Hey everyone
Well, I say everyone while not knowing if anyone is ever going to read this but... Well I just want.
Since last time I went on vacation with friends, it destroyed one friendship while creating another one, really strange.
I'm still thinking about suicide, I think at least twice a day. I had to skip my appointment with my psychiatrist because I had to go to the university to do paperwork. When you skip an appointment it feels like you skipped a beat, like your falling in stairs because you took too large strides and you fall
Well I continue to hate myself, thinking that I'm a trash, but the good news is I'm better at concealing my suicidal thought and the fact that I'm not okay.
If you are in this situation go see a psy and don't skip any appointment, the reason I didn't post sooner is entirely because my psychiatrist is incredible, it really help