Chapter 5:

"Are you sure?" I ask her.

She smile at me genuinely with no regrets and hesitation. I'm really proud of her. She's strong enough to encountered my situation. She's always staying at my side. Giving me some advice that contains a lot of good things and good decisions. I'm very blessed that I had a twin like her.

A twin like Lhea Melly Veronilla.

"Yes sistah." She answer then laugh.

I laugh too and look at her unbelievably.

"What's with that accent?" I ask while rubbing my fingers.

"British." She shortly reply.

I burst into laugh. My stomach suddenly feel hurt because of too much laughing. I gasp me breath.

Inhale...Exhale...Inhale...Exhale.

"Stop it Loren! What's funny?" She tantrum.

I punch her shoulder.

"Ouch it hurt's!!" She defend.

"Oh come on Lhea...your not Emma Watson, Kate Beckinsale, Sienna Miller, nor Rachel Weisz...sister." I playfully said.

She rolled her eyes.

"Your so contradict! You should support me Loren cuz I'm your sister and not just only sister because I'm your twin too." She pout.

"Gross. Don't pout like that Lhea. You look like a duck." I tease then laugh again.

"Geez.... I don't know if we're still a twin." She said.

"Come on sister. I'm just teasing you. And don't take it seriously." I said while a little bit laughing.

"Hey I know what your thinking right now." She exclaim.

Huh? I didn't think anything.

"Shut up Lhea." I said calmly.

"Your so judgmental twin." She tantrum again.

What's wrong with her?

"Okay I admit. We're living here in the Philippines twin." I said.

"And...?" She ask.

"Nothing." I shortly reply.

I didn't know why I'm saying those words.

"Pathetic answered." She whisper.

I know. Peace hehehe.

We're here now in the Bookstore because we decided to bought some books for the upcoming school year. I already finished bought mine and I'm just waiting to my sister. I can't blame her because she really loves book, a typical bookworm girl. I want to tell her to eat those books because I already felt hungry, while her didn't felt anything. I want to tell her also to buy this whole bookstore so that I don't need to wait too long.

I only bought ten books while her...25 I think? I'm not sure because until now she's not finished to pick some of it.

"Hey! Do you have a plan to build your own bookstore?" I ask her.

But this bitch twin of mine didn't hear anything. She's just continuing picking some books.

This is one of the reason why I don't want to come with her.

"Wow Lhea! I'm so full right now!" I sarcastically said.

She look at me then rolled her eyes.

What an attitude twin?

"Lhea! I'm going home." I said again trying to catch her attention.

"Okay." She simply said.

What the heck! I expect her to stop me.

I want to feel anger but suddenly I feel happy. I know it doesn't true that she didn't care because she always will. She's Lhea, my sister and my twin. She always care about me. I don't know what's her crazy idea why she's doing this. But I'm pretty sure that she want to pay back to me for what I did.

I smirk.

"Lhea you don't need to do this. I'm already a loser okay?" I pursue her.

I stunned when she laugh louder. She looks like an antagonist.

"Psycho girl." I comment.

"Let's go." She said then grab my hand.

Tsk..Tsk..Tsk.. A naughty and psycho girl. But don't get me wrong guys, I love my twin damn much.

The trip was smooth. No traffic since it was already 11pm. I was busy looking around outside the window, I didn't close the glass because I wanted to feel the fresh air. Lhea and I just kept quiet because we were both tired and that was because of her craziness.

Until this day I still can't forget what happened yesterday. And until this day I still feel fear and nervousness. I wanted to regret because I accepted their offer again but I knew there was no turning back.

I was thinking...why do problems seems have no end? Why is there always a problem? Isn't it possible that there is no problem? But I also think that's not what we should be asking. Instead of asking the problem, why don't we ask ourselves? If we can handle those problem? If we can pass it? Or can we fight it? Nothing will change if we're just asking questions. We also need to act because nothing will happen if we just let our fears and anxieties dominate ourselves.

Nor we can't blame each other. We can't blame why we sometimes ask why someone's life is like this. But because we are human beings, we should be able to go through the difficulties in our lives. Because we can't learn without trials that will pass and test our strong.

There is only one thing we can do. We should fight and face our problem. Because there is nothing wrong if we fight in a good way.

I'm too bitter.

"You Okay?" She ask.

I sigh deeply before looking at her.

"I am." I lie.

"Your not."

She's a good mind reader though.

"Tell me what's bothering you or someone's bothering you." She said.

I can't say no because she know me well.

"Why people choose to hide when problems came to their way?" I ask.

She sigh.

"Because sometimes we act like a six-years old kids when problems came to our way. We fuss, fume, and frown in every difficulties. Not knowing that someday some of this will become a greatest blessing." She explain.

Wow! She's really a clever person. What she explained was just simple but she hit it. She explained clearly with just three sentence.

"Wow! Can you repeat it again once we already get home?" I ask.

She innocently look at me.

"Why?" She ask.

"I will write it on my journal." I reply.

"Psh." She react.

"As you wish Sistah." She said.

We both laugh.