His touch

As he undressed me Faysal kissed me on my mouse and then on my neck to my collarbone as it was slipping off my clothing. He said that I smelled like flowers from Paradise he want more of me he lies on a rug fine Persian rug in a log from Persia as if he was trying to get me to go lay down with him. I will charge it here first and he blew kisses. That's when I knew I was OK to go with him that he was not a bad guy. Soon he was on top of me with no clothes on only his address and he made love to me like no one else has ever dude. I felt safe with him for the first time in my life I actually felt safe. Hey Siri invited me and my being I feel a burning heat of pleasure between my legs I realize he was inside me we have all the cash as he thrust into me making me moan and say endearing things in Arabic that I never thought I would say. 

Faisal all word say sweet nothings in my ears as if they didn't mean anything but they meant something to me. I am not sure I was beautiful and and that I was his habibi.He would be doing this as he will go in in out of me making me moan for more I never had such a desire in my life to be with a guy. Usually to me sex was painful and horrible even with women. This is the first time I actually fell sensual beauty of being with another. As he kept trusting in me he kiss my neck and wish her to give me enough hickeys on there to do me a lifetime.

Oh habib I said Abakiah.   I love you.

He said that I was the most sweetest person he ever meter Pieous and  pure Muslim he's been around.

Do you mind if I take your purity he said

I told him he can claim me as a zone if he wanted.

I have enough wife says it is I can't have another one but I do love you Sweet Kayla.  

I told him I couldn't go back to Canada to the place where I was abused and then I need his love more than anything else but he insisted that he had enough why she couldn't take care of another one. But he would take  he would care for me.   

I cried I thought I was going to be an angry person for the rest of my life not being able to be this wonderful man. I Christian and I was tempted to leave him oh long but I want more of him I wanted him to fulfil my every desire that I never thought I had. My love I said I wish I can still be with you even if it means being a slave is that possible.

He said that he couldn't have me as a slave it was against the wishes of Allah Keep another woman against her will even though she wants to be with him.  

I begged him just give me a rug to sleep on in the prey on and off find food and I'll be OK I'll clean up your palace and love you at night like your wife is good love you. I was sobbing at this point we been I didn't want to go back to the worst I want to be with him. He reached over towards my cheek and kiss me made made love to me again. I'm so sorry you were crying he was saying I wish I could change that for you and then make you mine. I know how wet your cheeks are I want to kiss your tears away.

By this time I was crying uncontrollably I was almost hyperventilating I had to tell him exactly what happened to me. I told you about the torture and the fact that I was raped as a child. He just handed me the hooka and said this may calm you down.  I inhale the hooka and I breezed out this mould I felt a lot better but I wish I was with him still forever.

Can't we elope my love I said.

He said he'll think about that in the morning as he was tracing the line in my body. I couldn't wait for his answer I fell in doing an easy sleeve yet fell in love at the same time.  

The next morning he said  and he promised that we would elope to Riyadh Saudi Arabia his hometown And kissed me deeply. I told him I want to make love to him again but he said he had to go back to Riyadh and he got dressed other than the head dress he was getting dressed.  He looks so handsome I wanted to be with him again and make love to him as he made love to me. He will be only parting gift I Got was Islamic poetry and the ring.

He was able to sign it inside the cover of the book

My Sufi I wish I could be with you I wish I could have you as my slave as well I will be forbidden lovers.   We show meet again and will elope my darling.  Faisal.

When I read those words I was in tears. It was obviously the writing of a man who cared about me who didn't use me as trash or for sex. I want to back to Canada but not before applying for two citizenship in Saudi Arabia. Therefore I can go and come as I please just as long as I have the money.