"Ocean is strong power
 Ocean is our life
If you won't be able to
Survive against its wave
You die"
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Throughout my entire existence, I have wept incessantly due to my shattered heart and ruined life. The pain and suffering I endured, the loss of loved ones, the abandonment by those I held dear, the constant reminders of my worthlessness from everyone around me, and the relentless abuse I endured - all of it left me yearning for love that was never bestowed upon me.

It was my own family who betrayed my trust, repeatedly, until I became nothing more than an empty shell, devoid of any warmth or compassion.

I made a solemn vow to myself that I would never allow my family to hurt me again. I promised to stand up for myself, to become someone who would make those who deemed me insignificant bow down before me.

I made a resolution to persevere and make the most out of my circumstances.

But amidst the deceit and pain inflicted upon me by my own kin, did I ever stumble upon love and happiness?

Let us delve into this matter, shall we?

Survival Journey

It's been 1 week since I have been thrown into the prison and tortured continuously asking me the same question over and over again and if I have some other partners in crime who are smuggling fucking drugs in their country Dubai or whom do I work for? I have been replying the same answer through and through but it's going on deaf ears. 


They are not trusting the words I say, I have been beaten, smacked, kicked, and punched several times. No food or water to drink has been given to me and I feel sick to the stomach. My face is all swollen, my lips are bruised severely, my ribs are damaged and I feel pain in every part of my body. With swollen hands and legs, I can't even move my body freely. I don't know what wrong I had done to get this kind of Karma. 


Avenging Aiyla:Neil In Prison