"Ocean is strong power
 Ocean is our life
If you won't be able to
Survive against its wave
You die"
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Throughout my entire existence, I have wept incessantly due to my shattered heart and ruined life. The pain and suffering I endured, the loss of loved ones, the abandonment by those I held dear, the constant reminders of my worthlessness from everyone around me, and the relentless abuse I endured - all of it left me yearning for love that was never bestowed upon me.

It was my own family who betrayed my trust, repeatedly, until I became nothing more than an empty shell, devoid of any warmth or compassion.

I made a solemn vow to myself that I would never allow my family to hurt me again. I promised to stand up for myself, to become someone who would make those who deemed me insignificant bow down before me.

I made a resolution to persevere and make the most out of my circumstances.

But amidst the deceit and pain inflicted upon me by my own kin, did I ever stumble upon love and happiness?

Let us delve into this matter, shall we?

Survival Journey

Finally after 24 hours long flight journey, my flight landed at Santa Blanc airport. This was the most long awaited journey of my life compared to living alone a doomed life in London without my love. 


Every hour sitting on that plane was torturous for me. All night I did not even blink my eyes because sleep was nowhere near me. 


So many thoughts were running in my mind, thinking how my Aiyla would react seeing me, hearing my voice. 


Would she forgive me for what I have done to her, for how I left her without saying a word. 


Would she come back into my life and give me a second chance to love her, protect her, care for her and let me reprimand for my mistake for which I did not have answer to it. 


Thinking all these things made me restless. I just could not wait for this flight to land and run back to see my baby girl. 


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