PRIMED FOR SOME BITS

'She did say that she was only doing it to be a perfect wife, preserving her virginity to the only man he will marry. Dane, though used to accept, with all expectation and trust in Ella. He was optimistic that it will still be for him, and he respected her. He had and will always consider her feelings over his. 

However, this time, maybe Ella would also understand, or maybe she won't. However, he can always keep this a secret though. It would be like a cheat day for his usual healthy diet, and even professional dietitians believed it is something that can also be considered as necessary. He had deprived himself long enough, and now it would be his chance to have it and fill himself with some ice cream and chocolates. It wouldn't be harmful if he would only be doing it for that moment and won't get obsessed with it. Digging into the temptation for once may not hurt.'