Meeting my daughter

One day I ended up getting a letter from the adoptive parents of Mahif Telling me that I am able to come and meet me.  I was wondering if she read my letters but I was too sceptical About that I had seen pictures of her head change from an Arabian in friend to a ghost punk girl with a mohawk in body modifications piercings and tattoos. In the letter the adoptive parents told that mahif becoming a tattoo artist and a writer about my life.   I couldn't believe that she had so many tattoos in so many holes in her head to make a gunshot all victim look stupid but she was beautiful and on way she had jet black hair in jail mohawk and she had dark lipstick on and piercings all over her face what tastefully enough that they were aggressive she had nice tattoos most of them geometric patterns and planets and different constellations that were adoring her skin.   I would mistake you for being Irish or French with the hat hair in the freckles but that wasn't the case I knew better than that I wanted to go visit her. When I want there to visit her she was a happy person for a goth she was actually very creative she showed me her artwork and showed me all the different tattoos all of them her creations that she created herself for her own skin. She went and said she Going to order at school to be a tattoo artist like cat Vandy and be famous and also be an writer.  

I didn't want to tell her that I was her mother because she would've been freaked out by some creepy Muslim woman being her actual mother instead of the mother that she knew was her own.   

My name is Desiree But they call me Silverwing in my subculture I am a piercer in a tattoo artist in training I'm also aspiring author and hope in the right box. I I am well aware of your prices on this planet and that you were the one that gave birth to me even though you are some creepy person that I never met in my life. I didn't want to meet you I wanted to be with my friends today but my parents insisted on meeting you what name did you have for me was I actually Muslim as I said in the ladders. I wanna know said Desiree.

I didn't know what to call her I wanted to call me he's but I was afraid that that would scare her off I wanted to call her Desiree but that would've been an insult to her so I just said Silver lining I am your mother your father was the king of Saudi Arabia who was assassinated we love you very much but I couldn't handle the emotional stress of having you and losing my love.

Desiree one as far as just say I should have that fucking DNA test done I knew there was something different about me and something special about me but I didn't know what it was and now I know that I was of Saudi royalty, are you guys like Neanderthals she asked.

I said we were never Neanderthals to begin with we had her own customs and around traditions and we had a religion that was based on the last prophet of the three great religions we were able to feel emotions enable to be human as well I said. Your father and I loved you very much when you were just in my belly I want to have a mother daughter relationship with you

Desiree one humm and hawwwwand didnt seem too enthusiastic but her mother pinched her on the tricep back of the arm and told her to say yes to have a relationship or at least a penpal relationship with me.  

Do I fucking have to learn Arabic because I don't want to she shed and I don't want this but since my parents insist on this I will gladly be your penpal I won't be your daughter but I'll be your penpal only Desiree said.

I am going to tell you that I will be forever your mother Silverwing and I'll forever love you but if you don't want anything to do with me except for a penpal relationship that is fine with me as well I respect that. I will not press my religious views or my culture or Arabic onto you I will treat you as a friend if that is what you want.  As I was saying these words I was almost ready to cry because I