[Series 1 : Ch 1-7]

May 3
…… Nana, am I really bothering you? Take away your happiness? Sorry, Nana. I'll never tired say sorry to you.

I'll go away, it's going better for you? It's not fair, I know, suddenly sneaked into your life and messed things up. Before all I leave back, brother wants to give you a present. May I?


[Series 2 : CH 8-15 ]

All piled up. I am a gay. I won't deny, since I've been active in SSE (same sex experience) even though I don't want. Still I am more than just SSA (same sex attraction). I, after a dozen years of therapy, have not been as romantically attracted to women as I am to men.

And this is what makes me cry, I even still have feelings for Martin. Even though he has ruined my life, I can't deny that feeling is still there. Coupled with the sexual violence that I experienced, I suffered from fugue amnesia and post traumatic stress disorder. I was sick at the thought of sacrificing the future of a woman and maybe my children if I had to be with a man like me for the rest of his life.

"Don't force Tandrie to get married, Pa." Finally the word slid off. This is my first refusal as a father's son. I was able to fulfill papa's other wishes, but not for that. "Sorry Tandrie can't complete half of Tandrie's religion."


[Series 3 : Ch 16-last + 2 Extra]

Albert was in front of him, returned with all perfection. And as Reyna said, Tandrie's single is a big opportunity for back to old love. There are only two ways, go or marriage a woman. The first option is difficult for Tandrie, and leaves and breaks off his doctoral study which has just started. That's so irresponsible.

The second option, build new love with a woman. Let's just bold, italic and underline the word woman. This is more difficulty for Tandrie. Maybe even the biggest. Tandrie is still not straight, even though he believes he is not gay. However, a piece of his life as a gay bottom made him struggling to be straight.

So, what should I do?
#StraightPride

My Brother's Letters

"Daddy..daddy ...!" Lala shouted when she saw Tandrie get out of the car. Extending both hands to greet the little angel. 


Lala, who couldn't wait for Tandrie to approach, immediately ran. Because of her enthusiasm, Lala did not pay attention to the stone that a few seconds ago was responsible for her fall. 


"Be careful, princess. Daddy's not going anywhere." 


Nodding while sobbing she answered his daddy's warning. Sulked by sticking her head to Tandrie's neck. 


The rest of the way to the meeting place, Tandrie carried Lala. He held the child for a long time, knowing that soon they would be separated. Tandrie's chest tightened a little realizing that Lala had actually built a part of his life. Her cheerfulness, innocence and longing for the presence of his own little angel in his life. 


Reyna saw her brother carrying Lala, intending to offer help to carry the chair but Tandrie refused and let Lala sit on his lap, "It's okay." He whispered softly. 


22. Break Up is Easy - End