chapter 2

I should not be too forward

" is it gonna hurt?? ". GOD I could do this all day

" no I'm just gonna like finger you like once, sorta "

finger? I'm cool with it . I sit on the chair and slowly part my legs . I've never been fingered all my life but here right now the person I've always crushed on is gonna finger me .oh . I slowly raise the towel up to my belly n spreadmy legs as wide as I can . he go down to his knees as if commanded not tearing his eyes off my sex. I arch closer so he could see my wetness.

" Remi "

" Elle are you sure you really really -- no if you're pregnant we'll deal with it , you could be lying "

" how dare you call me a liar ! do you think I was lying? "

" I'm sorry ... I did not-- "

" so you don't trust me?? " I sit back up and start to fake cry " how dare you ?"

" I'm sorry -- "

" how could I know? it may have been milk and maybe it was just one of the guys you've beaten up when when we were little and just decided to prank you because he knows I'll always get back to you " damn I'm such a good liar . Remi try to cajole me but I shove him away

" I'm sorry "

" leave me alone "

" okay how about I hug you or I give you my credit card uh? "

" fine I'll take your credit card "

I stand up to my feet, quickly I peck his cheeks before running up the stairs . I make my way to the room fast, put on a spaghetti top and a bum short and run out. sometimes I can be mature and sometimes I can be childish it depends on the mood sometimes I get so mature they kick me out of the house because that time I get to tell them the do's and donts why this is not healthy or why that might fall you know.... I meet # best friend no 2 on the seat beside Remi laughing, talking and eating . I roll my eyes as I seat beside Remi on the left side. I even wonder if Aria has a crush on Remi even if she does she's so good at hiding it

" sup babe "

" I'm fine " I pick up a slice of pizza n start eat up

" where were you last night ? "

" Remi told you hasn't he "

" no . I called your phone around one yesterday I wanted to gist your u as usual , usual that I know you do not by any means sleep at one midnight by mistake but then a guy picked it up and talked to me. you got drunk again "

" yes "

" you two had sex? "

oh oh

" wait what are you two like? my mother and father?? uh?"

" baby you're the youngest around here so it's our responsibility. she pointed to herself and Remi. " to watch over you so yeah we are like your mother and father number 2 .

" ugh . I hate you guys "

" so did you two have sex?? "

" no! Aria no, I'm not stupid why would I on Earth let a complete stranger have sex with the me? "

" better "

" I'm going shopping after we're done eating . I said after a while of consideration. Aria can be too motherly sometimes and it is annoying it has always been annoying

" lemme guess. with Remi's credit card?? . okay good I've been running out of new fits these days. so there's this trending denim I saw up on sale last Friday and I think we should get it. still up on sale people can't afford it

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Now that I think of it Aria is just a couple of months older than me so she has no damn right over me. why didn't I think of this earlier. I'm sure she's feeling herself right now behind those wheels . we enter the street Remi lives in. we've spent a lot I mean a lot of cash today, we visited like ten shops, restaurants, like 5 of them eating dessert only until Aria threw up . Remi even barely cares he even barely spends money on himself and when he does geez that dude is a fashion freak . you're gonna be speechless and nothing ever misfit him. it's either he looks very very good or he looks very very very good or he makes you drool that you can't help but gape

And I'm sure a lot of workers in his dad company he's gonna be working for as the CEO will gape hard and throw themselves at him. Remi is like a god, Gold is like a godder and his father like a goddest . they are like triplets and Remi is the only one who loves women.. it makes me jealous a great deal c'mon you can't blame me. I haven't fucked all my life and with Remi as a very hot hot best friend why wouldn't I. all my friends that I know have boyfriends and girlfriends and I am the only one left . one Remi wouldn't even let me . he scares them off with one death look of his or he just calls me baby or wrap his hand around my waist or squeeze my buttocks or better still whisper something seductive and dirty in my ear . no u wouldn't even call it whisper he makes sure the other dude hears loud and clear. no mistake . Aria pull up slowly in front of the gigantic mansion Remi lives in all by himself. do not be deceived ,Aria is a crazy driver one crazy driver once she's high forget it you'll prefer dying, literally that instant

I get out of the car with the card in hand. we nearly hit a million today we didn't spend much seriously I just transferred some into Aria and my account . I step on the foot mat and push myself forward for the eye recognition . Remi's father made the security like that for his family, mine and Aria. since Remi is the last born so he protect him at all cost . the door open , I step in, the sitting room's quiet. hmm he's probably sleeping I climb up to his room and open it

" hey sleepy head -- " l stop in my tracks . A beautiful blonde naked on the bed, on his bed. the door to the bathroom opens, Remi step out. his hair dripping wet , a towel around his waist.

" who are you?? " that dirty blonde asks

" ask your momma! and here is your fucking card Remi ". I throw it at him and stomp down the stairs . before I can even make for the door a wet cold hand catches me by my waist , the water from his hair lands on my face and that turns me on . not now stupid hormones I'm angry.

" you can't just throw my fucking card at me " at that I try to pry myself off him

" you are a sick bastard , let me go now "

" why are you angry "

" nothing " I realise now that I have no right he's not cheating on me I'm just a stupid friend who has a crush on him

" you can't just barge into my room. like that "

" I'm sorry . please let me go ." I try to push back the stupid tears in my eyes GOD why me!

" baby " that blonde girl call from up the stairs

" I just never knew you were into blondes where'd you find her a strip club? you can do better than than this man "

" go back upstairs I'll be with you in a sec ". the girl nods and leave I just cant control myself. I feel stupid around him . why does he have to be my friend why does he hurt me every time he gets a chance? A tear fall before I can stop it " why are crying baby " he makes to touch me but I slap his hand away

" your baby is up there waiting for you.... Remi you fucking told me to spread my legs wide open for you today and you fucking a blonde ? " I yell at him . I can't control myself one thing I can't do when I'm with him.

" Go home. Elle -- "

" I damn will you bastard "

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I drive straight to the nearest bar, gulp a cup or two of vodka. you know what gut .I have every right to do whatever I want he's not the boss of me . I'm not gonna let him order me around and make me abstain from guys any longer. I can have sex too . I'm doing it tonight no matter what

" hey " someone whisper in my ear hot breath and everything. I nearly fall out of my seat but once again the strong arms captures me. it's the guy from last night I didn't even remember to catch his name " are you okay " he asks hands still on my waist GOD

" no " heat creeps in through the flimsy thing I'm wearing down to my core . I shudder and grab his arm to steady my self

"maybe I should take you home "

" nah, I'm fine dance with me "

how we are mentally, literally grinding each other. I let out a smile and hold on tighter. I can feel the bulge in his jeans GOD I think I'm cumming already . I'm not drunk but I think I'm enjoying this , no I am enjoying it he rests his head on mine , his hot breath fan my face slowly , an action that could drive any woman crazy . l lose all my senses and push my self closer . he kisses my head, cheeks and nibble on my ear I melt right into him pressing my breast against his oh GOD

" you're so beautiful c'mon let's get out of here " I let him drag me out the fresh breeze hit my face oh now is the time for it . he pushed me against a car and kiss me. I mentally throw my arms around his neck and kiss him back. he brushes my arms around his thumb. I shudder