"Ocean is strong power
 Ocean is our life
If you won't be able to
Survive against its wave
You die"
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Throughout my entire existence, I have wept incessantly due to my shattered heart and ruined life. The pain and suffering I endured, the loss of loved ones, the abandonment by those I held dear, the constant reminders of my worthlessness from everyone around me, and the relentless abuse I endured - all of it left me yearning for love that was never bestowed upon me.

It was my own family who betrayed my trust, repeatedly, until I became nothing more than an empty shell, devoid of any warmth or compassion.

I made a solemn vow to myself that I would never allow my family to hurt me again. I promised to stand up for myself, to become someone who would make those who deemed me insignificant bow down before me.

I made a resolution to persevere and make the most out of my circumstances.

But amidst the deceit and pain inflicted upon me by my own kin, did I ever stumble upon love and happiness?

Let us delve into this matter, shall we?

Survival Journey

No! No! Please don't make me have sex with you, I begged and yelled at him, hoping to give myself some time and see if I could save myself. 


Could we please discuss this, Neil? What's the point of this? We were getting along swimmingly, and you agreed to wait until I was ready to have sex. 


Then why? Why do you want to have sex with me right now? What has changed? What made you change your mind now? I assumed you were aware of my emotions. 


I've never committed to sharing a resort room or coming to a resort with you? I wouldn't have come out with you today if I had known your plans. 


nEiL-tHe PsYcHo LoVeR ¶R18¶