Chapter 30 " I'll wait for you"

He kept taking steps to her and Tessa out of fear took a step back, that made him even more angrier and colder "Why!?" it came out of his lips like a whisper. Tessa hit a wall and gasped for air, he was making her go insane the more he came closer to her .Jordan moved closer until there was no gap in between the., she couldn't think straight anymore, he lowered his head a bit to fit with her height, his face was too close to hers that they could even hear thier breathes, she felt her throat going dry and turn her gaze away from him, Jordan held her chin and turn her face to him, "You are turning away from me..... it hurts so much " he said in a sad tone and looked into her eyes, "If there is anything that I did wrong then I'm sorry but I can't take this Tessa" he closed his eyes for a minute, Tessa took the moment and look at his closed eyes, she didn't want to hurt him but she couldn't also tell him that she is getting intensed and insane by his presence and touch....♡

She felt like it would be embarrassing, she turned away her face once Jordan opened his eyes, he took a deep breath "Okay, I'll leave you alone if it's what you desire, I promise to never disturb you again, you may go" he moved back from hee and turned to leave, his words felt like a sting I her heart and ince he ket go of her , she felt like he was gone forever, she felt empty, that is when she realized that she won't be able to live without him, she saw his back going away, she let go of all of her insecurities and ran to back hug him, her hands were so tightly wrapped around his waist, he froze right at the spot not understanding this girlfriend of his, sometimes she pushes him away and now she is pulling him closer, he felt the moist on his back , "Don't leave me" she paused a bit before continuing "I'm.... not avoiding you because I stopped loving you but it's because..." she let out a big sigh "because..... you... are making me crazy, everything about you is actually, your eyes, your touch, your breath, they are awakening. y nerves, I can't think straight when I'm before you and I can't take it anymore " she stopped huffing for air "So don't you ever think of leaving me because I can't see me anywhere without you Jordan " she sobbed...♡

A grin crept on his face after hearing her confession, he felt like screaming for victory and make a toast in every bar in the town, he was happy to know that it wasn't just him that was going through such crazy feelings, they were so much like a torture, everytime he was around her he felt like pulling her close and do everything he imagined to do with her every night. Jordan pulled away her hands gently and turned her , she lowered her eyes down not wanting to face him in such state , just not after a heartwarming confession. The smile on his face broadened and lifted her face up he licked her tears away , she bite her lower lip, "The last thing that I wanna see from you is tears, and even I can't see me standing anywhere without you, it feels so happy to hear that both of us shares the same thing in common " she buried her face on his chest, her heart thuding from his words, she was shy to even face him now after confessing to him, "I love you Tessa and let me tell you this... it's hard for me to love someone but once I do it's even harder for me to let go, just love back Tessa, I'm planning to be glued to you till eternity trust me" he said patting her head, her face turned red, and now how can he make her even more insane, "I love you too Jordan and I trust you" she tightened her grip on him and felt his heart beating first too, it was a 'same - same' situation. He pulled away from the hug and carried her spreading her legs around his waist and pinned her back against the glass window, "You are mine, only mine to pleasure " he slammed her slips with his hungry lips, it was so intense that she had to wrap her hands around his neck for support, he played tug with her tongue, he walked with her to the bed and laid her down with him hovering on top of her , she felt electricity shock in all of her nerves, but she couldn't deny that she also loved the things that she was doing right now, he was making her surrender to his sweet warm lips, a moan escaped her lips her lips, Jordan cursed "Fuck!" between thier kisses, he teased her even more by grazing his thumbs beneath her shirt, she clenched on the bed sheet as if it was holding onto her energy, "You are sweet honey, I can't get enough of you" , now her face said there is no going back from blushing it was all red, he moved down rubbing her thighs, kissing and biting them gently, she closed her eyes biting her index finger, the sweet torture she was receiving tight now was beyond her imagination .....♡

Jordan was lost in pleasure and touched her laces ready to pull it down and do what he wants to do with her, something flashed to her , she got up a bit to stop him "NO! PLEASE!!" she pleaded with her aroused eyes, "Fuck Tessa!" he cursed and buried his face on her flat tummy, he groaned "Aaaaagh!", Tessa was worried that he might be angry with her because she stopped him from his actions, they were about to make love, she wasn't ready for it and since the day she got raped, she got a trauma so very scared to have sex, it felt like she was seeing him . Jordan lifted his head with a pleased smile "I won't force you to do anything you despise darling, you just have to mention it and I'll wait for you" he gave her a peck and hugged her. "Thank you" whispered Tessa to his ear, she felt so glad to have such a kind and understanding boyfriend, she broke up with her first boyfriend because she denied t have sex with him, but here is an angel who was ready to wait for her until she was ready to make love with him willingly, and if she didn't like something from him she just had to mention it , she felt like screaming out of joy.... "I love you Jordan " she whispered again, Jordan kissed her neck where he buried his face to calm himself down "i love you too honey ".....♡