Chapter 38

PDv Jozy

We're at the cafe now with the girls and H, we were talking about the game and everyone was very happy. This is perhaps a friendship, to be happy with the success of your friends, without jealousy or grudge. For nothing in the world I don't want to lose this friendship. I don't want to die right away, I want to have a child with Mau, I want to see Wonder, Eve and Lyna become a mother. I want to see them scold their children, I want to see them flourish and I want to continue traveling and laughing with these people. These are reasons to want to live now and I also want to see H grow up. I have dreams now. I am taken out of my thoughts.

Lyna: what are you thinking about? She said, looking me in the eye.

Me: I'm going to try this clinical test, I say with a smile.

Wonder: serious? She says by clapping her hands, laughing and shouting with joy "server, it's my tour, I pay for everything". She says before sitting very happy.

Eve: Can we know what you're talking about?

Me: it will be our little secret, H you don't say anything to your brother. Promised?

H: juror, she says very cute.

Me: Do you remember when Marielle poured cold water on me?

Eve: You ended up in the hospital afterwards.

Me: and well I lied to you. No, I didn't tell you everything. I'm sick and I can't stand the cold or fresh water, unless there's a lot of heat, I say very calmly.

Lyna: yeah, and?

Eve: my case is very evolved and can I die at any time?

H: My brother is going to suffer a lot, she says sad. Which makes everyone laugh.

Marielle: we were arguing because she refused a clinical trial, it's not sure but it's better than nothing but she didn't want to.

Eve: how she didn't want to.

Me: I wanted to spend the rest of my life I have fun and laugh with you so I can die joyfully.

Lyna: it's very selfish. Did you think of us? What will we feel? And Mau who loves you more than anything?

Me: it's okay, I understood, I'll go. I start on Monday. The boys are here.

PDv Lyno.

We go into the joyful café and we see the girls with a very serious look. Apparently they are a very serious discussion, the server tells us that we can take anything we want and that it's Wonder's tour. But why does she invite everyone? What are they celebrating? We are heading towards her, we salute them. And Mau is speaking first.

Mau: so what is this whole story? He said, sipping in his sister's cup.

H: I want more, you buy me in others, she says while sulking.

Mau: but I even have ..

Lyna: shut up and order another one.

Mau: ok. Now tell us.

So they take five minutes to tell us the story. Everyone's face changes and everyone surely wonders why she hid this, we could kill her ourselves by making jokes, so Mau begins to understand everything, Marielle's sweater, and fresh water. His wickedness at the beginning of the year, wonder ends the story course. After two minutes of silence. Mau is getting up.

Mau: good night guys or rather evening. We're going home.

H: No, I don't want to go home.

Mau: the twins will take care of you, he says and then get out of the coffee.

Jozy: what do you think he's going to do?

Paul: nothing he's going to calm down, he's afraid that's all he says by ordering a milk.

Wonder: the poor.

H: You will always watch over him. Promise me. Let me promise it.

Jozy: promised, in this world or in the other.

Eve: I forbid you to die. Without you, I will always be watching series at home, in my solitude that weighs on me. I forbid you to die, we have things to live with, the international violin competition to win, tours and trips to do. Don't give us this blow, she says crying.

Jozy: I don't die...

Lyna: But you can decide to let yourself die or not. If you don't fight, I won't forgive you. This girl who was playing the violin at the window when I knew her, you brought a lot into our lives. So beat yourself for us and we'll be there for you.

Nando: darling. It's going to be fine. Go to this test, don't worry, you won't be alone. Come on, I'll drop you off.

Lyna: don't worry, she's coming back with us.

Nando: See you tomorrow so I have to work a little.

Jozy: by next week you will have your entire legacy.

Wonder gets up to give his card to the owner so that he can remove the money from his account and leave right after. We go home together and say good night before separating.

Pdv Jozy.

They are great as a friend, I will manage Mau, I will call him as soon as I get into my room. It sounded 8 p.m. when we came home.

Me: hi mom and dad, I'm telling us while yawning.

Mom: good arrival, go wash your hands and come to the table.

Me: that's good, I have something to tell you.

Dad: ok he said while watching Wonder who just smiles.

I leave to wash my hands, put down my bag, change and go down to the table. We eat in a good mood.

Dad: tell your day. I saw Mau, Lord Paul, Nando and Lyno on TV. I knew they were so strong in football. They remind me of my childhood.

Mom: It's true that you were super talented. You played in the same position as Paul, didn't you?

Dad: you know it well since you were the coach's assistant.

Wonder: is that possible?

Me: isn't that what I think?

Wonder: Oh that if Sister.

Dad: you've finished squabbling, he says happy.

Mom: what did you have to tell us?

Wonder: let's finish the meal first.

But what are they in a hurry? We eat while talking about our days. Our parents tell us a little about their childhood and my father, who does not know modesty, told us how much he was the King of his high school.

Me: I decided to be euthanized, I say calmly.

Dad: sorry? He says, choking with food.

Mom: too much is too much. What is your problem? Suicide you while we're there.

Wonder begins to laugh and the parents look at him with misunderstanding. In mode "do you like what she says? "But she continues to laugh.

Me: I was laughing, I'm going to do the clinical test, I said, looking on the floor.

My parents look each other in the eyes for a few seconds and then shout for joy, leave the living room and throw themselves into the pool. What do they have crazy ways to celebrate?