After harsh and violent events that happened in past, I completely lost my faith in relationships: love and friendship both.
I spent my last couple of years happily by myself and a very few people I trusted. Most of the people thought I was arrogant and self-centred and i was completely okay with that.
But then a realisation hit hard, because of couple of bad people I can't stop trusting everyone.

So, for a change i needed a new and fresh kick start. I transferred to another college in last year of my graduation.
I loved the feeling of new and raw start.
fresh me, fresh people , fresh environment and a lot better vibes.

This is where the story starts...
I was walking towards my class  through the busy corridor just when I saw a him siting on the very first bench of Lr. 19, I saw his fair skin, his jawline, a face with a smile talking to someone on his left. My heart skipped a beat. I was petrified. He turned his face towards me while i was still standing few steps from the door of the class. He smiled.
And I realised he was not the one i had a crush on but indeed he looked almost like my crush.

After 6 months...
The boy i saw is my only true and dearest friend in this college...

After about a year,
Things change so fast and harshly that you don't even get time to understand the circumstances.
The change breaks you..
It hurts but hurt eventually makes you stronger.


Read to find out what really happened in the last year of her graduation....

LR-19- A not so hidden relationship

I love my life again. I broke up with him two weeks ago. I can't say I don't miss him. He was in front of me for 6 hours a day. He was not regular in the class. 


After 2 days of my stunt I apologised to him. Now because what i said, but because in what state i said. It would have gone well if i was sober. But you can't expect normal from me now. Do you? 


He kept staring at me most of the time. It was like he was longing to talk to me but his ego was stopping him. whatever the reason was, he was not acting mature. 


I thought Armaan and raaj will stop talking to me after our breakup but turned out they supported me. They talked with us both, kevin and me. Raaj tried to convince both me.and him to talk maturely. I agreed but he didn't. He will eventually come around. 


Kevin was pretty much angry with his friends talking to me. Even carol stopped talking to him and that amused me. I felt bad for him but deep down i knew he deserves this. He left his friends for every new girl. 


I felt his gaze upon me most of the time and it was pretty uncomfortable. Even few of the classmates told me that he was looking at me. This was exciting for them. Every now and then i heard them talking. 


"What happened to kevin and kavya, weren't they inseparable and what happened now?" Or "Kavya dumped him." And many such more. 


Few of them even asked me what was wrong and why I don't sit with him but i never answered. What was there to answer? It was complicated. And him staring at me was cherry on top. 


It was hard to move on when he was around you most of the time. I tried to talk to him and ask why he was acting wierd but he lashed out instead. 


"You made fun of me infront of my friends. People are talking so shit about you. I am handling your image. People are sharing your screenshots with me." 


He was angry because i uploaded a pic with raaj and armaan with caption "kicking some people out to make place for good one's." Because i was feeling wild. And few other pics with carol and boys with caption "some people are worth keeping." 


He was really angry but he wanted to talk. But man ego. The staring never stopped, be kept staring at me which was creepy. It all ended with the graduation 


Some people are worth kicking out of your live, for your own peace of mine. 


Awkward staring