What do I want?

Derek kept smiling. But tensed at the same time. He looked at the time continuously. "What are you doing? Are you in hurry? Do you have to somewhere? Will you do the steps properly?" Allen asked him. Others noticed it too. 

"What is it?" Ayan also asked him. 

"Nothing, family things, have to go soon," Derek replied.

"Anything urgent?" Ayan asked again.

"Nah," Derek did not wish to tell them without confirmation. Allen but kept staring at Derek. Half an hour later, they rested for some minutes. 

"Family stuff, but too tensed, what is it?" Allen asked again. Derek drank thr water from the bottle and put the cap back on. He looked at Allen.

"Will I make a good dad?" Derek asked suddenly.

"What?" Allen was shocked. "WHAT?" he could not digest the news.

"Will you keep quiet?" Derek murmured and asked Allen to shut up immediately.