I never thought I'll be back after only a few weeks.
All the projects that were pushing me forward are falling apart, I am looking at them, getting destroyed without the power to intervene.
It's a new and unique feeling, absolutely terrible that I wish to no one. My fiend invited me to spend vacation together, I think it's the last thing I'll do before killing myself.
I wish good luck to each and everyone of those who will read this.
Maybe we'll meet on the other side.