The current state of affairs

My day may have passed in a blur, but that was because my mind was preoccupied with the memories Sam and I built together. It brought me back to the day we first met; to the day he welcomed me home, and then to his proposal, to the time everything just felt right, until the present. 

"It's not that Sam lacked in telling me about what to expect, I just chose not to see it. The fairytale-like life and love blinded me. I failed to see the darker side that had existed for a long time." I asserted with a tone full of conviction. 

"Just like how I chose to only see the good side of you, Mister Fabian. I never thought you are more than what meets the eye," I added as I sported a subtle smile. "I can't change history nor do I have the luxury to sulk in this room. If you blame yourself, then, I am also one to blame."

"My lady, I feel relieved that you've matured." Fabian expressed bitterly with a sigh. "But, please, don't blame yourself."