Chapter 4

Chapter 4

I woke up early because I was so excited and I also went to work early.

"Good morning manong." I greeted the security guard who was smiling.

"Good morning too Ma'am, it looks like you're early and you're very blooming Ma'am."

I smiled sparingly. "I just woke up early."

"Do you know that's also Sir's reason." I frowned ... it means Raille is here.

"She's already here?" I asked manong.

"Yes, you both almost at the same time."

I was just holding my chest when I felt the speed of its pulse, I said goodbye to manong and went to the office.

When I got to the front door I slowly opened it, I was startled by its muscular body, his abs very visible on his white V - neck shirt.

When I rolled my eyes at his handsome face. I was so bitten on the lip when I remembered what happened last night.

How can I forget what happened last night if until now I still feel the touch of his lips on me.

I cringed as it looked at me, I immediately headed to my table and distracted myself with sorting through the files of paperwork I hadn't finished bacause of what we did.

"Good morning."

To my great surprise, I suddenly let go of the papers I was holding, causing it to get messy again and what's worse, others fell to the floor, I quickly picked it up before thinking about looking at him.

"Sorry, if I messed you up." He says and helped me, getting a paper works on the floor.

When everything is now okay, I immediately adjust my pencil cut off wearing because it has risen a bit. I looked right at it, it was also right when the door opened and the familiar face appeared there if I didn't know she was a girl yesterday.

"Babe!" Yvonne called to the man in front of me.

I looked at her wearing, Yvonne wearing a tight red dress that showed her bare skin. It really fits in her, apart from being beautiful, sexy, all men will chase with her but I don't like her attitude though.

"Yvonne why are you here?" Raille asked.

"Don't you remember? It's my birthday." Yvonne said while still nuzzling on Raille arms.

I seemed irritated, so I collapsed and piled up the papers I had forgotten and sat down cause of them to look at my direction, even though I knew Yvonne was looking at me, I didn't look at it as I kept fixing the papers that would have been done.

I was still doing what I was doing and when I looked up at the two until now they were still in front of me ... like numb people I just didn't feel like there was anyone here, I focused my gaze again on the papers.

Even before I was halfway there, I heard a whimper when I looked again at the two who were still in front of me.

"Babe." Yvonne muttered to Raille as Yvonne's hand wrapped around Raille's neck and it was Raille holding Yvonne's waist.

The two were flirting while I was watching ... I stared at the air as Yvonne pushed Raille closer to her face ... And all of a sudden I let go of the papers again that I would have just seen when I saw the two kissing in front of me ... Even though Yvonne was the first, I knew that Raille also wanted it, especially since she was still closing her eyes while Yvonne was sneezing.

I immediately stood up and grabbed the attention of the two ... I grabbed my bag and quickly left the office I did not want to see the next one but before I could leave I heard Yvonne's question to Raille.

"Who is she?" Yvonne asked.

"Just the secretary."

It was as if my heart was torn by what he said

'just a secretary', why does that man have such an effect on me, even though I have no right I am hurt. Yes I will admit I crush it so this is how I just feel, like I want an explanation from Raille.

From where I was standing, I was just holding on to the same thing when I felt my knees shaking and my head hurt, I slowly walked out, I don't know why I was accompanied when he was with someone else who I wanted to kill. . .

"Oh! Ma'am you're out ... Wait! Is there a problem?" Manong asked me, maybe I noticed my weakness.

" I just have a headache, I need a break." I answered and walked straight out, my head really hurts, I just can't walk.

I was about to leave the building when someone called me and I became even weaker, I didn't look at him, I was still walking straight even though Raille kept calling me.

I couldn't take it anymore and I fell down but before I fell down someone caught up with me, I opened my eyes and I saw Raille's handsome face, I immediately straightened up even though I still felt my headache was I stood up well to show that I could do myself.

"I'll help you Presciousse." He say

Even though I still haven't been able to answer the person who called Raille's name, now he will fix it and add an ace.

"Raille!" Yvonne cried while with Raille's Mother.

I don't know what happened next because before Mother Raille could see me I turned around and took a taxi.

I know that Raille's Mother doesn't like me, I feel that and I'm not a fool to force myself on her Mother, when I could I looked at their side, my head hurt even more when I thought of going together - like the whole family.

I shuddered to see Yvonne hugging Raille's arm and her Mother who looked happy in the picture.

The flight took a few hours and I got home, as soon as I entered I saw my aunt sleeping alone on the sofa so I would change my mind to move but I had to be independent because I told my Mother that do not rely on others.

We're not rich, but we also make money somehow, Mama and I just have enough to live and eat three times a day, once when I was in college I tried to be a working student because someone told me that I was just working there but I didn't know I was going to be a prostitute, I went home right away, since then I haven't tried to be a working student, I just focused on studying while my mom is a worker so we can live until I finish college , that's when the cause of mama's illness came in so I immediately decided to go to Manila.

I didn't realize that I was in tears so I immediately went into the room and there I cried all over, I didn't know that we - I miss Mama, it's been three weeks without my Mother and I really miss her.

I didn't realize that maybe I fell asleep because I cried last night

I immediately got up and I felt the reign of my eyes accompanied by a headache, maybe I won't go in now I feel a little bad, I looked in the mirror and just held on to that side when I felt dizzy.

I almost fell when I just couldn't hold on and I could still feel my knees shaking. Gradually I opened my eyes and examined myself in the small mirror.

My eyes were swollen, it was obvious that I was crying, I closed my eyes again when I felt like I was going to fall again, maybe papa will check me up and just come in tomorrow, I will let my body rest first and the my eyes.

I forced myself to get to bed. Without strength I lay down on the bed and buried my face in the pillow next to it

In a few minutes, there was a knock on the door.

"Preciousse are you still there?" Auntie asked while still knocking on the door, Hindu that I could answer because I was so tired.

And I just heard the door of my room open.

"Hmm..."I heard my aunt whisper.

"Aren't you coming in?" He asked but I still did not look at it, I do not want him to see me like this.

"Not at first, I feel a little bad." I said while my head was still submerged in the pillow.

Auntie was silent, I thought it was gone but when I felt a hand touch my neck, I knew it was auntie because I knew she was examining my condition.

"Aren't you hot ahh? What's wrong with you." he said and I barely pulled cause I had to face him.

Auntie's eyes immediately widened at my appearance.

"Wait are you crying?" It asked me to notice my puffy eyes.

"Because my head hurts, and I miss Rin po ai mama." I said and immediately sat down as I felt dizzy again.

I didn't lie here, I told everything except what happened in the office and when I said goodbye, I was going to move to live, which he immediately understood.

"Oh! I'll cook you some soup." he said and left the room.

I only slept for a few minutes because my aunt woke me up to eat, she also spit on me and took medicine.

"How are you feeling?"

"It's pretty okay!"

"Oh! Hey! Take a break!"

My aunt left and gave me a rest, she said she wouldn't cry anymore even though she said she knew I had another reason why I cried, I felt a little better, my headache was gone, not anymore By the way, my dad will check up for more costs

I would have taken another nap when the door opened again.

"He's gone." said my aunt frowning at me.

Who left? I asked myself.

"Who left aunty."I said to aunty who was staring at me intently.

"The handsome man."

My eyes immediately widened, maybe it was Raille.

Not Preciousse, that's not Raille don't be assuming a whisper in my mind.

"Tell me, is he the reason you cried?" Auntie asked seriously.

"No ah ... It's my boss and maybe he just went here because I didn't finish arranging the paperwork because I left early, and didn't I already tell you that I just miss mama." I said and lay down on the bed.

Auntie just nodded and left.

I picked up my phone on the table and I just noticed a lot of text and calls from Raille.

I received ten messages from Raille and 16 missed calls.

I didn't reply to it, I'm not in the mood to reply to him and I'm also not inclined to text anything.

I couldn't sleep yet, I just went to the bathroom and took a shower

While I was taking a bath, I remembered what Raille had said, I closed my eyes when I felt the warmth of water in my body.

I slapped myself just in case I woke up to the fact that she already had a girlfriend.

'Why are you hurting, you even beat that man's girlfriend and it's only natural for them to kiss because they have a relationship, don't be a villain in their love story, because you're just his secretary'. Whispered in my mind.

I looked in the mirror at the CR and let out a deep breath.

"Okay Preciousse inhale ... Exhale, from now on you will avoid Raille so that you do not deepen your feelings for him." I calmed myself down and licked my own face

I decided to go out to get dressed for bed, because it's a bit late and I'll go to bed early so I can get in early tomorrow and tomorrow I'll finish my work so I can get home early and then next week I'll find a place to live.

I lay down on the bed and wrapped a blanket up to my neck, I feel fine and my eyes are fine, I was about to close my eyes when suddenly my cellphone lit up.

I took it immediately, I thought he was calling but it was just a message from Raille

Raille:

Are you feeling okay? , I visited you earlier but your aunt said you were asleep and feeling bad, I would have visited you in your room but I was not allowed so I just left.

Good night!

I was just thrown on the air, that's her sweetheart again, can she touch me, I turned off my phone when I heard it calling, I ignored it and went to sleep.