ANABANTINGAN

'If this breakup hurts, I wish we never met...'
'I'm still holding onto the details of the love I once had...'
'My first memory of seeing you under the cherry blossom tree now leaves a feeling of sadness'
'You are the one who can change me, my fingers always want to hold your hand, hold you, and grab your body...'
And this heart of mine...
Just always there for you...

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A girl named Kisaki who is smart and has a slightly introverted personality is often bullied by her friends in class. One day a transfer student from Tokyo named Yoshimura tries to save Kisaki from the bullying. But unfortunately, he was seriously injured which made him lie in the hospital.
Kisaki feels guilty for involving Yoshimura in her life's problems. However, Yoshimura himself didn't mind because he couldn't bear to see a girl being bullied in front of his eyes, he helped her on his initiative.
Since then Kisaki has not bullied anymore, Kisaki who knows that Yoshimura is a person whose grades are below average tries to teach him as a reward for helping him that time. The two became close and got to know each other. Kisaki finds out that the mediocre Yoshimura who moved from Tokyo is trying to hide his true identity as a Yakuza descendant and he is trying to go far to live a peaceful life.
'He turned out to be a bad boy,' Kisaki thought at first, what's so good about being a Yakuza?
Of course, he was able to protect Kisaki from anything.
No matter how much Yakuza's blood runs through him... as soon as they look at each other, their hearts always beat fast. Kisaki also couldn't deny the existence of Yoshimura who had become a hero in her life.
Is this what call love at first sight?
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When Your Love Blossomed in April

' I'm afraid ... I'm afraid ... I'm afraid the terrible thing I fear will happen.'

'That day ... I decided to go to school after about 2 weeks I didn't show up, I'm a fragile girl. However, my heart is screaming to do my best.'

'Reportedly, there's a transfer kid in that class, what's he like? Is he the son of an elite? Of course, times are sophisticated and this information I get from the smartphone that I hold every day.'

'He's a transfer guy from Tokyo, even though he didn't mention where he came from and his personal reasons for coming here?'

'But, it looks like it's not him!' what makes you feel insecure?

'I'll see how it goes this week!' it was the inner voice of a girl who had confined herself for several days in a small room measuring only 3 x 4 meters.

Several days after he locked himself in the room for a moment, with a mattress and a window covering it until it touched the floor.

'I've decided! I'm leaving tomorrow.' He still has the fighting spirit to get to that place.

However, no one expected that the bullying would continue.

At least, it's been exactly a month since he went to school in the spring, he still wants to have good memories. At first, he walked slowly with nervous steps, sneaking in from a distance, from behind the wall gazing doubtfully at the gate.

Dozens of people in the span of an hour have started to come to the place.

He was still shaking to move his feet but, he had the fighting spirit to start himself active again.

Even though he doesn't think it's the right choice and doesn't rule out the possibility that he will be treated badly again, the spirit in his heart can't be shaken by anyone.

'If that happens, this time I have to fight it!' those are the words of encouragement that he stuck in his chest.

He wants to make his dream come true.

'At that time I thought it was over, apparently I haven't had time to get to the room yet, two bad guys came from behind me, silenced me, and he threatened me.'

'Who's the girl who wouldn't be surprised to be treated so harshly?'

'Of course my heart is not strong!' after a while the girl got a mental attack because she was constantly attacked.

But, he didn't want to be like this forever.

For sure, for sure, and for sure, there's someone who cares....

'At least there was someone who cared about me in that class.'

'I was expecting it, whoever it was.'

'I want to change, to be more daring to say something.'

'I can't stand the constant pain, and endure this pain.'

When the girl felt that she had lost hope but at least she wanted herself to survive the danger, the girl raised her voice, she screamed as loudly as possible.

'At least . . . that's what I can do.'

'Is there anyone who is willing to approach this fragile me?'

Because he felt that no one was approaching him, he became so gloomy and restless, he thought that there was no hope in this world anymore.

'His arrival took me by surprise!'

'A transfer boy from Tokyo, bravely fought them to save me.'

'I wish I could call out his name then, Yoshimura.'

'He gave me a glimmer of hope but, I harmed him.'

'Suppose God still gives me a chance, to express my gratitude to him, I want to repay his kindness....'

' I want to take him to the hospital with me! I wish he would open his eyes again.'

'However, other than this school feels unfair to me... people here are very strict and interrogate me.'

'I'm honest too, and don't want to be blamed!'

'Why am I the only one being given a lecture? Aren't they the ones who hurt me? Is it because one of them is the grandson of a superior in this school?'

'Fortunately there is still a kind teacher who let me go to see him.'

'I take full responsibility for all this mess!'

Kisaki's Heart Voice