I kissed goodbye to the man I loved (FB)

Sang Qian's eyes focused on a particular someone who was staring at her back. She frowned," Wang Zhao?" She asked to herself and raised her head up. He was staring at her, standing not too far away. She blinked as she smiled at him. Her first love.

Wang Zhao walked to her. She was sure it was him when his scent reached her nostrils. She sniffed," Hi!" She giggled being drunk. He was still staring at her, not saying a thing. She offered him a drink but he refused so she chugged it down.

All of a sudden she stepped closer," is it a dream?" She asked as she blinked her eyes trying to focus. He shook his head," what are you doing here?" His cold voice sent shivers down her body," its been so long." She muttered as all of a sudden she wrapped her arms around his neck and sealed his lips with hers.

He stood their rooted, fully shocked for a few seconds. A thought crossed his mind as she pulled away but not her arms around his neck. Wang Zhao turned his face around and found Mi Chan crying as she ran away. She clearly misunderstood. A few seconds later he pushed her," Are You crazy?" Sang Qian held her heart," it hurts." And she giggled. She was drunk. It was all like a dream for her. She wasn't aware of anything.

He ran after Mi Chan but he found her nowhere around. He clenched his fists," Sang Qian!" He yelled and walked back inside. He saw her still standing there as people passed her weird looks. He grabbed her wrists just then did he notice the bracelet he had gifted her back then.

He looked up and a strange feeling engulfed his heart," I do wonder sometimes how stupid one can be?!" She said to herself and looked at him," You are both a nightmare and a beautiful dream for me." Her words ringed in his brain as he smirked," I would prefer to be a beautiful dream but you deserve a nightmare."

***

Wang Zhao pulled Sang Qian from her forearm. She struggled as she gained a little bit of her senses back. He made her stand under the cold shower. The cold water in the freezing whether dripped down her body. She gained her senses back trying to struggle, but she was held in place by Wang Zhao.

His cold eyes were staring at her as she tried to evade the falling water but it was of no use. She had a brain freeze and that's when she came back to her senses. She could finally think straight and when she realized where she was and with whom. The anxiety started to build.

She shuddered with coldness. He pulled her out of the bathroom and pushed her out in his room. She stumbled, which made her fall on her knees," when will you leave me alone!" He yelled at her.

Sang Qian frowned," what did I do this time?!" He scoffed," you seriously don't remember how shamelessly you kissed me in front of my girlfriend who definitely misunderstood!"

Sang Qian scoffed," its her fault that she misunderstood, don't you even have that much of trust between you two. Moreover I was drunk!." Her petite figure was visible as her sweater got drenched in the water.

He eyed her with coldness," Answer me Sang Qian! When will you let me live in peace?! Because of you, My brother started hating me! God knows what information you have fed him!! And my girlfriend, her life is in danger. She has nightmares because of you! Those men testified that it was you, who ordered them to attack Mi Chan to get rid of her!"

Sang Qian sighed, he was just repeating the useless information again. She realized, she was letting herself down. She let him hurt her was the only reason he could hurt her. Now she won't. She pulled herself up. She rolled her wet sleeves up.

She walked to him and grabbed his collar," You want me to tell you the whole truth? Fine, I will say this once. Your girlfriend is a con artist. She made a cuckold out of you. I tried to save you but nevermind. Now look, You asked me when will I stop bothering you?"

" You never looked for me once to reach the truth and I wish you regret it your whole life. I loved you to the core. You gave me nothing in return. You were just a stupid person who wanted that stupid love of yours. Moreover, I am not going anywhere. You want to live in peace, you will leave. It's your own problem."

" I cannot live like this anymore. Hiding form you and the world. I want to end this. And today, I will. I will mark the end of my love for you. I am sorry for what I am going to do." He stared at her. She leaned in and placed another kiss on his lips and tears rolled down her eyes. She pulled away and patted his chest," Today, I kissed goodbye, to the man I loved; and it ends here. I can't say I hate you, but my love ends here."

He stood there nailed to the ground. His fists curled up as he saw her leave. He felt weird emotion wash over him but then he was grateful. He dialled a number," Dad, I will take your offer to move to the States."

Mi Chan stepped out of the kitchen as she eyed Sang Qian leave. Sang Qian turned to her," The game has just begun cutie." Mi Chan felt her insides churn with the deadly look passed by Sang Qian.

Sang Qian, decided not to look back from that day forward. She would not give up that easily. She reminded herself that she was an Antagonist, a Villainess.

***

( Back to Present)

Unknown to herself, a tear escaped her eyes. She heard the door being locked. She was pulled out of her memories. Even now, she wondered what she did to herself in those months she was away and lost. That might be the darkest times of her life.

She wiped the tear and placed the diary on the nightstand. She turned the lamp off and covered her face with the duvet as she habitually dozed off to sleep in mere minutes.

***

Wang Zhao locked the door as he stepped outside. He sighed," This is messed up." His eyes scanned the surroundings. He pulled his phone out slightly," take me back Mr.Kim, I am stuck here in front of my old apartment."

He put his phone back and started heading downstair with his bag in his hand. He had a sore expression on his face for some reason. He didn't feel sleepy at all. He rather had a good sleep after a really long time. His lips curved up lightly at the thought of having good sleep.

He waited in front of the building. His assistant followed him up and he smiled lightly at him," thank you, you're such a life saver. Can you do me another favour?"

Mr Kim frowned when Wang Zhao casually declared," I need reports on Beauty with boldness, of last three years ASAP." Mr Kim nodded," weird but Alright."

Wang Zhao smiled but there was a hint of anger that flashed in his eyes when he made the statement.

***

Wang Yuhan was sitting in the waiting room in front of Ji Jin's cabin. He leaned his head against the metal chair," When will my turn come. Its already past 10pm." He complained to no one in particular and stood up. He decided, he would rather barge inside than waiting.

He knocked on the glass door and got no response. He again knocked and this time he got a faint," Come In." He smiled lightly and pushed the door open. Ji Jin's pale face came in his view. He furrowed his brows like she did as soon as she saw him," what are you doing here!"

He walked to her side and lifted her chin up as he examined her face," you haven't had sleep right?" Ji Jin simply shook her head. He smiled weirdly at her," are you done being mad?" She frowned and pushed his hand away," when was I mad? I was just busy. Seriously. I went to see mom for a few days and when I returned I had a lot of clients waiting."

He frowned," why suddenly visit mom? Is she alright?" Ji Jin's expression was a mix of cold and warmth," Ah she is totally fine." He nodded," let's go surprise her then. Didn't you say she loves surprises moreover she is insomniac right?"

Ji Jin had a troubled look," wait." He pulled her along," no waiting, let's go." Just as they stepped out of the building after catching a lot of attention. She jerked his hand," We can't surprise her because she is in America, for her treatment. Brother is taking care of her." Wang Yuhan froze for a split second," What?" To him it like was a big joke. How could she not tell him.

Tears rolled down Ji Jin's eyes," I couldn't bring myself to tell you because.. I just couldn't. I returned today, around 6 pm. I was about to call you, didn't know you were waiting."

She said all in one go.

Wang Yuhan pursed his lips," you're coming with me now!" His voice was so cold all of a sudden. She nodded her head and followed him to his car. He made her sit in before he circled around to his side and drove away.

Ji Jin was holding herself back from crying. On reaching his apartment, he pulled her along with him, Inside. He made her sit on the couch. He brought her some water and placed it in front of her on the small table. She still didn't say anything but was just looking down at her hands.

He put his arm around her shoulder," it's okay." She couldn't hold herself back any longer and hid her face in his chest. He could feel her pain. She sobbed hard as he patted her back," she left me alone." Ji Jin whispered but Wang Yuhan heard it. He caressed her back.

She wrapped her arms around him," I am sorry Mom, I was too busy to care for you." She sobbed harder every passing second. Her cries echoed in the empty living room. He stiffened slightly but later he started stroking her hair," It's okay, You are not alone. I am with you."

He let her cry and finally she fell asleep just like that. He lifted her up in his arms. She was very light weight. He walked to his room and tucked her in bed. Just then he noticed her tear stained cheeks. He felt pain in his heart," Why don't you let me in, Ji Jin?"

He caressed the outline of her face and his fingers stopped on her lips. His eyes subconsciously paused at them. He gulped lightly and looked back up. She was fast asleep. He patted her cheek so very lightly," It's messed up I guess." He covered her with a duvet and walked to his closet. He pulled out a file and sighed," You are the one helping Sang Qian all along. I wonder why."