cheated on me, he cheated on me. That fucker cheated on me. Was it because I am hideous, maybe he saw that I was becoming fat. Maybe I wasn't good enough, maybe I was boring him. Was I not enough. I'm never going to find the one I'm going to be single forever, no man will like me. No girl will want to be with me, why I've got a child so why would anyone want to be with me. I'm going to be so fat once I've given birth. I'm, I'm, I'm just going to die together. And I'm sick and tired of being walked over, but I can't fucking say no. I have to make sure everyone is doing fine but no one asks me if I'm fine. And when people do I just ignore them because I hate leaning on people which is what I'm doing right now. I'm doing exactly what I vowed to never do. I'm talking to people about my problems, who have I become. I don't want to lean on people, I'm a confident, bad bitch who can do anything. I've got beautiful coily hair, my boobs are going to be so nice once my child is out. My lips are what everyone wants, I've got beautiful full lips. My nose is big and I love it. My body is beautiful despite me carrying a baby. I've been carrying a motherfucking baby for the past seven months without the father cause he lost the best girl he will ever meet. Cause he decided I wasn't good enough for him when no he isn't good enough for me I'm levels ahead he can't even get a bad bitch like me, I'm surprised how I even lowered my standards to be with him."
She cried
"Yes you are a bad bitch"
Becca yelled
"Repeat after me I am a bad bitch"
Becca continued
"I am a bad bitch"
Quinn screamed
"I am the best dang snack on this earth"
"I am the best dang snack on this earth"
They both yelled continuously
"Hey Beth can you give me your leftovers"
Sage asked
"Sure"
Beth gave over her food
"You ate more than you normally do, I'm proud of you"
Sage smiled throughout the yelling of Becca and Quinn.