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// music playing ft. singing

It's not a walk in the park

To love each other🎶

But when our fingers interlock,

Can't deny, can't deny you're worth it

'Cause after all this time I'm still into you🎶

I should be over all the butterflies🎶

But I'm into you (I'm into you)

And baby even on our worst nights

I'm into you (I'm into you)🎶

(Song) Still into you by Paramore

I sang those lyrics while I'm cleaning the whole room. I'm done packing and swiping the floor, wiping the two glass doors.

The bed's softness is calling me to lay down. At first, I said I won't sleep nor lay down on that bed. I'm so tempted!

Argh!

This is all Ellah's fault. She didn't even bother to help me, but it's fine for me. She's my little sister so it's my job too.

If lately, I've said that I won't lay down and let myself be tempted? Look at it now, I'm on the bed facing the all while ceiling.

Imagining things and some happenings in my life. After this life, I'll be creating a new one again. Yet, the memories I've made here will remain forever.

As I imagined more, my eyes were slowly closing their own. The tiring moment is now starting and filling my body.

Although, I wanted to go downstairs and talk to my mom before I left. Saded, I let myself sleep for the rest of the afternoon.

I'm in the middle of my sleep when I heard some voices downstairs that are unknown to me. Thinking that it would be better if I stay in bed, my body is pulling me up.

In a few minutes, I fix my hair and face before going out into my room. My mind was so curious about the voice I heard a few minutes ago.

That's the reason why I get off the bed and to my curiosity I left my room, a not so messy but not too clean.

As I was going downstairs, I step slowly to clearly hear the voice. It was blurry for me, but the more I went closer the more I notice its baritone.

His voice is too familiar to me, so is his face as I finally saw his manly body. Why is he here? I didn't even call him nor inform him that I'll be leaving.

I thought it would be fine for me to leave this place without knowing him that I'll leave. Ellah maybe told him, or mom?

When he saw me came closer to them, he stood up and smiled at me. His manly body flexes his muscles so as his biceps that I usually saw on him, before.

Maybe we both are not meant to be and nothing could just fix us. The mess already happened, and no one can put it back in the right place.

"Hi," Allison greeted.

"What are you doing here?" Raised brows as I look at him.

My mom caught my attention. She's trying to give a sign on me to be polite and good but I didn't mind her visions.

"Leave," calm, but it has anger inside of it.

"Rita, I just want to ta--," he doesn't need to say anything to me. Goodbyes? Nah, I don't need it.

"I don't care, just leave." before I said those words, I pointed to the open door, a sign of he should leave.

"Rita! That's an inappropriate response!" Mom accosted and held my hands.

She pulls me to the kitchen with her raised brows and annoyed face.

When we reach the kitchen she let go of my hands quickly.

"What?" Irritated.

"He was still a visitor! Respect him Rita." mom scolded.

I look at her pissed off. Has she forgotten what that boy did to my life? To my whole life!

"Guest? Who invites him, anyway?" uttered in a strict voice.

"Me, and what's wrong about inviting him here? He just wants to see you before you left," She explained.

"Whatever mom, just don't let him think that I like seeing him here. Have you forgotten what he has done? I guess you did." I uttered before leaving her in the kitchen.

My actions may be too rude and impolite, but Allison deserves those responses. What he has done to me before, cause me a lot of pain and mess in my life.

He had a life. Good life ahead when we broke up after I found out that he cheated. How perfect.

Of all girls to pick, why is it, my first cousin? Does he really don't have any choice or he doesn't find any other girls hot than my cousin?

Tsk! Tsk! Tsk!

"Riri..." Allison called when he saw me entering the dining.

"Ohh, don't act like we're on good terms, Alli." I interrogated and sway my hands.

"I know what I've done before is an idiot... and please let me talk to you and let us settle everything...." He begged.

Looking at him with furious eyes while he was expressing his puppy eyes.

How cruel.

"If you're here just for this talk? well, sorry. My mind is so preoccupied that I cant even understand others' explanations." Mumbled in a rude way but that's normal, it's all normal.

"Riri, I was tempted at a time! she was comforting me and I---,"

"And you can leave now. End of the topic," my mouth cut him off.

He's explaining nonsense! If he loves me, he won't cheat! Allison won't do such things that would cause me pain.

but...he did.

"If you're not yet going to leave. Ellah is here, she can talk to you and mom is here also. You can talk to them both, gracias."

The tone of my voice sounds like im insulting him. Well, deserve Allison. How can a man cheat on his girl, and replace her with the cousin of the girl?

That's more than being an idiot than leaving someone when you're exhausted. There's no wrong with leaving someone. Just leave them on good terms and with reasonable reasons.