I'm a 17-year-old high schooler and artist, plus I write on my free time. This book is about growing and how I became who I am now. I talk about my struggles, love, and things that are important to me. This is a story about me. I hope you stop to think for a while and give me a chance to tell you things in my way. I hope this book changes the way you see your world and helps you to grow.

After you go through

When everything gets too heavy to carry remember those moments when you were at your happiest. Try to think of things that made you smile and laugh so hard that you finally cried. You can trick your brain to be happy, but it needs practice. 


It is proven with science that if you tell your brain constantly that you are good at something, for example, swimming-, at some point your brain will start to believe you 


Just breath, drink a glass of water, take one thought at a time and deal with it. Let it out, all of your thoughts. Go on a walk and talk to a tree in the woods, talk to your pet, therapist, friends or write. Do what you want, but at some point, you need to deal with things. 


﻿A friend is not supposed to be like this 


Chapter 11. Friends