Superfetation

We've been living at our new home for 3 months now. Today is Saturday and Xavier had to go into work last minute, I'm going to go shopping with Xander and sofi I'm 4 months and a week pregnant already, exited to find out the sex of our baby, in huge, I look like I'm 7 months already and people ask me if I'm almost ready to give birth. I graduated and sofie moved in with me because she had some problems with her mom so I had to help out my sis.

We're currently driving to the store, we've been under the radar so our business right now is our business. We went to an outside mall, it's beautiful and I had to show sof "you really shop with the rich now" sof says laughing

"I have to buy a dress for a gala, which is going to be hard because I'm pregnant" we're walking and I Xander in a wrap because he's been having a case of mama's boy "let's go to that store" I say pointing at a baby store, we start walking there and I stroke my little boys head softly, my phone starts ringing and I pick it up "where you at?" Asks Xavier, I tell him where I'm at and he says he's in his way

After a little more shopping Xavier calls me and tell me to go outside "hey baby" I tell him and I kiss him "hey my love" he says and takes Xander

"Hey daddy's boy" Xavier coos Xander. I take off the wrap and pull on his han "did you bring me food?" I ask Xavier, he came here because I have a schedule and he always makes sure I eat right on schedule "of course baby, I brought your fruit smoothie and celery" I salivate and say "ummm so so good" he opens the door and hands me a smoothie and a plate with celery

"You're the best fiancé ever you know that" I said kissing him on the lips "you don't understand how hungry I am, it's like I haven't eaten in years"

I eat and Xavier goes back to work, I keep shopping for like two more hours, I don't feel good and I'm having cramps, I'm scared but I probably just need to get home and sleep so that's what I'm going to do right now

I get home and hand Xander to his nanny, I take a shower and fall asleep.

I'm woken up by somebody shaking me "baby yo need to eat" now that I'm awake I feel that the pain has increased a lot, I can't help but hold my stomach "what's wrong?" Xavier asks, panic radiating off his eyes

"I'm good baby, but I'm hungry!" He laughed and hands me my food

The cramps didn't want to go away, and I feel like something is wrong, but I'm In denial about it because I don't want anything to be wrong so I just cuddle with Xavier and go to sleep.

I wake up crying from the pain I'm feeling in my lower belly, I look over to my phone and it's 2:13 in the morning i feel my legs wet and I start panicking so I shake Xavier "Xavier!" I scream at the top of my lungs

"What's wrong" he wakes up running to closet, the lights turn on and he come over to my side "Xavier something is wrong, I've been having these pains and I can't handle them anymore and I think I'm bleeding" I say crying like a madman, he takes off the sheet and I close my eyes "let's go!" He's panicked, something is definitely wrong. He calls the house management office and tell them what's happening so they could get someone to watch Xander "Xavier, I can't, it hurts" "everything is going to be ok" we're both crying, I can't believe I did this to him, I couldn't take care of our babies "Xavier I'm sorry, I'm sorry for being a bad mother to our unborn son, in so sorry. I don't know what I did wrong" I said chocking as I speak

"Baby you're a great mother, our baby is good, don't think negative"

We get to the clinic and there people already waiting for me "name"

"Hadalyn scott" Xavier answers for me

We're in our room now, did asked my some stuff and gathered some book sample and I have an IV on and the pain has subsided "okay so we're going to do an ultrasound"

He puts some gel in my belly and starts moving the wand, after some moving around I see two spots on the screen then u hear a strong heart beat and I let out a tear 'my baby is ok' I tell myself, Xavier squeezes my hand and says "our baby is okay, I told you everything was going to be okay" I look over at him and he has tears running down his cheeks

"Our baby is okay" I say as confirmation. The doctor clears his throat and says "hadalyn and Xavier as you can see the baby is good, but unfortunately you where having a second pregnancy or superfetation, which is when an egg is fertilized during a pregnancy and your baby didn't make is" I'm full on crying, I couldn't believe what was happening, I want to die.

"What did I do wrong" I choke out

"You didn't do anything wrong, then baby just wasn't strong, so we're going to have to take us out. You will have to sign some documents, after the surgery is done you have to be in bed rest moving only to the bathroom, and if you don't even better because you can loose the baby that still is alive. So this baby is 4 months but the one you lost to be around 3 months"

Xavier stands up from his chair and hugs me, hugs me like he's trying to say sorry, but I don't know why, why is he saying sorry "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry baby" i chokes out and starts crying even more "I'm sorry you have to go through this, I'm sorry we lost out baby" I'm crying, I can't say anything, I feel so much love for this baby, I lost my baby without know I was having it "please forgive me Xavier, I- I don't know what I did wrong, I don't I really don't"

"Baby, you didn't do anything, our baby was just not ready to come out here" I nod, but not accepting that we lost a little life "can we get an ultrasound with the two babies" I ask

"Yes ofc and I'll bring the papers so you can sign them"

The doctor came back with two ultrasound and a bunch of paper work, we read them, read about conflicts and things like that and sign, now I'm in the surgery room waiting to see the little person who I carried who isn't going to get a glance at the world or the parents that love them so much.

Xavier is laying with me and I've been crying none stop, we where allowed to stay with our baby, my hand was bigger then my angel, our angel had long little legs, a beautiful little nose, lips and fingers, I took pictures of and with my baby, I'm not coping well, I'm absolutely destroyed and it's cause me to stress out my other baby so Xavier is trying to be strong and confort me trying to make himself look strong but I see it in his eyes that he just wants to switch places with our baby. I hear a nock on the door and I say come in, My brothers and Sofía come in with Xander in a car seat

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Hadalyn" I'm shake my head and cry harder against Xavier's chest

"Please don't talk about the baby, she's stressing out the baby and she just went through the same process of an abortion, so she's on a delicate state right now"

"We're sorry. We brought Xander, you want to hold your baby Hada?" Says Sofia

"No, no I- I can't" I sob harder "I can't I can't" I feel like I'm going to be a bad mother to him too, I can't hold him, I'm too heart broken to look at a baby, to hold a baby and not feel like I'm doing it wrong.

After a few hours of being here Xander started crying and I couldn't help but feel pain and cry so they excused them self's and left. "I'm sorry Xander"

"Don't say sorry, your going through something rough, you love him I know you do, but you need to cope"

After a week I was let go from the clinic and we went home, it was hard so hard, I couldn't look or touch my belly because it broke my heart, know one baby didn't make it, but after a week here I started looking at it the touching it. Eventually I was okay with my pregnancy, Xavier was soo supportive. I still haven't held or looked at Xander, I started feeling so disoriented like I was missing something, that was the day I decided that I need my baby, I needed to get up and go hold my baby.

I got up from bed, I brushed my teeth, washed my hair, shaved, took a shower and got dressed, I put on a short summer dress without bra, because my boobs are hurting a lot, I let my hair out, wet so it could get dried during the day.

"Hi baby, mami missed you, so so much. I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry" I cry to him "this will never happen again, I won't let you down, I love you Xander so much" I kiss him and hug him tight, a month. A month ago was the last time I hugged my baby. I feel strong possessive arms wrap around me and I lean into the touch because that heat radiating off of him I know it I smell it.

We stayed like this for some minutes and the we walked downstairs, when I get downstairs everybody is downstairs "hey guys" I said with the biggest smile I could muster, but they can see right through me, they can see the pain I'm feeling and I can see that they see it. They all come running to me and wrap me in a big group hug, after that we all sit down, I can see they're trying to act normal with me

"So how have you guys been" I ask trying to make this less awkward

"We've been dealing with life"

"Yeah I get that" I said with a sad smile "I want to get out of here, I want to go on a trip to a happy place"

"We can do that" says Xavier

"Can we do that"

"Tomorrow, we're leaving tomorrow" I kiss him and whisper a little thank you

We talked for a while then we ate and I decided that I needed a little break from people so I left and went to my room, I haven't been in my phone. When I get into my phone i see thousands of notifications but only one caught my eye I opened it and I freaked out, I screamed for Xavier and came running freaked out "what's wrong" he says

"Look" I hand him my phone

"One trash out of my way, now I only need to eliminate you from Xavier's life. Congratulations on loosing your little rat, you've made my job easier" he reads out loud. He hugs me and says "we will put security all around you don't worry"

I cry harder and says "Xavier, you can't leave me please, you can't"

"I can't, without you I'm nobody, without you I die" and we hold each other like our life's depended on it.

When I calmed down I start going through my phone and start watching Instagram thing about me, Xavier and the baby 'it looks like Xavier is staying here with his fiancé, the couple is yet to talk about this issue but a source close to the family said, she woke up with lots of pain in a pool of blood, we might be talking about a miscarriage' or 'Hadalyn, Xavier's fiancé was released this after noon, but nobody saw her come out' or 'a source close to the couple says that they're currently going to some tough time and will be staying away from social media' or 'it's been a month since the incident with Xavier's baby and they are yet to talk about what happened' by this time I'm subbing not able to read anymore

"Xavier I want to address everything that's been happening, tomorrow before we fly out"

"Ok, that'll be ready"

We're now in our living room with a tv channel that's going to record us addressing everything that's been happening, so it me, Xavier and Xander and the news channel

"Okay so I just want to welcome you guys, and ask how you've been feeling"

"We've been living" Xavier says

"I see you're very pregnant, like very. Would you guys explain what happened?"

"Um Xavier can you speak, I won't be able to explain it" I say blinking away some tears

"Me and Hadalyn where pregnant, we still are as you can see, but we where having a superfetation, our babies where only 2 months apart, unfortunately we lost our younger baby, our baby just wasn't strong enough, we called the baby angel, because our baby is an angel and it's a unisex name, we didn't get to know the gender because it was too young" Xavier says, and I can't see him holding back, holding back from crying, but I wasn't strong enough to hold back the tears

"When did you guys know you where having a double pregnancy"

"We found out that same day at the hospital, angel didn't have a heart beat, she was getting cramps for two days straight, she knew something was wrong but didn't want to admit it so she slept on it until that night she woke up in a pool of blood and with unbearable pain"

"Wow I'm so sorry. You're a teen still and you had to go through that, I can't even enágüense how your feeling" by now I'm full on crying on Xavier's chest and Xavier massaging my scalp

"Umm so are you guys really engaged" she asks

"Yes we are, we had a date for our wedding, but right now we're not sure because she's, she's coping and she just yesterday got out of our room, but I was the only one that been able to see her"

"Wow. I'm really speechless, Hadalyn you're a strong person. And is this the picture of your babies" she asks

"Yes"

"And are you sensitive about the topic of having more kids? Do you guys want more kids"

"Baby?" Xander asks

"Umm, it's too much pain. It's unbelievable how much pain I feel, but I do want more kids, I want to give life, I want to have our mansion full of little legs running around, because I feel that by giving life I'm going to be forgiven for not keeping my baby safe in my belly, what was his home" I say

"What do you think Xavier" I look at him waiting for a response

"I want nothing more then to keep her from working or going to school because she's pregnant with my kid"

"So how many is the limit"

"As much as her body can take"

"So what you're saying is, that your sex life is fenomenal?" I blush hard

"what's fenomenal for me might not be fenomenal for him and what fenomenal for her might not be fenomenal for you" he says and I smile, because no bitch needs to know how good sex with him is, then you see them wanting a taste of it.

"Thank you for giving us this opportunity, I know lots of people are dying to interview you"

"This is the one and only we're doing"

With that they left and were no boarding to the private jet.