Where Demon Lives

" How did I end up here? What happened? Is there a way of going back? Why should I stop? Am I in the right? What ever happens is the result of my own choices so why am I regretting? Is there humanity still left inside me? "

These questions always haunt me daily, especially at night when I want to seek peace but I guess it's just some sort of Karma that I have to live with for the rest of my life.

I tried to close my eyes to rest my body in attempt of getting some sleep but it was no where to be found, I knew it was useless anyway so I forced myself out of my bed , dropping those white silk sheets on the floor and putting on my furry slippers as heads to the kitchen, turning on the lights and taking a look around before opening the fridge and taking out the milk and putting it on counter as starts to make some coffee for myself.

" Useless..."