Chapter 11: My Heart Beats for You

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SEXUAL CONTENT

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I close my eyes, and when I open them, Jayden and I are standing next to a pond with a big, beautiful waterfall. There are blue lights in and around the water, making it even more beautiful. I look around at everything around me. There is an outdoor couch with a big glass table, there's a grill and a couple of picnic tables. Jayden leads me around and there's a door built into the side of the waterfall. He leads me through it and the sight takes my breath away. We're in a cave made of rock, there are showers and massage tables, and a big bar. There are candles everywhere and the room smells like vanilla and cinnamon, with a hint of citrus. I see another door and walk toward it, it has a window so I look through and see a sauna.

I look at Jayden, confused. "Where are we? How did we get here?"

He looks at me and smiles. "Well witches can teleport sometimes, but only to their homes. This is my home." I look at him, astonished.

He grabs my hand again and leads me to one part of the wall, next to a speaker. He pushes a button on the speaker and the wall opens up, revealing a staircase. We walk up the stairs and he opens another door, and then we walk in.

It's beautiful. We walk into a huge living room, combined with a big kitchen and dining room. There's a door by the end of the room, I'm assuming a bathroom. There's a staircase built into the wall, we walk up it into a huge bedroom. There's a window covering a whole wall, and the window points out to the waterfall, it's the most amazing sight. He has a huge TV almost covering another wall, and then a bed big enough to fit 10 people. There's another door and I open it and walk into a huge bathroom, it reminds me of a spa.

"This is amazing!" I say, looking at him.

He looks at me and smiles, "thank you, would you like to go for a swim?"

I nod my head excitedly as we make our way back downstairs, stopping at the bar on the way. Jayden goes behind the bar and makes us each a drink, and then we head toward the pond. He takes a drink and then sets his drink on a table, so I do the same.

We walk over by the water and he grabs me, about to throw me in the water. I laugh and grab onto him, "no!"

"Any last words?" He asks jokingly, lifting me off the ground.

"Jayden! You better not!" I yell, giggling.

"What are you gonna do about it?" He asks.

"If you throw me in I'm taking you with me."

He laughs, "too late," he says. Next thing I know I'm flying toward the water. When I hit the water, it's warm, almost like a hot tub.

"Jayden!" I yell as I swim over and splash him.

He starts laughing more, "here let me help you out," he says as he holds out his hand.

I take his hand and then I push my feet against the edge of the pond, pulling him into the water with me.

"Oh so that's how we're playing this," he says as he splashes me.

I splash him back and we laugh and splash each other back and forth for a few minutes, before I realize how uncomfortable it is swimming in my dress. We both get out of the water and sip on our drinks a little bit. I try to get my dress off, but I can't get it unzipped.

"Hey Jayden, can you help me... unzip my dress?" I ask, blushing at the thought of him helping me take my dress off.

He walks up behind me and moves my hair out of my way, brushing his fingers across my neck. He then gently unzips my dress and slides the straps down my shoulders. He hesitates, waiting for me to stop him but I don't.

He turns me around and continues sliding my dress down my body, his fingers brushing my body on the way down, and then I step out of it. I see his eyes quickly move up and down my body, but they land on my eyes.

"That bathing suit looks amazing on you," he says with a smile.

I bite my lit to try to hold back my blush, "thank you."

"Of course."

He grabs a remote and starts playing music from the speakers by the waterfall.

He then holds out his hand and leads me back over to the water. He lowers himself into the water and holds his arms out for me. I sit down on the edge and then he grabs my waist and lowers me into the water, pulling me close to him.

I put my arms around his neck and let him sway me around to the music. I can't help but to put my head on his chest, and it feels like I haven't done it in forever. It's been exhausting being so distant with him and I can't help myself anymore.

"You've been acting different toward me today, why?" He asks, curiously.

I look at him and sigh, I can't tell him the truth. "It's just been a lot to find out in the last few days."

"I know it has, but that's not it. You've been different toward me specifically, like you're trying to avoid me, did I do something?"

I shake my head.

"Then what is it Olivia?"

"I... I don't want you to fall in love with me. I don't want you to get hurt." I say, looking into his eyes.

He kisses my forehead. "Olivia, you can't stop me from falling in love with you. I already have."

I look at him, confused. "What?"

He looks into my eyes, "I'm in love with you Olivia, and there's nothing that can change that. You don't have to worry about hurting me, even 5 minutes with you is enough to make me the happiest man alive. Sometimes good things come to an end, but that doesn't mean that the good things shouldn't happen. You are the kindest, smartest, bravest, and most beautiful woman I've ever met. Being around you makes my heart flutter and holding you in my arms makes me feel like I'm alive. Whenever I look at you, I can't stop myself from staring, everything about you mesmerizes me. I love you so much, and you shouldn't hold yourself back from loving me just because you might end up loving someone else eventually."

We stared into each other's eyes for a few minutes, "I love you Jayden," I say, surprising myself. "I need you to promise me that you'll be okay if I end up with Arcadia. I can't hurt you."

He puts his forehead against mine and caresses my cheek, "I promise you, Olivia."

"Okay," I whisper, still staring into his eyes.

He pulls back a little bit and he looks down at my lips and back into my eyes. The next thing I know, his soft lips are pressed against mine. He runs his finger up the side of my body and to my neck, before he tangles his fingers into my hair and pulls me even closer. I can feel the need and the passion in his kiss, I don't ever want to let go. Our lips move together and the kiss intensifies, he bites my bottom lip and I wrap my legs around his waist. I don't even realize we're moving until I feel the waterfall rush over us, I gasp and he chuckles against my lips. We get out from under the waterfall and I feel my back press up against a rock wall, with his body pressed against mine. His lips trail down my jawline, planting little kisses on the way. I moan in pleasure as the feeling of his lips electrifies my skin. He starts to nibble and suck on my neck, I bite my lip to stifle another moan.

He pulls back and stares into my eyes, "you are so beautiful Olivia."

I don't know what to say so I pull his lips back to mine and continue on with the kiss, he pulls me back from the wall and moves me back under the waterfall and then to the edge of the pond, our lips still locked together. He then picks me up and sets me on the ledge, and stands between my legs. He plants a few kisses on my lips before he gently places his hand on my chest telling me to lay down. I do as he says and he gets out of the water, his body hovering over mine, and he kisses me again.

He trails his finger down my neck, and then down my chest and to the bottom of my stomach. My heart starts to beat rapidly and I just want more of him.

"Jayden," I moan, almost begging him.

He places runs his thumb across my bottom lip slowly and then leans back down to kiss me again. He bites my bottom lip softly and runs his fingers down my body, stopping at my breasts to tease them with his fingers, I let out another moan, which causes him to moan.

He sits up, grinning at me, "let's have another drink."

I realized why he was grinning, he was trying to tease me but I didn't know how far my body would let him go before I can't resist him.

He stands up and holds out his hand, I take it and he helps me up, and then we walk hand in hand inside to the bar. We get inside and he holds out a barstool so I sit, while he goes behind the bar to make drinks.

I can still feel my body tingling and begging for him, so I stand up to walk around the bar and then I plant a kiss on his lips. He smiles with a devious look in his eyes, and the he grabs me by the waist and picks me up. He turns us around and presses me against the wall, and then he kisses me deeply and passionately, before setting me back down.

Every time he kisses me, my whole body explodes with excitement. I stand there lightheaded looking into his eyes, "where's my drink?"

He laughs, "well if you'd give me a chance to make it."

I laugh and sit back down, watching him mix the drinks. He makes it look so simple and so easy, he just flows through the motions.

He finishes and grabs the drinks, "I have something else to show you." He hands me my drink and grabs my hand to lead me back upstairs.

We walk up to the bedroom, and then he walks over to a bookcase and pulls on a book. The book case opens up, revealing another staircase. I look at Jayden and he nods before leading me up the staircase.

The staircase lead to the roof, and it was beautiful. I could see everything for miles, it was mostly trees and fields, I could see some mountains too. I realize that we're now above the top of the waterfall, there's a gap between the top of the house and the balcony, and that's where the water rushes through and over the edge. There were hammocks and tables with chairs and some plants on the patio, there were lights around the edges and wrapped around everything. I felt like I was in a fairytale.

I feel Jayden walk up behind me and wrap his arms around my waist, "beautiful right?"

"It's the most amazing thing I've ever seen." And it was true, I had never seen anything more beautiful than his home.

"You are more than welcome here anytime you would like."

I think for a second and then I turn around, "so why are you staying at Beth's? You have the most amazing home in the world but you left, and it's hard to believe that you'd leave all of this," I say, holding my arms out, "for me."

"Of course I would leave it for you. I know that it's a beautiful place, but there's nothing more beautiful than you. I'd go anywhere as long as it's with you"

"I love you Jayden," I say, looking into his eyes.

"I love you Olivia," he takes my hand in his and places my palm on his chest, "my heart beats for you."

I look at him in shock, remembering that was exactly what Vince had said to Rose.

"Are you okay?" He asks, seeing the shock on my face.

"Yes... did y-you know... the last Arcadia and the last Ida, Rose?"

He shakes his head, "no. They died before I was born."

I look at him curiously, "did you ever know a man named Vince?"

He thinks for a second, "I don't think so, it doesn't sound familiar. Why, is everything okay?"

I nod my head, "yes it's just... it's kind of a lot to explain."

"We have time, how about we go downstairs and get comfortable?"

I nod my head as he takes my hand and leads me downstairs. I assume we're going to the living room or something, but we stop in the bedroom.

I stand over by the bed as he goes into his closet and pulls out 2 robes, just like the ones at Beth's house. He walks over and sets the robes on the bed and walks up behind me. He wraps his arms around me and kisses my neck, before stepping back a little bit. He grabs one of the strings on my bathing suit and slightly tugs it, so that it almost comes undone. My body tenses up but I don't say anything, as my heart begins to speed up.

He steps closer to me, placing kisses up and down my neck, "Are you okay with my helping you? If not I could leave the room while..."

"No!" I cut him off, embarrassed, "don't leave, I want your help." I say, trying not to sound desperate.

He turns me toward him and looks into my eyes, "are you sure Olivia? I don't want to do anything you're not comfortable with."

I nod my head, "I'm sure."

He grins, "alright then."

He turns me back around and slowly pulls on the string to my bathing suit top. Eventually, the knot comes undone and he moves to untie the other one, moving even slower this time and grazing my back with his fingers. My bathing suit top comes completely undone, and he helps me take it off.

I turn around and his eyes stay locked on mine, I move forward and kiss him, making my chest press against his. He puts his arms around me, lifting me up so that my legs are around his waist. I start kissing and nibbling his neck, and then he gently lays me down on the bed on my back.

His hands trace up and down my body, stopping at the top of my bathing suit bottoms, my heart starts pounding as he looks at me questioningly, like he's asking for permission. I bite my lip and nod my head, and he starts to pull down my bathing suit bottoms. He stops to kiss my stomach and then the insides of my thighs. His lips start moving up the inside one of my thighs, causing me to moan, and then he stops right before he reaches my sweet spot. He kisses the inside of my thigh again, before continuing to slide my bottoms down. Once he removes my bottoms, he kisses down my stomach and right above my sweet spot, teasing me.

He stands up and holds his hand out so I take it, he then slides the robe around my shoulders and I put my arms through.

I look at him confused, "why'd you stop?"

He chuckles, "what do you mean? I was done taking your bottoms off."

I roll my eyes, "you know what I mean Jayden."

"Do I?"

I roll my eyes again, "whatever, but now it's time for me to help you."

He looks at me, and he seems kind of nervous, but he nods his head. "Alright."

I grin and take a step closer. I kiss his chest and down to his stomach, and then I plant kisses across his lower stomach and he moans.

As soon as I start sliding his shorts down I can see it. It is big and hard and I try to resist the urge to kiss it and stroke it, but I want to hear him moan. I slightly touch it over his shorts and I see him bite his lip, I smile. I keep pulling his shorts down and then I brush my lips across the tip of it, and he moans more. His moans make me want him even more, I can't stop thinking about the things I want him to do to me. I finish pulling his shorts down and stand up, but I brush my fingers up it at I stand up, and he moans again.

I stand up and turn to grab his robe, he grabs me and turns me toward him, "I see what you're trying to do here."

"What do you mean? I was just helping you take your shorts off," I smirk and hand him his robe, "but if I was trying to do something, I think it worked."

He grinned as he slid into his robe, "oh you think so?"

He put me on the bed and got on top of me, his body close to mine. He leaned down and kissed my collarbone, and then opened my robe partially and kissed down to my breast. He licked and sucked on my nipples as I moaned in pleasure.

He kissed back up toward my neck and up to my lips, and I could feel how hard he was against my sweet spot. He started rocking his hips back and forth and it started rubbing against me, with only a robe between us. My body started shaking and begging for him.

"Jayden, please," I moaned.

He pressed his lips to mine and moaned against my lips, making me want him even more. And then he pulled back.

I looked at him confused.

"This is all we can do for now Olivia, I can't go any further with you."

"Why? What do you mean?"

He got off of me and laid next to me, draping his arm around me. "I don't want you to something you'll regret, like giving your whole body to me."

"But I won't regret it! I want you."

"Right now you want me, but if you fall in love with Arcadia, you won't want me to have been your first, you'll want him to be your first and only."

"Even if I do fall in love with Arcadia, nothing with you will ever be a regret."

"After you meet Arcadia, you can decide if you still want this."

"But I don't know when I'll even meet Arcadia! I haven't even been getting many visions about him!"

Jayden pulls me to him, "fine, then we'll at least wait until you get your memories, it shouldn't be too much longer. You've been having a lot of visions. I can't take your body from you Olivia, not until you know that's what you truly want."

I nod my head, "okay."

"Let's lay down and talk, you should get some sleep soon."

"Shouldn't we go back to Beth's? They'll be wondering where we are."

He shakes his head, "I told Beth I'd take you here, we're going to stay for a few days."

"But I didn't bring clothes."

"Celeste and I went and bought you some new clothes a few days ago, I brought them here while you were sleeping. That closet is yours," he says, pointing to a wall.

I look at him, confused.

He laughs and grabs my hand, leading me over there. He points to a little black rock, it's barely noticeable, "you see that?"

I nod my head.

"Push it." I push the button and the rocks form a big opening, I walk inside and my eyes get wide. The closet is huge and filled with clothes and shoes and makeup and hair products, and pretty much anything you can think of.

He walks up behind me wrapping his arms around me, "do you like it?"

"I love it! Thank you." I say as I turn around to hug him.

He plants a kiss on my cheek and we walk out, he pushes the button again and the closet door shuts. We walk over to the bed and I lay down, and then he lays next to me.

He pulls me into his arms, "how come you asked if I knew Rose and Arcadia?"

I yawn and lean into his chest, "can I tell you in the morning?" He smiles and nods his head.

My eyes start to get heavy so I close them, a few minutes later I feel Jayden kiss my head and whisper, "goodnight, I love you Olivia."

I lift my head and plant a kiss on his lips, "I love you."

I lay my head back onto his chest and he strokes my hair as I fall asleep.