I'm a 17-year-old high schooler and artist, plus I write on my free time. This book is about growing and how I became who I am now. I talk about my struggles, love, and things that are important to me. This is a story about me. I hope you stop to think for a while and give me a chance to tell you things in my way. I hope this book changes the way you see your world and helps you to grow.

After you go through

I sometimes have hallucinations at night. Also, I have had sleep paralysis as well. 


He, she, they/them. I don't know which one it is. I can see a dark tall person coming slowly closer and closer every second. (sigh) They reach to my chest with their long arms, I feel their ice-cold hand on my chest. Then "puff". It disappears like smoke. In one minute it seemed real in other unreal, just smoke. Not the first time not the last. Small, thin, and tall. They are different every time, they are black like shadows, white like light, or grey like smoke. 


Chapter 13. Fear