I'm now 2 months old and I'm already showing, If I wear a tight dress you could perfectly see a round belly.
I'm being driven to Xavier's building so we could go to my appointment, I don't work anymore, he's being mad over protective and I'm always tired so I'm not mad about it, it's really work because I have a lot of morning sickness now and i have to take care of Xander, go to school and I'm always tired.
I walk through the front desk and head to the elevator with Xander in his stroller as I get upstairs I'm shocked by his new desk lady, she's pretty but I don't like her. "Who are you? Do you have an appointment?" She asks looking at my round now showing belly, I always have a loose dress when I go to school because I don't need people in my business, but today I'm wearing a ver tight short white dress "and you haven't even given birth right when you're already pregnant! Ugh and you don't even look like your in your twenties" she looks at me in disgust
"I don't need an appointment and if I'm pregnant and have a toddler to is none of your business and yes I'm not in my twenties I'm 18" i then walk away irritated by her and barge into Xay's office "I don't like her!" I yell
"Sir I'm so sorry by her disrespect, she just barged in here" she tells him batting her eyelashes
"I barged in here because she disrespected me and babies, looking at me like I got some disease"
"That still doesn't give you the right to barge into the bosses office" she says getting in my face and pushing me a little, Xavier gets up running to me and hug me from behind and I could here he's heart about to junk of his chest
"Get your shit and get out, that's not how you talk to my girl, the mother of my kids!" She's now in shock
"Si- sir I I didn't know you where married sit"
"Now you know, now get out and don't come back" she's leaves and he turns me around "baby I'm so sorry for what happened" I kiss him and say "is not your fault baby"
We finished a few things he needed to finish and went to the doctor.
"You're very big hadalyn" says the doctor as soon as she walks in
"Yeah, I'm a bit worried. I know girls can start showing by two months but I feel like I'm over showing"
"Yeah, that's because you're probably going to have a big baby, have you seen its father"
"I hope it's a boy then, I don't want a girl as tall as him" say laughing
"Baby, we want a girl however she comes, and healthy" he says. I nod and say "yeah you're right. Now I feel bad"
We talked a lot more after that, getting our questions answered and stuff. Now we're walking to the car so we can go on with our day "I saw you crying when we heard the heart beat" I tease Xavier
"Shut up, you cried too" we burst out laughing. He hugs me and says "what do you want to eat? I want my babies to have a full belly"
"Ummm, I'm really craving some rice, with beans, chicken salad" I say feeling my mouth water at the deliciousness
"You have weird cravings"
"Remember I grew up in a Dominican house hold, even tho I've never visited or my mom, she's very proud of her roots"
"So you guys are only connected to your Dominican roots by the food"
"Yeah, what can I say. My mom is only half Dominican and I'm only Dominican from my moms side"
"I would've never thought you where Dominican, the only thing that screams Dominican is your body, not even the craziness" we're now getting inside our car so we can go eat
"You haven't seen my craziness yet, but Dominicans, puerto Ricans and Cubans are the most mixed people in earth" I laugh
"Yeah, I've been to the Dominican Republic, we should go some day, maybe visit some family members"
"I don't know any family member, it's always been my brothers, my mom, grandma and i"
"Um then just a family vacation"
"That sounds amazing" we pull up to the place and I'm getting out of the car, Xavier grabs Xander and I grab I grabs Xander's bag.
"Hi, how can I help you guys today"
"A table for us three"
We're seated and placed our order "I feel that I'm gonna look like I'm pregnant with tweens by the end of this pregnancy" I tell Xavier
"Yeah, you look big and you're only two months pregnant"
"We're going to have a really big baby, but it's because I'm so short you know" He laughs and the waitress come with our food.
"Can we go shopping for clothing, I need bras, and shirts, dresses and jeans. And I'm really craving a pickles and celery salad"
"Baby?" I hum in response because I can't stop shoving spoons in my mouth "those are all foods you hate"
"They sound so good, it's for when I go to sleep. Can we please go buy them, if you want we don't have to buy clothes" he laugh and says "baby I'll buy whatever you want"
We left to the mall and we're buying a lot of things that I need, I also decided to buy Xander a few things too "so you like this dress?"
"Yeah, make you look sexy"
"Awwwe, thanks"
"You can wear it for our date tonight"
"We're having a date" I ask hugging and looking up at him. "Yeah, at 8. Mhm mom is going to come and stay with Xander" I smile and kiss upper stomach since that's where my head reaches
We're now at Victoria secret buying bra that actually fit me. I look up and I see an old women looking at me with disgust "yes?" I ask her because I don't feel like I've done anything wrong
"You're young, how old are you? And how old where you when you got pregnant with your first child"
"I'm 18, so you do your math"
"What a disappointment, where are you going to land in life, with two kids at such a young age and do you even work"
"I don't find my kids a disappointment, and I'm very proud of where I am in life"
"Two different baby daddies I'm guessing, and more to come since you ARE by yourself"
"No, one baby daddy and no more to come, we're happily together. Thanks for not asking" she rolls her eyes at me
"Girl I know your type, and your type can't keep their legs shut"
"And who gave you the right to talk to my fiancé like that" Xavier come from behind me sounding irritated as ever
"Your fiancé?" She asks wide eyed but then puts a stern face again "now in even more disgusted, you're like 10 years older than her"
"Call your manager" he says getting madder by the seconds
"No need I'm right here" Says a girl walking towards us
"I don't want her working here, or I'll sue this store" now my eyes pop out their sockets.
"Sir what seems to be the problem?" Asks the manager
"This women" he says pointing at the women with disgust "is discriminating my fiancé because she's pregnant again at such a young age"
"That is a problem sir" she says agreeing with Xavier "we will do as you please"
She leaves dragging the women. Xavier hugs me and says "I'm sorry baby, I know what I was getting you into when we started this relationship and I should've done more to protect you"
"No, we both new but somethings are inevitable" we pay for our stuff and walk out. We're done with the shopping at the mall and are walking to the entrance, when we get to the entrance of the mall paparazzi start taking picture of us and making me blind with all the flashlights, Xavier hugs me with an arm trying to cover me and walks faster "mr.savage is she really pregnant again or is it just belly fat?" One asks not know that I didn't give birth to Xander
"When is the wedding?"
"How many more kids?"
"Aren't you guys going to fast?"
"Was it an accident?"
Where son questions they threw at us. We in the car as fast as we could and Xavier got a call while putting Xander in and told me to pick it up and put it on speaker "Xavier have you seen the news and websites" says his manager
"No I haven't, let my buckle Xander up and I'll go look" after he buckled Xander he come yo the front and starts going through his phone and I do the same looking for the news "what the fuck I really thought we had more time to hide the baby" he says while hitting the steering wheel.
I found pictures of us walking out of his company with him pushing Xander and some with his hands on my belly other kissing my belly, and some of me with my hands on my belly. We are fucked. "What are we going to do"
"Nothing, let the rumors die. We're going to have to keep it on the low for a while, so our date will be in our penthouse I'm sorry baby"
"Nooo, don't say sorry. It's my fault for showing so early"
"And how where you supposed to stop my baby from growing?" I frown and put my head in my hands
I'm frustrated, I'm mad. I hate that people don't know how to respect people's privacy, I hate invasion of privacy and I'm a strong believer that people need and deserve privacy.
I'm no getting ready for my date with Xavier, which is going to be taking place in our terrace and his mom is coming to stay with Xander and she's bringing me my pickles and celery, I'm so exited.
"You look gorgeous baby" he says coming from behind me and rubbing my small but big baby bump "thanks handsome" I says turning to face him and kissing him "come on. You have to put this, I made this special" he hands me a tie and I grab it
"But why do I-" I was cutoff by him explaining "it's because it's a surprise" with that's her covers my eyes with the tie and walks us up to the terrace. We pause and he takes the tie off
"Holy shit" My jaw drops "omg Xay this is sooo beautiful!" I just on his arms and wrap my legs around his waist and kiss him "you are really the best thing that has happened to me, this night can't get any better then this, it can't be topped off, you are irreplaceable" I say now getting down looking into his eyes and holding his hands "you are a one and only. I can't imagine my life without you, you are just what I need, that day that I saw you in my house I knew you were special, you represent power and respect and security, I just knew that I needed you. I was a scared, scared that we could never happen, because I'm too young and maybe too immature, but you, I don't even know what you see on me, but I'm grateful to have you"
"I don't care that you're young, I see a very strong woman by my side, and I'm thankful for that. I don't know where I would be without you and taking care of Xander, you are the women I want to spend the rest of my life with Hadalyn, you've showed me nothing but maturity in every situation we've encountered, I love how you ask for my opinion and how you're always waiting for me to explain myself without getting mad, I love you Hada and I'm glad I waited for you" he bends down in one knee, takes out a black velvet box and opens it "will you grant me the honor of one day calling you my wife?" I can't speak, words don't want to come out. I nod because it's all I can do since I have in big lump on my throat and I just want to cry "is that a yes!" I nod again and give him my hand, he puts on the ring and we kiss.
After a few minutes I'm now able to talk "I love you so much Xavier, I will never have enough time to demonstrate it" I say wrapping my hands around his neck
"I know how much you love me baby girl"
We spent a great time eating, he made the food and it was delicious. I couldn't stop looking at the huge rock in my finger the whole dinner and now we're sitting in our couch talking about baby names "so you don't want our baby's name to be Alexander" I ask him
"No"
"So our choices right now are Zachary hen savage, Milani Marie savage and Angel Xay savage"
"Yeah I love those names" he says. Xavier is massaging my boobs and it's making me so horny so I get up and head upstairs. I'm taking off my dress and stuff when he come in and asks why I left "You where making me horny and I knew that If I would told you downstairs we would never make it to our room" He throws me on the bed face up and starts to take off his clothes "and before I forget, I found a house"
"Good, because once that baby is out i want another one"
"What?" I ask but he only kisses me and grinds on me making me moan. We have our clothes off and he slide a finger down to my wet core "your always so horny and wet for me hmm"
"Yeah" I moan out. We didn't doesn't here, we fucked the whole night.
It's been two days sin Xavier proposed and we looking at the house I loved soo much, there are do many rooms, so his family can stay with us on holidays or whenever, we have two pools, basketball court, gym, ball room and a lot more. Xavier already hired maids, so they can clean the house before we move in "so this is your keys" he hands us our keys and shakes our hands, we brought our lawyers with us, and besides that the process was very simple since he's rich.
"So they're going to bring our cars tomorrow, so I'll be taking you to school" says Xavier
"Okay. Xay I'm sooo exited, thank you!"
"My too, beautiful"
"So you want me to start going to school?"
"Yeah, it's your last year and you're almost done" I nod because he's right, I am almost done.
"I have two more months to go, I going to be so big my that time" he laughs showing me those perfect white teeth "yeah you are, this feel soo surreal, like it's just a dream, and I feel little tingles in my stomach"
"You feel that too?" He nods "sometimes I feel like I'm going to wake up and everything will go back to normal" my eyes full of unshed tears
"Don't cry, this is real life, this is our life, we're now giving life, we're going to protect and give honor to our own little life that we made" I'm now crying and hiccuping and he's hugging me so tight. "Me real mad life" I say pulling away from him and stroking my stomach
"Yeah we did"
We spent some time walking around the house, looking around and trying to figure out where the baby's are going to sleep, and if Xander and the baby are going to sleep together since candé is still so little and still wakes up a lot at night.
We're now at the grocery store, because we needed food, and we're out of the food I'm carving so we decided to make a quick stop "you know what weird, I feel like this baby is going to love vegetables"
"Why do you say that?"
"Pregnant girl always crave, sugary things and salty or greasy things, and the only things I crave are veggies, which is weird, you say how I almost died because we didn't have beans at home"
"Damn I love meat" he says with a double meaning and smirks "and I'm going to have a veggie lover, just like his mother"
"Now that's not true, yeah I've always loved veggies since I was little but I've tried to eat greasy things but I just don't feel good after it"
"I know baby, in playing"
We're walking, making joke, overall having a great time but I just can't help but feel somethings towards the way people look with disgust at us.
"I know you don't like the way they look at us" he says as if reading my mind
"Yeah, but it doesn't change a thing, and I don't wish that you where a little bit younger, because you are perfect and I wouldn't change a thing about you, if I would've seen something I don't like about you I wouldn't have given us a chance"
"I know" he bends down and kisses my forehead
We payed and as we walk out I can't help but feel annoyed with all the flash in my face from the paparazzis "how many months are you"
"You hid your belly well"
"How many more kids after this one"
It was irritating and I was over it.
"I'm tired of everybody trying to get in our business Xay"
"I know baby, let go to sleep you have school tomorrow" I closed my eyes and snuggled up to Xavier
I pick up Xander, he did not let me sleep much, he's coming down with something because he has a little fever and he's been fussy, I cuddle him to my chest and after a few minutes I set a little cold bath for him, not too cold but more to the cold side then in the middle, so the he can cook down. I played with him for a long time in our bath and now I'm getting him ready for his new nanny "my little prince is going to be good to his nanny right" I coo and he kicks his little legs up and does little gurgles "yes you are, because you're a good baby. You're going to get better for mommy right" I coo again. Xavier wraps his arms around my waist from behind and kisses my head while I play with Xander.
"How my little man doing"
"He still had a little fever, it's weird because I gave him medicine and a cold bath. I just hope he gets better while I'm at school"
We come down and Xander's nanny is waiting for us in the kitchen "if he gets worst don't hesitate in going over to my school or calling me" she nods and we say our good byes, but I'm worrying sick right now
"He's going to to get better baby"
"Yeah you're right, bye baby" I kiss him and head to class.
"You really are pregnant" says a too familiar, disgusting voice
"Yes I am"
"You're disgusting" he says and leaves
"Omg let me feel it, let me feel it" Sofia runs toward me and hugs me
"Bitch be careful with my baby" I say and we laugh
"I'm sorry. Can I feel it" I shake my head
"I only let Xavier touch it sofe"
"Oh" she said disappointed "I'm sorry" I tell her "no it's okay, Hada" she says with a smile
"Wow that ring is huge!" She screams "is it what I think it is" she says jumping up and down
"Yeah, and we bought a house, you're going to love it"
"Omg I can't believe it"
I'm on my fifth period and this teacher is killing my with all this writing, people also haven't stopped staring at me and talking about me. Someone barges in the room and I look up "what's wrong!" I say panicked
"Excuse me, but you're not supposed to be here" the teacher says. I run up to Xander and look at his baby sitter, I take him out of his car seat and he's burning up and won't stop crying
"Hey baby" I coo and he calms down a little "mommy is going to make you feel better okay baby" my teacher clears her throat and says "Hadelyn Is that your baby"
"Yeah, I'm sorry he hasn't been feeling well" with that I walkout and call Xander
"Xander, he's burning up I need to take him to the hospital"
"Okay I'll be right there"
We're now driving to the hospital and I'm trying to feed Xander and making cute little faces, and he's finally falling asleep "omg you don't know how hard I've tried to get him to sleep" his nanny says "You tried to call me, I'm sorry I was busy in class and had my phone on silence"
"It's okay, we just need to get him to the doctors"
We went to the doctors, they gave us a prescription, we went to the pharmacy to get the prescription and went home
I'm in bed with using my phone Xander fast sleep and Xavier by my side working on his laptop.
We turn off our devices and fall asleep with Xander between us, I can't help but stare at him and feel full.